Chapter 79
Lu Yunyan was confused.
Lu Yunyan was still a little panicked.
After repeated torment and regret, I thought I had given An Nuo the best choice, but I didn't expect that it would only make An Nuo cry again.
Lu Yunyan won’t do that anymore.
Now I really don’t know what to do.
Suddenly, a sentence the doctor had just said flashed through my mind - hormones fluctuate greatly during pregnancy, so the omega's mood swings will also become greater.
So now it must be the effect of pregnancy hormones, right?
Otherwise, why would An Nuo start crying again?
Lu Yunyan quickly wiped the tears from An Nuo's face: "Don't cry...Don't cry, don't cry, why are you crying again?"
An Nuo pursed her lips, tears falling non-stop, and she was a little emotional: "... Can't I even cry?"
“…”
Lu Yunyan felt even more confused.
"Of course not. I can cry if I want to... No, no, I'd better not cry. It's not good for my eyes or my body."
Lu Yunyan frantically wiped An Nuo's tears: "It's not that I don't want this child, I'm just worried that you don't want it, but I'm too embarrassed to say it."
"……Why?"
Why is it so abrupt?
Lu Yunyan couldn't react for a moment: "Huh?"
An Nuo sobbed, "Why do you think I wouldn't want it?"
“…”
It’s not that Lu Yunyan couldn’t answer, but he wasn’t sure what answer An Nuo wanted in her current state. He was afraid that if he used inappropriate words, An Nuo would cry even harder.
But she was also afraid that if she was slow to answer, An Nuo would start crying again, so she finally said honestly, "Because when you called me, you cried so hard and seemed really scared."
"You were stunned for a long time in the hospital, as if you couldn't accept it... So I think you're not mentally prepared to face this child."
“…”
Lu Yunyan was right.
When the pregnancy test showed this result, An Nuo was so frightened that his hands and feet turned cold, and the temperature of his whole body dropped rapidly, so he couldn't stop crying.
When I got the confirmed result at the hospital, I was so confused that I couldn't recover and my mind went blank for a long time.
Fear, nervousness, fear, anxiety.
It can be said that all the negative emotions swept in at that time, blowing his unprepared and wavering heart up and down.
Until Shi Yu's recognition brought him back.
The blank brain is then able to branch out into another path, a path that is completely opposite to negative emotions.
An Nuo suddenly thought that if he gave birth to this child, would it mean that from then on he would have a home centered around himself.
Although this family is temporarily shaky, and it is uncertain how long it can last, perhaps it will fall apart in three years——
But only by keeping this child first can we preserve this family as much as possible.
From suspecting the pregnancy to confirming it, from the hospital to returning home, this night was a rollercoaster of emotions for Annuo, who went through the most complicated emotional experience ever.
He hasn't figured out the current situation yet and made a final decision.
Then he heard Lu Yunyan ask him - do you want to have a child? If not, you can have an abortion.
No matter what mood Lu Yunyan was in when he said that, the mental impact on An Nuo at that moment was quite great, and he subconsciously thought that Lu Yunyan did not want this child.
If Lu Yunyan really didn't want this child, the family he had just imagined would be shattered at the fantasy stage.
He has nothing left.
How could An Nuo not cry?
At that moment, I really felt that Lu Yunyan was so mean. How could he ask him such a question? How could he imply that he should give up the child?
Although he realized that he had misunderstood after a moment's pause, An Nuo still felt unreasonable and aggrieved.
She sobbed and choked, "...I'm confused because I'm still coming to terms with it. I haven't figured it out yet, and I've been crying for so long. I'm really tired."
This is also true.
I cried for so long at home and had almost vented all my emotions. When I got to the hospital, I was naturally calm and tired, and I was completely confused.
Lu Yunyan also saw hope in An Nuo's aggrieved accusations. If An Nuo was willing to keep the child, all problems would be solved.
Lu Yunyan's emotions gradually rose, and he quickly admitted his mistake and apologized: "It's my fault. I asked the wrong question. I should have been more considerate of you."
An Nuo admitted: "The way you asked is very hurtful, as if you were hinting at me not wanting this child..."
Then Lu Yunyan really wanted to cry out that he was wronged.
"How is that possible? Of course I want this child. I want it very much. I want it very much."
"But what you said is very hurtful..."
"My fault, my fault."
There is no doubt about Lu Yunyan's speed in admitting his mistake.
"I will definitely improve this in the future, learn more about speaking skills, and never hurt others like this again."
An Nuo was still shedding tears: "...You'd better be."
Lu Yunyan kissed the back of his hand: "Are you willing to keep this child?"
An Nuo bit his lip and shook his head: "I don't know... I haven't thought it through yet. I feel very confused, with so many things crowding my mind... I don't know which side is right and which side is wrong. But, but I think..."
Lu Yunyan responded gently: "But what are you thinking? Hmm?"
"But if I were to give the child a nickname, I suddenly thought of one. I could call him Xiao Taosu."
“…”
"Because this afternoon, I dreamed that I was...eating a baby made of peach cake."
An Nuo was not exaggerating. All the images and thoughts in his mind were far more chaotic than what he expressed.
I suddenly thought of the dream I had when I was sleeping during the day.
I just think this is very suitable as a nickname for a child.
Fortunately, Lu Yunyan could already understand his confusion.
After hearing what An Nuo said, all the high emotions suddenly became extremely soft, and the tip of my heart trembled.
Opening his arms, Lu Yunyan held An Nuo in his arms: "Okay, if you want to give him a nickname, let's call him Xiao Taosu."
If he wanted to give the child a nickname, it would mean that An Nuo was willing to keep the child.
If even the nickname has been chosen, would Annuo still be willing to give up this child?
Lu Yunyan not only understood An Nuo's confusion, but also peeled away the layers of confusion and saw the answer deep in An Nuo's heart.
Gently stroking An Nuo's back, Lu Yunyan said, "Don't cry, let's go and rest first... You must be very tired today, so go to sleep and rest first. Don't worry, we can deal with the rest after you've rested well. We will make a decision slowly, and we can talk about the next thing after you have figured out everything."
An Nuo did not refuse, but quietly snuggled in Lu Yunyan's arms, with a natural and dependent attitude, which obviously meant that she agreed.
So Lu Yunyan picked up An Nuo horizontally, comforted him patiently, and carried him back to the room.
I was worried that An Nuo would have trouble falling asleep tonight and might need to be coaxed by myself, but An Nuo was really tired. The double fatigue of mental and physical fatigue combined, and he fell into a deep sleep not long after lying down.
It's no use having a confused mind.
The body shuts down with one click, and everything is plunged into darkness.
The only one who didn't sleep well was Lu Yunyan.
After An Nuo fell asleep, he finally had time to digest the fact that An Nuo was pregnant and secretly felt happy.
In order not to reveal his true identity in front of the doctor, he had to deliberately find some faults, but now it has come to an end for the time being, his mood has calmed down, and Lu Yunyan just feels that he is really awesome.
Ten percent probability.
And it happened two months ago, when we were just about to have a baby.
There is no need for estrus or susceptible period support.
Need I say more about this strength?
He is simply a man among men, an alpha among alphas.
It’s a pity that I can’t brag about it to anyone. No matter how happy I am, I can only keep it in my heart and only I can see it.
Lu Yunyan was so excited that he couldn't sleep and his mind was active all night.
She closed her eyes the previous second, warning herself that she had to go to sleep and not think anymore, but the next second she couldn't help but open her eyes, touch An Nuo in her arms, rub his forehead, and then touch his face.
His palm remained on Annuo's belly.
After repeated confirmation, he confirmed that there was indeed a little life inside. It was his and An Nuo's child, and it was growing up slowly but hard.
I sigh again, he is worthy of being such a strong person.
Fortunately, An Nuo was exhausted, and because of her pregnancy, she had been particularly eager for sleep in the past two days. She slept soundly the whole night without even changing her position.
If I were to be woken up by Lu Yunyan, I would have to beat him up no matter what.
Lu Yunyan only slept lightly for two hours. Before six o'clock in the morning, he opened his eyes energetically and began to observe An Nuo again.
Still very happy.
I couldn't help but bend down and kiss An Nuo. I felt as if the whole world was in my arms.
By half past eight, An Nuo would normally have gotten up at the call of the alarm clock.
But Lu Yunyan turned off the alarm clock last night and decided to let An Nuo sleep until he wakes up naturally today.
Unexpectedly, Shi Yu's phone replaced the alarm clock and suddenly vibrated at the head of the bed.
The sound was not loud, but Annuo had formed a certain biological clock habit at this time. Sure enough, he twisted his body and made unclear sounds at the sound of the movement.
Lu Yunyan quickly muted the phone, got out of bed quietly, and walked outside to answer the phone.
"Hello?"
Shi Yu was probably so happy that he didn't sleep much. I could feel his joy through the phone. He was not much calmer than last night.
"Are you guys up yet?" Shi Yu asked. "This doctor is very busy. He can only spare some extra time to see us today. We have to go early. If we go too late, he won't be available."
Thinking about what he did last night, Lu Yunyan now felt sorry for his parents.
Although he firmly believed that An Nuo was more likely to agree, An Nuo had not given a formal reply yet, so Lu Yunyan could not make a final statement.
"Why don't we cancel it today? An Nuo hasn't gotten up yet. Last night was too chaotic, and I want him to have a good rest."
Shi Yu hesitated to speak, but he could understand, so he readily agreed: "Okay, then which day would be more convenient? Tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow?"
"You should have told me in advance that this doctor is very difficult to make an appointment with. If I agree to it today, I'm already using up my favor."
Lu Yunyan paused: "...How about taking it slow?"
Shi Yu didn't understand immediately: "How many days do you need to wait? What's wrong?"
Lu Yunyan had no choice but to say: "Let's wait for An Nuo to make the decision himself."
Shi Yu was confused: "What decision? See a doctor? This doctor is really——"
The voice stopped abruptly, and Shi Yu finally realized what Lu Yunyan meant.
There was no need to say more, because he knew Lu Yunyan's methods very well. Just from this one sentence, he could guess the general cause and effect.
"Lu Yunyan!"
Shi Yu's voice became louder and he called the person by name.
"So An Nuo hasn't agreed to keep the child yet? You were playing tricks on us last night! Why didn't you call us over if you were so anxious?"
Lu Yunyan said: "I didn't say he agreed."
"But you misled us like this!" Shi Yu was angry. "I'm so pissed! Just wait, I'll let your dad scold you!"
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