Chapter 2381 Still Beautiful
Do you regret it?
I regret it.
If I hadn't cared so much about money, I wouldn't have accepted the gold watch, I wouldn't have made that phone call, I wouldn't have gone poaching, and there wouldn't have been any story that followed.
Even if he made a mistake, if he stopped in time, when the man came to him to go hunting again, he would directly confess to Wanqing and would no longer go to the uninhabited area. In this way, he would not be in danger in the uninhabited area and would not lose Wanqing.
Even if they still had to go to the no-man's land, if he hadn't almost forced Wanqing to have sex with him out of jealousy and inferiority, Wanqing wouldn't have gotten pregnant...
If Wanqing hadn't been pregnant, she wouldn't have married Gu Changhai for the sake of her unborn child, and she would have waited for him to come back...
And, and…
Even if she had already married Gu Changhai, if he had let her go, wished her happiness, and then lived a good life with Qingxi, Qingxi would not have had an affair with his bodyguard, and he and Qingxi might have been able to grow old together...
In fact, if he had not disturbed Wanqing's life, Wanqing would not have had conflicts with Gu Changhai... Wanqing might still be alive!
God has given him so many opportunities, but he missed them every time. How can he not regret it?
But there is no point in regretting, because there is no way back.
His life had always been like this.
Then die, just like my mother said, I've lived enough, it's time to die.
He took out the remote control from his pocket with his cold hands.
Then place your finger lightly on the red button.
Just press the button, and the cruise ship will explode, and all the grudges, hatreds, pain or happiness will be wiped out...
"Does it really have to be this way?"
A clean voice came from beside him. It was the voice he had been thinking about day and night, and it was extremely familiar to him.
Xiao Chongyang suddenly opened his eyes wide and looked at the chair beside him.
Wanqing was sitting there, looking at him sadly.
He no longer cared to think about whether it was real or an illusion, he just wanted to look at her for a while longer.
But tears blurred his vision, and he quickly wiped away his tears with his skinny old hands.
Fortunately, she is still there.
Wanqing stretched out her hand towards him, paused before touching his temple, and then seemed to stroke his hair in the air.
"Chongyang, you are old."
He smiled wryly, "But you're still so young."
She was still wearing the same white dress she had worn when they first met, with a headband tied loosely around her head.
That day she sat in a white chair in front of the cafe, holding a book in her hand, reading attentively, smiling from time to time. The morning sun shone on her, warm and beautiful.
Xiao Chongyang raised his camera without hesitation and took a picture of her.
Now, decades have passed, and they are separated by Yin and Yang. There is no morning sunshine anymore, only the watery moonlight, which shines coldly and softly on her body. She is still beautiful...
"Do you regret meeting me?" Xiao Chongyang asked.
She shook her head. "I am very happy when I am with you."
Xiao Chongyang's nose was sore, "I'm sorry..."
"It's all over," she said softly, her finger touching his brow: "Don't frown, it doesn't look good."
Xiao Chongyang relaxed his brows and nodded vigorously.
He has a habit of frowning, and when she sees it, she will use her fingers to smooth out his brows, saying, "Don't frown, it doesn't look good..."
His brows relaxed, and his mood seemed to improve a little. He said to Wanqing, "I have cancer. We may meet there soon."
She smiled and said, "Then when you come, I'll take you around."
Xiao Chongyang also laughed.
When they first got together, he took her to the night market and ate at food stalls. He held her hand as they walked through the streets, experiencing the hustle and bustle of life. They watched old men play chess, listened to old ladies and grandfathers quarrel, and watched children play jump rope...
Once they walked into an alley and heard a young couple rocking their bed.
He thought Wanqing would blush, but she shouted, "We heard it!" and then pulled him out of the alley.
At that time, Xiao Chongyang thought that this was probably the worst thing this well-educated young lady had ever done, interrupting someone's rocking...
Xiao Chongyang thought she was extremely cute, and before he could even run out of the alley, he pulled her to the corner and kissed her.
That was their first kiss.
He was more nervous than she was.
But when I think back to that kiss later, it always feels bitter.
He would think that the girl he loved was lying in the arms of another man, and that man would also kiss her lips.
Will she still remember the poor boy she once loved?
Did she also blush and feel nervous when she kissed that man?
Will she still remember that first kiss in that alley, full of youthful flavor?
"Why are you frowning again?" Wanqing asked.
Xiao Chongyang stared at her in front of him. Whether it was his illusion or her spirit had really come, he asked the question he had wanted to ask for so many years:
"Do you love him more, or me more?"
She seemed a little embarrassed. After a moment, she said to him, "I loved you with all my heart..."
Xiao Chongyang nodded and understood.
There is no comparison. She loved him before, but now she loves Gu Changhai.
"Can you forgive me? Forgive me for what I did to your son and Gu Changhai..."
She looked at him tenderly: "But you didn't really hurt them. They are still alive and well now, aren't they?"
"What if they die?"
She glanced again at the remote in his hand, a look of sadness on her face.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
Xiao Chongyang shook his head at her and put the remote control away again.
When he got on the boat, he did think about letting these people perish with him, but he had given up the idea just now.
I don't want to do anything that I will regret anymore.
He gently stroked her cheek with his fingers, although it was just an illusory shadow.
At this moment, Xiao Chongyang finally understood why Wanqing named her and Gu Changhai's son Han Ye.
When they were together, they thought about having children in the future, naming the boy Hanye and the girl Hanlu.
Later, they were not together, but Wanqing still named her and Gu Changhai's son "Han Ye". It was not because she could not forget the feelings they had in the past, but she just hoped that when he thought of this name, he would remember their old love and not hurt her child...
In fact, Xiao Chongyang had several opportunities to kill Gu Hanye, but he didn't do it in the end. It was indeed related to the name, and of course it was also because the child looked too much like Wanqing.
"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt them."
I won't let you lose another child...
Wanqing smiled.
The sea breeze pushed the sea water, and the moonlight flowed on the sea surface. The two sat quietly for a while.
"I should go now," Wanqing said gently, standing up. "It's still dark, you should get some more sleep."
Xiao Chongyang nodded. He was indeed sleepy. He blinked his heavy eyelids, and when he opened them again, Wanqing was gone.
There is no need to be too sad, because we will see each other again soon anyway.
He closed his eyes again and felt himself sinking deeply into the chair. It felt like he hadn't fallen asleep so relaxedly in a long time...
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