Chapter 463: The More Suppressed, the More Intense the Backlash
Yan Hao is not very smart, but he works very hard and his grades are always among the best. He was the top scorer in the city in the junior high school entrance examination and the top scorer in the province in the college entrance examination. From childhood to adulthood, he has received all the awards and scholarships, and also won the Youth Innovation Award.
Cheng Xiaoyu, the daughter of Uncle Cheng, is like a porcelain doll in a shop window or a little princess in a castle to him. She has lived a life that Yan Hao envied since she was a child. She is beautiful, sunny, sometimes naughty, and a little rebellious.
Yan Hao envied her unrestrained and free-spirited life because he could never live like that.
He also knew that Xiaoyu liked him. When he was explaining the questions to her, Cheng Xiaoyu always looked at him and smiled foolishly. She was mean to everyone but gentle to him. He also liked this little sister.
As he grew up, he realized that Uncle Cheng and Aunt Cheng had already considered him their son-in-law, so he and Xiaoyu would get married after graduation.
Yan Hao didn't think of the second possibility.
Until Xia Nan, the daughter of the company's boss, fainted in the company due to hypoglycemia. Yan Hao took her to the hospital. He had an impulse towards this weak and quiet girl whom he had only met twice.
He then realized that he had never had the kind of desire for Cheng Xiaoyu that a man has for a woman.
Afterwards, he suppressed his fantasy about Xia Nan and told himself that he must love Xiaoyu well and marry her. He must not let Uncle Cheng and Aunt Cheng down, must not let his mother down, and must not let Xiaoyu down.
But for some things, the more you suppress them, the more intense the rebound will be.
That day he was getting drunk in a bar and ran into Xia Nan, who was also feeling lost. Xia Nan said that she and her boyfriend were in a long-distance relationship and that her boyfriend no longer loved her and was only reluctantly staying with her in order to inherit her father's company.
So these two repressed people, unsatisfied with love and desire, had sex for the first time that night.
I seldom speak, hoping to fill the missing piece in my heart in this way.
The next morning, they ate something. Xia Nan wanted to leave, but Yan Hao didn't let her. Then they spent the whole weekend together...
"Stop talking. I don't want to hear you two making out." Cheng Xiaoyu took a deep breath and pressed her heart tightly, as if that would make the pain less severe. She said, "Skip this part and go on."
Although every word he said was cruel to Cheng Xiaoyu, she really couldn't bear to hear or think about the fact that he was having sex with another woman.
Yan Hao also took a deep breath and continued speaking.
After this incident, his abnormal physical relationship with Xia Nan began. She always visited him late at night. They went straight to the bedroom without saying anything, with a clear purpose.
He was like driving a car onto a highway, but without brakes, he could only keep driving and driving.
Every time Xia Nan left, he would feel extremely disgusted with himself, but the next time, he couldn't help but fall into the pleasure brought by the affair, as if it was an outlet for his repressed life.
As his wedding date with Xiaoyu approached, he knew he had to stop, but Xia Nan said she liked the feeling of being with him and wanted to do it one last time.
Yan Hao agreed to her, but unexpectedly, he was caught by Xiao Yu this time.
Xiaoyu's injured and frightened look, as well as the disgust on her face as she looked at him, was as if he was put in a square with thousands of people, stripped naked and subjected to whipping.
The feeling of being judged made his soul tremble, and he regretted deeply and wanted to kill himself.
So, he has been repenting and apologizing these days, hoping that Xiaoyu can accept him and forgive him.
But Xiaoyu has a strong character and cannot tolerate any injustice, so he is rejected and humiliated again and again.
Later, he even hated Xiaoyu's harshness and heartlessness. He had only lost himself briefly, and he had only found some pleasure in another woman's body. But he, his essence, and his heart had not changed. Why couldn't he be forgiven?
So he went to confess to Uncle Cheng and Aunt Cheng. They were also hurt, but they still chose to forgive him and were willing to help him persuade Xiaoyu.
But Xiaoyu still refused to accept it. He felt that he was nailed to the pillar of shame and became an ungrateful scumbag who would never have a chance to turn things around.
He had no way to vent his pain, so he called Xia Nan again...
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