Yu Jiao licked her dry lips, took Yu Qizhe's hand, and intertwined their fingers tightly.
"To be honest, I have regretted it." Yu Jiao said slowly.
In the water, she regretted for a moment, when Yu Qizhe said he wanted to die with her.
It was her choice to rescue people recklessly and without regard for the consequences. At the moment of jumping into the water, she did not think about whether it was worth it.
But she regretted that she almost got Yu Qizhe killed in the flood.
"I'm sorry... and thank you." Yu Jiao held Yu Qizhe's hand tightly and said softly.
I feel sorry for getting him into trouble, but I am grateful that he risked his life to save me and even said that he would die with her.
Yu Jiao always thought that she was strong enough and could handle everything well. Even if she couldn't handle it well, she could bear the consequences herself.
Ever since her grandfather and senior brother passed away, no one has been willing to help her bear the consequences.
She is used to being independent, free from worries and able to do anything.
But this time it was different, there were people who cared about her like her grandfather and senior brother, standing in front of her, standing behind her, helping her bear the consequences of her reckless behavior.
Yu Qizhe raised his other hand and ruffled Yu Jiao's wet hair. There was no blame in his voice. "Just do whatever you want, but there is one thing: don't hurt yourself."
Yu Jiao nodded vigorously, feeling warm in her heart. She leaned closer to Yu Qizhe, changed into a more comfortable position, and snuggled up to him, not caring at all about the gazes from the people around her.
She let Yu Qizhe help her tidy up her wet hair.
Seeing that she now actively relies on him, a smile flashed in Yu Qizhe's pupils. He could feel that after this incident, Yu Jiao had him in her heart.
This is a good sign.
If he was absolutely sure that Yu Jiao was safe, he wouldn't mind experiencing this a few more times, so that he, Yu Qizhe, could completely take root in her heart.
This is just the beginning, he will do more and better in the future.
Yu Jiao couldn't leave him, her whole heart was filled with him, he was entangled in her mind, rooted in every inch of her blood, every touch was a bloody pain, so that she could never give him up.
Under the warm firelight, Yu Qizhe lowered his eyes and looked at Yu Jiao with extremely gentle eyes, and his hands that played with Yu Jiao's hair became even more gentle.
Chen Rou, who was in the corner of the crowd, watched this scene and became increasingly unwilling.
She felt mixed emotions. Yu Qizhe must have seen her put Xiaodouzi into the water. Chen Rou shrank her shoulders, feeling a little embarrassed.
Being so despicable would make Yu Qizhe even more disgusted.
If the Yu family had proposed marriage to her and her father had not refused, then all of Yu Qizhe's tenderness and thoughts would have been placed on her.
It’s a pity that there’s no going back.
No matter how much she regretted and was unwilling to give up, Yu Qizhe would never keep his eyes on her again. Thinking of this, Chen Rou buried her head in her knees and cried silently.
But no one noticed her at all.
Yu Zhizhou fetched some clean water from a nearby puddle, and Yu Ruhai put the herbs into a small iron pot and placed it over the fire to boil the medicine.
Everyone in the cave smelled the bitter aroma of the herbs and moved closer to the fire.
We've all been caught in a heavy rain and can't take any medicine right now, so it's always good to smell the fragrance of this medicine.
After the medicine was boiled, Yu Ruhai poured it into two broken porcelain bowls. Yu Jiao and Yu Qizhe drank one bowl each. Seeing that there was still half a bowl of medicine left in the pot, Yu Jiao looked at Xiao Douzi who was still unconscious in Wang Damao's arms, and handed the remaining half bowl of medicine to Wang Damao's wife.
"Feed it to Xiaodouzi."
Wang Damao's wife took the medicine bowl at a loss, and said gratefully, "Thank you, Miss Meng, you are such a good person."
Yu Jiao smiled bitterly and shook her head, "I'm not."
She is just an ordinary person, just like everyone else, with a good side and an evil side. She is not a great person who is selfless and selfless.
I just studied medicine since I was a child, and was influenced by my grandfather's words and deeds, so I subconsciously tried to save people.
She also has extreme moments...
He watched his senior brother die in front of him, and the person who killed him was the patient he had devoted his life to treating.
A medical dispute, four words, sounds like nothing, but how can people who have experienced it personally not feel resentful? The three values that I have adhered to and the identity of a doctor that I have insisted on since childhood have all become a joke.
For a long time, she hated patients. When she saw patients seeking treatment, she felt psychologically disgusted. She even thought extremely that if she didn't save people, those people should suffer from illness. They were so pitiful and hateful.
But...she couldn't keep going like that.
Realizing that her condition was very bad and that she would become an extreme antisocial personality if she did not receive psychological treatment, Yu Jiao spent a very long time seeing a doctor and healing herself in her previous life.
Patients who cause trouble for medical treatment are only a very small minority in this world. She cannot hate everyone because of this one person, nor can she fall into the abyss because of such an experience.
However, it is almost impossible to completely heal such a shadow scar.
Although she was able to resume her identity as a doctor and treat people again, her state of mind was different after all.
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