Chapter 105 Diary
After decorating the bridal chamber, Chen Shaojie went to the cafeteria to eat with Shi Yu, and then sent her to live in the guesthouse. Only then did he return to the dormitory.
After the wedding, he will move out and live in a new house with Shi Yu.
This is the last time I stay in the dormitory.
During the Chinese New Year, Cheng Jingliang went back to his hometown to get married and brought his wife to join the army. Now, only Chen Shaojie and Jiang Zhixun are left in the dormitory.
When he moves out again, Jiang Zhixun will be alone.
Every time Chen Shaojie thought of this, he felt sorry for Jiang Zhixun.
He was the first to get married, and in the end, he was the one who was left alone.
If everyone is single, it’s okay.
But now...
Chen Shaojie sighed in his heart. Comrade Shen didn't want to get back together. Lao Jiang had a special job and didn't have time to show himself.
If things continue like this, I'm afraid there will be no chance of remarrying.
When the door opened, Jiang Zhixun was not there, but his things were on the table, proving that he had really returned.
After waiting for about ten minutes, Jiang Zhixun came back from outside carrying a basin.
He was wearing casual clothes, with a towel around his neck, and was sweating, obviously having taken a shower.
Chen Shaojie sat at the table, "I'm getting married tomorrow, please come early."
Jiang Zhixun was a little dazed.
He remembered that Chen Shaojie had just gone to Beijing for a blind date not long ago, so how come they were getting married?
"Congratulations."
"Is that all?"
Jiang Zhixun's eyes were indifferent, "What else?"
Chen Shaojie stared at him and said, "Forget it. I know you feel bad."
Everyone else is getting married, but he is the only one getting divorced.
There must be something wrong with him.
"If you don't speak, no one will think you are dumb."
Chen Shaojie sighed, "Listen to what you say, is this human language? That's how you treated Comrade Shen in the beginning. Now you know you're wrong, right? If you don't cherish me anymore, I'll really break up with you. It just so happens that my wife doesn't like you."
Although they haven't held the wedding ceremony yet, Chen Shaojie and Shi Yu have already obtained a marriage certificate.
There’s nothing wrong in calling her daughter-in-law.
This was actually a very common thing, but to Jiang Zhixun, it sounded like Chen Shaojie was showing off their affection.
As the knives stabbed into his heart several times in succession, the man's expression became increasingly cold.
He put the towel and basin neatly in their proper places and glanced at Chen Shaojie.
Four words came out of his thin lips, "Love over friendship."
Chen Shaojie looked like he deserved a beating. "Comrade Shen and I fell into the water. Who are you going to save?"
The answer is obvious.
"Shen Qingqing."
"So, you are also a person who values women over friendship!"
Jiang Zhixun said two more words, "Boring."
Seeing Jiang Zhixun was about to go out, Chen Shaojie subconsciously asked: "Where are you going?"
"Call up."
I haven't contacted her for such a long time, and I don't know what's going on with Shen Qingqing.
He would have to call back and ask.
When Jiang Zhixun thought of Shen Qingqing, his heart felt like it was being pulled in pieces.
It's a little sour, a little depressing, and a little sweet.
In the past, Shen Qingqing liked him!
The longer they were apart, the more Jiang Zhixun missed Shen Qingqing.
If he hadn't devoted himself to his work, he didn't know how he would have endured such a long time.
Jiang Zhixun regretted it very much.
Especially when I thought about how Shen Qingqing had endured the past three years in the same way, regret turned into guilt.
He thought that sending the allowance to Shen Qingqing was fulfilling his responsibilities as a husband.
But I ignored other things.
In addition to money, Qingqing also needs her husband's care.
He returned to the table and picked up a stack of letters.
This was written to Shen Qingqing during his closed training period when he couldn't sleep at night.
Send it out at one time.
She didn't answer his calls or reply his letters.
But it didn't matter, he would keep writing to her.
Just like the past three years, Shen Qingqing has been trying hard to move towards him.
It's his turn this time.
Chen Shaojie stopped the man and said, "Don't leave yet. I have something to tell you."
Jiang Zhixun was anxious to ask about Shen Qingqing's situation and had no time to listen to Chen Shaojie's rambling.
"I'll talk to you when I get back."
"Comrade Shen might be dating someone, and the man sent her home."
Shigure let it slip before.
Chen Shaojie is now an experienced person. If there is no intention in that direction, people of the opposite sex should not have such close contact with each other.
In order to prepare Jiang Zhixun mentally, he told him the "intelligence" he had heard.
The man who walked to the dormitory door suddenly stopped.
The hands hanging by his side suddenly clenched.
The blue veins on the back of the hand are bulging, which looks a bit scary.
Chen Shaojie rubbed his arms a few times and felt the air was chilly.
He stammered, "But that's not necessarily the case. You can just call and ask."
Jiang Zhixun stood there, with confusion in his eyes, but more of it was panic and fear of losing Shen Qingqing.
I agreed to the divorce that day so that Shen Qingqing could focus on her treatment.
Not to give others the opportunity to pursue her!
With turbulent waves surging in his heart, Jiang Zhixun wished he could go back to Beijing right now and take Shen Qingqing to the Civil Affairs Bureau to remarry.
But reason told him that the consequence of doing so would be that Shen Qingqing would be pushed further and further away.
Like a trapped animal, Jiang Zhixun paced a few steps and asked, "What should I do?"
That resolute and handsome face was filled with helplessness and bewilderment.
Jiang Zhixun didn't know which direction to go to reunite with Shen Qingqing.
He was also afraid that he would take the wrong path and drift further and further away from Shen Qingqing.
Chen Shaojie pointed at himself and said, "You're asking me?"
The man said nothing, but just looked at him with deep eyes.
Chen Shaojie spread his hands and said, "I've only dated one person before, and besides you, there's no other divorced person around me. How would I know how to solve this situation?"
Before the divorce, he had given her all the advice she needed.
There is really no way now.
After all, the Northwest is so far away from Beijing.
People who are in a relationship may not be able to stick together, and those who are divorced... are more likely to drift apart.
“Why don’t you make a phone call and ask Comrade Shen and Comrade Zhou. Maybe they are just ordinary friends.”
Jiang Zhixun didn't dare to ask.
I'm afraid of getting a positive answer.
What else can he do if Shen Qingqing has a boyfriend?
We can't force them to separate by using despicable means.
It was rare to see fear on Jiang Zhixun's face, and Chen Shaojie felt a pang of sadness in his heart.
Who would have thought that it was Old Jiang who disliked Comrade Shen in the beginning?
I don’t know if this can be considered as a change of fortune.
Without saying anything more, he took the basin and went to take a shower, leaving the space to Jiang Zhixun.
From the locked drawer, he took out the diary that Shen Qingqing had left at home.
At this moment Jiang Zhixun really wanted to see what she had remembered.
By understanding her true inner thoughts, maybe we can find the right remedy and a way to get back together.
Reading other people's diaries is shameless.
Jiang Zhixun stroked the cover of the book, with hesitation and confusion in his eyes, and he was reluctant to open the book.
After a long, long time, the desire to remarry Shen Qingqing overwhelmed his reason, and he finally turned the first page.
Confusion turned into doubt.
What is written above are just some random little things. It doesn't look like a diary, but more like a casual note to remind myself what to do every day.
Jiang Zhixun frowned. This was not like Shen Qingqing's style.
She has an excellent memory, and nothing seems right with this kind of thing.
I quickly flipped through a few pages and found that the word divorce appeared more and more frequently.
Not a word was said about her inner world.
Jiang Zhixun's eyes were filled with even more doubt. What was Shen Qingqing's purpose in writing this?
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