Chapter 2074 Breaking Defense
Wu Xinqing's voice was not loud, but Shi Guangyuan still heard it and said with a smile, "You know me so well?"
"We've been married for so many years, and it's not in vain."
"Yes, after all, I have given birth to several children."
Wu Xinqing glared at him. With the driver in the car, she didn't want to get angry, so she closed her eyes and said, "You really haven't changed at all."
He smiled and said, "Same to you."
Is there nothing we can do about him?
Even after divorcing him, I still haven't had a single day of peace.
But if Shi Guangyuan hadn't been holding her, she might have committed suicide long ago and died in some unknown town abroad.
As the car drove along the city streets, neon lights flashed past the window, Wu Xinqing thought of the years immediately following his daughter's death...
The death of her daughter was a great blow to her, and she developed serious psychological problems at one point.
Her friends all advised her to be strong for the sake of her two sons.
But she didn't even know how to get through each day for herself, let alone for her son.
Every morning when I wake up, the sky is gray and I have no expectations for the new day.
She couldn't do anything. All she could think about all day was one thing: she wanted to go back to the day before Xiao Ran went abroad, and then she would never agree to Xiao Ran leaving with Shi Guang.
She thought about it over and over again. In fact, Xiao Ran had just had a high fever before going abroad and had just recovered from the illness, so she should be allowed to have a good rest.
Xiao Ran is a child and it is his nature to be playful. It is understandable that he wants to go out and play with his father.
It is understandable that a father wants to take his daughter out to play.
But I am an adult and a mother, how could I be so stupid!
Why did he agree to let Shi Guangyuan take Xiao Ran abroad? He was a workaholic and had no time to take care of his daughter.
So she felt guilty and blamed herself, and then transferred this self-blame to Shi Guangyuan.
On sleepless nights, she broke down and cried countless times, blaming Shi Guangyuan. If he hadn't been so careless and delayed her daughter's illness, her daughter wouldn't have died! He had killed their daughter with his own hands!
When she became hysterical, he responded with silence.
Then she said even more terrifying words. She even said, "Time has passed, why are you still alive? Why don't you just die?"
Shi Guangyuan showed an extremely painful expression. He said, "Do you think I feel at peace every day? Do you think I don't want to die? But I still have parents to take care of and two sons to raise. I can't die even if I want to!"
Rong Ye was still young at that time and didn't know why they were quarreling. He hugged her legs and cried, "Mom, Mom, Rong Ye was wrong. Mom, please don't be angry."
At that moment, Wu Xinqing realized that her behavior was pathological and she would lose control whenever she saw things or people related to Xiao Ran.
If she continues like this, she won't be able to take care of her two sons, let alone herself, and I'm afraid this family will be completely ruined.
She is no longer able to bear the responsibilities of a mother and a wife.
So she filed for divorce.
I want to hide somewhere where no one knows me.
Shi Guangyuan disagreed, so she threatened to commit suicide, and he finally agreed.
Three months after her divorce, she had settled in France and started her own business.
The busy work and life in a foreign country numbed her heart, and the pain seemed less severe.
But the result of working like crazy is that you make yourself sick.
She had a high fever and was resting in bed at home. She was hungry and wanted to find something to eat, but fainted beside the bed.
When she woke up, she found herself back in bed.
Shi Guangyuan was lying beside her, hugging her tightly.
Thinking it was a dream, she reached out to touch his face. He opened his eyes and looked at her: "Are you feeling better?"
"Why are you in my house?"
"The day after you moved in, I moved next door to you."
"Why."
He looked at her, was silent for two seconds, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm afraid you'll commit suicide. If you die, I won't be able to live."
Wu Xinqing's defenses were broken at once, and tears started streaming down his face.
Shi Guangyuan helped her wipe away her tears.
She then asked, "What will happen to your son and your company if you come to France?"
His eyes were red: "Do you still care about us?"
Of course she cares.
She just hated herself so much that she used all her energy to hate herself and had no energy left to love anyone else.
Now her son thinks she is a bad mother, her friends think she is selfish, and her parents think she is too wild and willful.
Everyone thought that she was too career-oriented and self-centered, and that she abandoned her husband and children and was irresponsible in order to pursue so-called freedom and escape family responsibilities.
So she didn't want to contact anyone anymore, didn't visit her son, broke up with her friends, and didn't even talk to her parents, completely isolating herself.
She is mean to her colleagues and strict to her subordinates, like a ruthless working machine.
The good thing was that she did achieve success in her career. The perfume she formulated won an award and was at the top of the sales list that season. However, she did not have a close friend around her, and no one could share the joy of success.
She then loathed herself even more. It felt like there was a black hole in her heart, and that black hole was devouring her soul every moment.
But when Guangyuan came to her, the pain that had accumulated for many days seemed to have found an outlet.
She beat his chest, crying and asking him, "Why won't you let me go? Why don't you let me die? Why do you even appear in front of me? Don't you know I wish you were dead?"
He listened to her harsh words and let her beat him. He kissed the tears from her face and kept saying sorry.
In the end, she transformed this anger, or perhaps grief, into desire.
She said to Shi Guangyuan desperately, "Make love to me."
Shi Guangyuan kissed the corner of her lips: "Okay."
So they hugged each other tightly, regardless of everything.
They hardly communicated, only using each other's bodies as an outlet. When they were tired, they would sleep for a while, and when they were hungry, they would eat something. It was like this from morning to night...
That was the first time they slept together after Xiao Ran passed away.
After completely overdrawing my physical strength, my mind finally went blank and I no longer thought about anything.
Her fever also climbed to 39 degrees.
Shi Guangyuan gave her some medicine and she took it with her eyes closed. That was the first time since Xiao Ran's death that she fell asleep naturally without sleeping pills.
But he still woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night and sat up screaming.
Shi Guangyuan held her in his arms and gently stroked her back.
After gradually waking up, she said to Shi Guangyuan: "Why are you still at my house? We are divorced. Have you forgotten..."
She didn't sound confident at all when she asked this question.
Because it was she who took the initiative to keep him, and it was she who took the initiative to cross the line.
Shi Guangyuan said, "You're done using me and then you drive me away. You can't be like that, can you?"
"So what do you want? Do you want to keep living like this with me?"
"May I?"
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