Chapter 1592 Don’t Look at the Road You Came From
At that time, Chen Xiaofeng had never had any intention of killing anyone. She had never thought that she would become a murderer. She had not expected that the medical knowledge she had learned could be used to save lives as well as kill people.
She didn't expect that she would have the heart to get rid of that little kid.
At that time, like all young girls, she cared about her hair and skin, and worried about rent and three meals a day.
She is also one of the most caring nurses in the hospital. She has a rare blood type, but whenever she encounters a patient who needs a blood transfusion, she rolls up her sleeves and donates blood without saying a word.
She did secretly like Gu Changhai and secretly fantasized about living with him, but she never thought that this daydream would come true one day. After all, Gu Changhai was too far away from her.
Until she was bullied by those three hooligans.
That night, the moon was very big and bright, illuminating the faces of the three gangsters. There was tension on their faces, but more of excitement. They spoke filthy and unbearable words. They were afraid that she would scream, so they punched her on the temples.
She just lay there in the wet cornfield, with her hands held down and her legs pinned down, looking helplessly at the moon in the sky.
She didn't know what she had done wrong and why she had to encounter such a thing.
She began to hate the moon above her head, because it only hung high in the sky and watched her excitement.
Heaven has no eyes...
Later, she walked out of the dark cornfield, covered in blood, wearing tattered clothes that had been torn into pieces, dragging her heavy legs and a broken soul.
She told herself that God would give great responsibilities to those who are capable of them, so she had to endure all this.
Maybe this was God pushing her in an extreme way.
From that night on, she felt that she had changed from the inside out, and her perspective on the world had also changed.
Only by becoming strong can you avoid being bullied, and only by having money can you stay away from poverty.
She no longer wanted to be stuck in the mud of life, and no longer wanted to pass by the deserted cornfield every day, just because the rent there was five hundred cheaper than in the city.
She wanted to become the young lady of the Gu family, she wanted to drive away the woman who was cold and indifferent to Gu Changhai, she wanted to sleep on their clean goose down mattress, she wanted to give birth to a son for Gu Changhai, so that Gu Changhai would only have eyes for her from now on.
When that day comes, she will definitely be happy, right?
So she walked on this narrow and crowded road, thinking that she was pursuing happiness and would definitely get happiness.
But now, looking back on this road...
Chen Xiaofeng was choked with sobs and speechless.
She had no worries about food and clothing for more than 20 years, but she had not tasted the so-called happiness.
Now she doesn't know whether she has gained more or lost more.
She also sometimes wondered if she had called the police, could they have caught those three hooligans and given them a heavy sentence, which would have given her some peace of mind.
When time heals her physical and mental trauma, she is still the warm and kind girl.
She might agree to the pursuit of the new intern and build a healthy family with that man...
But it was too late to say anything.
Time quietly stole her life, and she made one mistake after another in her choices. When she looked back, half of her life was over and she had no way to retreat.
As soon as this feeling of regret emerged, Chen Xiaofeng immediately covered his head.
Faced with a past that could not be changed, she felt a heart-wrenching pain that even turned into physical pain, as if someone was drilling into her brain with an electric drill.
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