Chapter 2199: Don’t Advise Others to Do Good Without Having Experienced Their Suffering
Why don't you admit to having sex with him?
Ruo Mu didn't want to mention this matter. After all, she had already admitted it.
It doesn’t matter how cautious you were in the past, how you avoided and didn’t dare to face it.
But since he brought it up, Ruomu told him frankly that he didn't admit it at first mainly out of self-protection and didn't dare to say it out loud.
She knew that the two of them could not be together, and Young Master Xiao did not have sex with her because he liked her, but because he was drunk and acted impulsively.
But she needed the job, and she was afraid that once she told Xiao Jun about it, he would drive her away as if he were getting rid of a trouble.
Or, they might give her some money as compensation, and then still send her away. In that case, she would rather pretend that nothing happened and just think that she was unlucky.
Although I feel a little aggrieved, at least I can keep my hard-earned job and avoid being sold to an old cripple by my parents when I go home.
"How do you know that I will definitely drive you away? Maybe I will keep you and treat you well? Haven't you thought about it?" Xiao Jun asked.
Ruomu shook his head: "I don't dare to hope for that..."
Besides, being kept by Xiao Jun might not necessarily be a good thing.
She believed that Xiao Jun would not fall in love with her, and once she admitted that they had done it, he would harass her again.
Didn’t he say last night, “What’s the difference between twice and once?”
Ruomu was afraid of this, afraid that he would think that if he did it once, he could do it twice, and become addicted to bullying her, and then she would completely become a plaything.
No matter how noble Xiao Jun was, she didn't want to be his plaything...
After hearing this, Xiao Jun sighed and thought she was too stupid.
How can you just think that you are unlucky when you are bullied?
You should protect yourself. Even if it is just monetary compensation, it is compensation.
But Xiao Jun knew that having such an idea was like talking without any pain.
If you know that resistance is useful, who would suffer in silence?
Because even her parents bullied her, and her resistance was met with even more severe beatings.
In the world she lives in, there is no justice.
How could we expect her to take up the weapon of justice to protect herself? She had never even seen what justice looked like.
So she could only assess the situation and minimize the losses.
Xiao Jun guessed that this was probably the reason why Uncle Wei chose her to be by his side.
Uncle Wei knew very well that a little girl like this would not dare to speak out even if she was bullied. Even if she did, her voice would be quickly suppressed by the Xiao family.
To put it bluntly, he was sure that she was easy to bully.
I'm afraid my father also agrees with Uncle Wei's decision.
What my father has always advocated and believed in is the law of the jungle where the strong prey on the weak. In his world, the weak deserve to be plundered and oppressed by the strong.
This is also the biggest disagreement between Xiao Jun and his father. A truly strong person will not bully the weak. Otherwise, what is the difference between humans and animals?
"Are you angry?" Ruomu asked nervously.
Xiao Jun withdrew his thoughts and hugged her: "I feel sorry for you, but I also feel very sorry for you."
Ruomu let him hold her obediently, like a docile cat, and then responded softly: "It doesn't matter... Anyway, I know now that you are not that kind of person."
This silly girl actually tried to comfort him.
This made Xiao Jun feel even worse, and he asked again, "Then are you staying with me now because you're afraid of me?"
"Well... not entirely."
"Could it be because of that contract?"
She shook her head: "Because... I don't hate Master Xiao. I stay with you voluntarily."
This answer finally made Xiao Jun feel better. "I didn't get drunk and impulsively take you. I did it because I like you."
When Ruomu heard this, she raised her head from his arms and looked at him in a daze.
"Don't believe it?"
"I don't understand..." she said hesitantly.
"Don't understand why I like you?"
Xiao Jun smiled. If this was the question, he couldn't answer it for a moment.
There are many things about Ruomu that make him like her, but Xiao Jun likes her for no specific reason.
It seemed like one morning, she walked quietly into his room and brought him breakfast. She bent down to put the food down, a strand of hair hung down, and she hung the hair behind her ear and said, "Master Xiao, I put your breakfast here, please eat it while it's hot."
Maybe it was from that moment that I fell in love with her.
I fell in love with her cleanliness and purity, as well as her delicate heart.
However, Ruomu did not ask this question.
She asked, "Master Xiao, can a man love two people in his heart at the same time? Can he love one in his heart and love another in his body?"
She opened her eyes wide and stared at him in the darkness, as if torturing his soul.
Xiao Jun was indeed unwilling to admit that his feelings for Xiaojiu had faded. He had erotic dreams every day, in which he made love with Ruomu. He also believed that he only had physical impulses towards Ruomu, but no feelings for her.
But he didn't expect that this feeling that didn't want any impurities would be replaced bit by bit by the girl in his arms.
Every time he was with Ruomu, he would forget that he liked Xiaojiu. He even hadn't thought about Xiaojiu for many days, and he didn't find it strange.
And tonight, even after meeting Xiaojiu, he was thinking about going home with Ruomu. Later, Xiaojiu was performing on the stage, and Xiao Jun noticed the envy on Ruomu's face. He wondered if Ruomu had never been to a concert and whether he should take her to one in the future.
There is also piano and classical music. If she wants to learn, he can also teach her...
Xiao Jun said to her, "When I was with you, I never thought of anyone else. Not even that night. Do you understand my feelings now?"
Ruomu didn't answer, but came over and kissed Xiao Jun on the lips.
Xiao Jun took the opportunity to hug her and kiss her back.
Gradually, the kiss between the two changed. Xiao Jun's hands came to her shoulders and gently peeled off her shoulder straps. The soft nightgown slowly slid to her waist and was finally kicked to the end of the bed by him...
This time, he felt Ruomu was very different.
She seemed more engaged and relaxed than the previous two times.
Xiao Jun finally felt that he was getting a little closer to her heart.
…
The next day, Ruomu slept until noon.
He turned around and looked at the other side of the bed. It was empty. He reached out and touched the mattress. It was cold. It seemed that Young Master Xiao had been up for a while.
She sat up slowly, but just halfway up, she lay back down again.
She didn't feel so tired last night, but she didn't expect that after a good night's sleep, every bone in her body was sore.
The most uncomfortable part is my waist, which feels like it's been hollowed out.
So she shouldn't have taken the initiative to kiss him last night. She lit him on fire, and then she was the one who got burned...
Ruomu lay on the bed for a while, and only got out after he calmed down a little.
She walked out of the bedroom and glanced into the studio. The newly bought clothes had not been collected yet, and Xiao Jun was not in the studio.
I glanced at the entrance and saw his slippers on the ground. It seemed that he had already gone out.
At this time, Ruomu noticed the note left by Xiao Jun on the dining table.
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