Chapter 2425: Desire is out of control
Lin Zihang told Tang Xin everything that Anya and he had said in the bar a month ago.
In fact, he didn't want to explain it in such detail, at least he didn't want to talk to Tang Xin about other people's affairs.
I had been suffering for several years and finally made up my mind to come find her. But then that incident happened with Anya. After I broke off the engagement with Anya, I could come find her, but I had to endure more than a month because of a business trip.
Now that he finally saw her, Lin Zihang didn't want to say a word. He just wanted to hug her tightly. Of course, he didn't just want to hug her...
But Tang Xin insisted that he say it.
If he didn't explain it clearly, she wouldn't believe him, so he had to tell her everything.
When telling Tang Xin the story, Lin Zihang's thoughts couldn't help but go back to the night when Anya broke up with him.
At that time, he was planning to ask Anya to cancel the engagement, but before he could open his mouth, Anya said it first.
She said, "I've thought about it and decided to just forget it."
Lin Zihang never expected Anya to take the initiative to break up, and he didn't even react for a while.
Seeing that he didn't react, Anya half-jokingly said, "Of course, if you don't want to break up, you can also beg me not to leave."
She paused for a second and added, "Even if you ask, I may not agree to it."
Lin Zihang was not that dull. He could hear the sadness in Anya's words and her last bit of stubbornness.
He confessed to Anya, "Actually, I didn't expect you to break up."
Anya smiled. "Do you think I will be like a dog-skin plaster, clinging to you forever? Even if you don't like me, don't give me the slightest bit of good face, even if you don't even want to hold my hand, I will still do everything I can to stay by your side?"
"I...that's not what I meant."
She seemed not to hear his words and continued to talk to herself: "I do love you like a paranoid person. No matter how you treat me, I want to have you. As long as I can be with you, I don't even want my self-esteem."
Lin Zihang didn't answer.
He knew that Anya had a lot of grievances in her heart, so he let her vent them all at once...
Anya continued, "But then I realized I wasn't happy at all. This wasn't the marriage I wanted, nor was it the life I wanted. No matter how good you are, you're not worth me giving up my self-esteem to like you, or even spending my whole life pitifully with you."
Tears welled up in her eyes as she uttered the words "not worth it".
This was not a nice thing to say, but Lin Zihang didn't care. He just felt relieved.
He also confided in Anya that he had done something wrong that night and felt responsible for her, so he got engaged to her. But he felt aggrieved, as if he had been kidnapped by her, and he was very cold to her, sometimes even deliberately.
Now, as he thought back on the year they had been together, he felt very sorry for Anya. He also felt more and more that since he couldn't give her true happiness, getting married like this was actually irresponsible.
After listening to this, Anya suddenly laughed.
He didn't know why Anya laughed, but he felt that there seemed to be some mockery in her laughter.
She smiled for a moment, cleared her throat, and waved at him, motioning him to come closer.
Lin Zihang hesitated for a second, but still leaned forward slightly. Anya also leaned forward. Across the square table in the middle, Anya whispered to him, "You don't have any experience in that area before, right?"
She has always been a dignified lady and rarely shows such a little evil expression. While Lin Zihang was surprised, he also understood what she was asking.
Lin Zihang nodded, feeling somewhat embarrassed.
He was already in his twenties, but was still at the theoretical stage when it came to matters between men and women. His only experience was the night he spent with Anya, but he didn't remember a thing... This really embarrassed him.
Anya added, "I knew you were inexperienced. If you had a little experience, you wouldn't have been tricked like this by me."
Lin Zihang was stunned: "What do you mean?"
"On the night of the class reunion, nothing happened between us. You fell asleep as soon as we got to the hotel. But I wanted to be with you so badly at the time that I had an idea. I thought, when you wake up tomorrow, I'll lie to you and tell you that we did it. If you believe me, it won't be a loss for me. If you know I'm lying, that's fine too. At most, you'll continue to hate me."
Lin Zihang felt embarrassed after hearing this.
Indeed, because he had no experience, he didn't know what it felt like the next day after having that kind of thing with a girl.
He even regarded the discomfort of his hangover as a side effect of sex...
But besides the embarrassment, there was more relaxation.
Nothing happened that night. He could finally let go of the burden in his heart, and he suddenly felt that he was qualified to pursue Tang Xin.
"Thank you for telling me this," Lin Zihang said to Anya, and he stood up involuntarily. "I will personally explain to your parents about the cancellation of our engagement. If you don't have anything else..."
"Go find her," Anya picked up the wine glass and raised it to him with a bleak smile on her face, "I wish you happiness."
…
This was what he and Anya talked about in the bar that night. When he finished saying this to Tang Xin, her eyes turned red. "You're so gullible..."
"I've already told you, I didn't have any experience before..." Lin Zihang said hoarsely, "But I won't be fooled in the future."
Tang Xin asked stupidly, "Why?"
“Because I’ll have experience in the future.”
As he said that, Lin Zihang turned off the lights.
Lin Zihang hadn't originally intended to do this with her in this crowded, smelly dressing room, nor had he thought that it would happen today...
But once lust comes, it's unstoppable.
It was originally just a kiss, but in the end, he couldn't help himself, and his mind was filled with only that thing...
But Tang Xin was nervous and resisting, so Lin Zihang had to stop, his lips almost brushing her cheek, and asked anxiously: "Don't you like me?"
Tang Xin's body was trembling slightly and her breathing was extremely unstable. Lin Zihang could see that she was nervous, so he gently pinched the back of her neck to help her relax.
"As long as you tell me that you don't like me, I will leave immediately and will never bother you again."
Tang Xin raised her misty eyes and shook her head at him.
Seeing her affectionate look, Lin Zihang understood all her feelings without her having to say anything.
"Since you like me, and I am innocent and single again, why don't you accept me?" He held her face and stared at her face through the dim light.
"Because He Xuyang and I are already together..." Tang Xin said, closed her eyes, and two lines of tears fell.
Lin Zihang's heart tightened, as if a thorn was stuck in his throat: "You mean, you have already..."
She still kept her eyes closed, and her tears wet Lin Zihang's hands.
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