Chapter 136: Always Missing
"Shen Qingqing, you really forgot about me."
The man's expression and tone were full of grievance.
He stood in the shadows, with a flash of moisture in his eyes.
Shen Qingqing wanted to take a closer look, but felt it was inappropriate, so she could only lower her eyes.
The more silent she was, the more uncomfortable Jiang Zhixun felt.
"Now, you don't even want to talk to me?"
Shen Qingqing has always been able to do things with ease, but now she feels at a loss.
She had no impression of the man in front of her and didn't know what to say to him!
Jiang Zhixun murmured to himself, "How could you forget me?"
They were married and had the most intimate relationship.
She can forget anyone but not him!
Is there anything more cruel than being forgotten by the woman you love?
A drop of warm liquid dripped quickly from his eye socket. Jiang Zhixun turned his head into the shadow, not wanting Shen Qingqing to see his embarrassed and cowardly appearance.
"Feel sorry."
Shen Qingqing apologized to him, "I'm still sick and forgot some things. If I've offended you, please bear with me."
Jiang Zhixun didn't want her apology.
Waves of bitterness surged in his heart, almost drowning him.
She was sick, but she had made arrangements in advance.
She would contact the people she didn't want to forget every now and then, and even prepared a special notebook for fear of forgetting the people she cared about.
But there was no trace of Jiang Zhixun at all.
She chose to let nature take its course and forget about him!
Erase all traces of his existence!
She even hid her true illness from him.
Is there anyone in the world more cruel than Shen Qingqing?
Jiang Zhixun wiped his face to make himself look more normal.
His eyes were stubborn, "It's okay if you forget me. I'm not going anywhere. I'll just stay with you. You can forget me once or twice. It doesn't matter. I'll appear again and again."
The man's tone was gentle, and in addition to stubbornness, there was obvious pleading in his eyes.
Shen Qingqing lowered her head in embarrassment, burying her chin in her scarf.
In the end, she didn't tell anyone that she was going abroad.
It was only at this moment that she realized that this was a member of the Jiang family.
I just don’t know why he didn’t go back to the compound but came here instead.
"It's getting late, you should get some rest first."
He rushed back from the Northwest and must be very tired.
The most important thing is that Shen Qingqing has nothing to say to him.
The way this man looked at her was so strange, as if she was sick and had forgotten him and made a huge mistake.
The accusatory tone is so obvious, it's really disturbing.
Taking the key from her bag, Shen Qingqing went to open the door of her house. A few seconds later, the lights in the living room came on.
With the help of this light, she saw the man's wet eyelashes.
I don’t know if these are traces left by melted snow.
still……
Shen Qingqing quickly stopped thinking, no matter what the reason was, it had nothing to do with her.
He nodded politely and closed the door decisively.
The light briefly shone on Jiang Zhixun and then quickly disappeared.
Just like Shen Qingqing's love for him.
It's so hot and bright at the beginning, but it doesn't last long.
By the time he reacted and wanted to grasp that little bit of light, she had forgotten everything.
Just like the door in front of them, it separates them into two different worlds.
Jiang Zhixun stood where he was, staring down at the faint light coming through the crack in the door.
So fragile.
So insignificant.
Maybe if she raised her hand, the light would go out.
Just like their relationship, whether to break up or be together, the initiative is in Shen Qingqing's hands.
He had no room to resist.
Jiang Zhixun's eyes became moist again.
If Shen Qingqing hadn't lost her memory, he could have been shameless and pestered her to make her agree to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with him to remarry.
But now, facing Shen Qingqing who has no memory, what can he do?
The coldness began to spread from the soles of his feet, and Jiang Zhixun's tall body leaned weakly against the wall.
After meeting Shen Qingqing, I no longer had the courage to put into practice all the things I had imagined on the train.
She couldn't remember anything, how could he stick to her?
I'm afraid I'll be considered a hooligan...
Jiang Zhixun doesn't smoke, but at this moment he really wants to have a cigarette to relieve the bad mood in his heart.
But he didn't dare to leave, for fear that something might happen to Shen Qingqing as soon as he left.
He always misses Shen Qingqing.
Again and again.
This time, he really didn't dare to gamble.
The house has poor sound insulation, and standing in the corridor, Jiang Zhixun can hear the noise coming from Shen Qingqing's house.
She went to the bathroom to take a shower, and walked around the house as if she was packing something, but she was afraid of disturbing the neighbors downstairs, so she tried her best to keep the noise down.
If he hadn't been standing at the door and had very good hearing, he wouldn't have noticed this little noise.
The lights in the house were not turned off until late at night.
Jiang Zhixun felt inexplicably uneasy.
He raised his hand and wanted to knock on Shen Qingqing's door, but he was afraid of disturbing her rest and leaving a bad impression on her.
Feeling so upset, Jiang Zhixun punched the wall.
What should he do to make Shen Qingqing remember him!
…
That night, Jiang Zhixun stood guard at the door of Shen Qingqing's house and did not leave for a moment.
He recalled the past between himself and Shen Qingqing and found that they had very few common memories.
When Shen Qingqing came to Beijing, he had already joined the army.
We are together less and apart more.
The amount of things they had done together could be counted on one's fingers.
The past four years have been a blank.
The more Jiang Zhixun thought about it, the more he felt that he was not a human being and had treated Shen Qingqing unfairly.
His stubbornness and prejudice ruined their marriage!
His body became stiff, and Jiang Zhixun only moved when the clock struck six in the morning.
He is going to buy groceries and cook for Qingqing.
The old memories are gone, and from today on, he will create new memories with Qingqing.
This time, he won't let Qingqing be sad.
Jiang Zhixun put his luggage into the house and went out with his keys and money.
According to Shen Qingqing's schedule, she wouldn't get up for about two hours.
I wait for him to come back with the groceries and then prepare the meal, and the timing is just right.
Jiang Zhixun strode towards his destination with big strides, full of energy, and he didn't look like he had been up all day for a few days.
Not long after he left, Shen Qingqing got up.
She made an appointment with the doctor, and someone would come to pick her up to take her to the airport in an hour.
Pack up in advance and set off as soon as the bus arrives.
At home, Jiang's mother will help her take care of everything, so Shen Qingqing can leave without worry.
This was her first time going abroad. It would be a lie to say she wasn't nervous. She tossed and turned all night and couldn't fall asleep.
It was a cold day, and I washed my face with cold water, which finally woke me up completely.
Apart from a change of clothes, medical records and relevant documents, Shen Qingqing didn't bring anything else.
She didn't know when she would be able to come back.
I don’t know if the disease can be cured.
After taking a final look around the nest where she used to live, Shen Qingqing let out a long breath.
This time I am going for a better future.
It’s a good thing, we should be happy!
With a "click", the door was locked and Shen Qingqing left without hesitation.
It will come back eventually, so there's no need to linger too much.
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