Chapter 310 Mom, I’m So Sad
"Abandoned Mother, things are not as simple as you think. Perhaps because of the Emperor, you think that the Emperor is approachable. But in fact, even the Emperor you know has a side that you don't know."
Xiao Yan tried his best to speak tactfully so as not to scare Lu Qiniang.
If she knew what the foolish emperors of the previous dynasty had done, she would probably not be able to sleep well at night and would have nightmares.
"I know. If he wasn't more powerful, all those civil and military officials would have climbed over his head. Look, you're not even listening!"
Xiao Yan: "..."
His dark history that cannot be forgotten.
"Think of it this way. When guests come to your house, if Ah Huang starts barking, you can stop him. But what if he's a mad dog?"
"Are you talking about the prince?" Lu Qiniang understood the metaphor.
"Um."
"That's impossible..."
"Perhaps we are worrying too much, but if he turns out to be crazy, then I'm afraid we will all be doomed. Well, we will all be miserable, or even die."
"What don't I understand about the 'Ten Thousand Festivals'? There's no point celebrating any festivals after death." Lu Qiniang said, "If he really goes crazy like that, won't the common people suffer? Most of them will die sooner or later. Sooner or later, they'll be toyed with by him anyway."
"Xiao Yan, if he really is like that, then why let him be the emperor? Can't we just change him?"
"Now the emperor is unwilling to change."
Xiao Yan patiently told Lu Qiniang about the emperor's past.
"You mentioned this before. The emperor is partial, but I didn't expect that he was partial to the point of being confused. But you're right, he is his son after all. Compared to the crown prince, we are outsiders."
"Well." Lu Qiniang suddenly said, "No!"
Xiao Yan was startled by her.
"Xiao Yan, get out." Lu Qiniang said.
Xiao Yan: "..."
What's wrong with him?
Could it be that Lu Qinniang blamed him for bringing trouble to this family?
Then he heard Lu Qiniang say, "Go to Yunting's room and stay there for a while. I need to talk to Daya. The child is feeling so miserable right now. I can't wait any longer."
"Okay. But Abandoned Mother, didn't you say you wanted to resolve this matter?"
"Nonsense! If we don't resolve this, are we going to cancel the engagement?" Lu Qiniang complained to him, "It's your fault. You're always thinking about those little things in bed. Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing?"
Xiao Yan: Okay, his brother is guilty and should be punished.
But his and Daya's original intention was not to make her worry.
After all, to Lu Qiniang, even the emperor had to use a golden hoe to hoe the fields.
If she offends the royal family, how can she live like this?
"You just look down on me and think I'm stupid." Lu Qiniang said, "But no matter how stupid I am, I'm still Daya's mother. Okay, I'll settle the score with you later. Go stay with Yun Ting first."
Xiao Yan: "...Okay, don't be angry. It was indeed my fault. If there is anything in the future, I will definitely discuss it with you."
She was stronger and more resilient than he had imagined.
Being a mother gave her the courage to move forward.
Even in the face of a storm and the end of the world, as long as her child is still there, the mother will not fall.
Xiao Yan was driven out and looked at the people outside the window in confusion.
Jiang Xuan arrived at some point and was standing in the yard.
"How did you get in?" Xiao Yan was worried about his physical condition and helped him up.
"I brought two people with me. They brought me in and are waiting for me outside." Jiang Xuan lowered his head sadly. "My Lord, is Zhao Zhao okay?"
"not good."
Jiang Xuan's eyes were red and his hands were clenched in his sleeves.
"How are you?" Xiao Yan asked.
"I, I'm fine."
What can Jiang Xuan say?
As a grown man, is he going to say that he was crying bitterly and in agony?
He is only worried about Daya now.
"Would you like to go sit in Yunting's room?" Xiao Yan asked again.
This was also the first time they met after the breakup.
Xiao Yan thought that Jiang Xuan probably still had a lot of confusion and things that were difficult to let go.
He came to enlighten him.
Jiang Xuan shook his head and whispered, "Master, please go. I want to hear Zhao Zhao's voice."
"Then let's do it together." Xiao Yan didn't move.
He also wanted to hear what Lu Qiniang wanted to say to Daya.
"Daya, come here." Lu Qiniang lifted the curtain and entered the room of her three daughters.
Daya was reading with her head down, Erya was counting money and doing accounts, with a piece of paper in front of her, writing and drawing - she didn't have much money, and if she did this, she would have to give up that, so she had to think things through carefully.
"Okay." Daya didn't dare to look up, for fear that if she did, she would burst into tears.
She didn't dare look at Lu Qiniang.
One look at it and I can't control my grievance.
Even though she could be decisive and ruthless outside, when she saw her mother, she suddenly became a soft and helpless little girl.
Erya glanced at Daya and got off the bed to put on her shoes.
"I didn't call you." Lu Qiniang said.
"I'm afraid you will secretly give my eldest sister a dowry." Erya said.
Just as Lu Qiniang was about to scold her, she heard her say, "Brother-in-law has changed his mind? If there's something going on, just hide it from me. Am I an outsider?"
"No one said you were an outsider. There were some twists and turns, but it's okay. Just be good and do your thing. Mom will call you soon."
"Mom, you're interrogating the prisoners, and you have to separate them. Are you afraid that we might collude in our confessions?"
Erya muttered something, but did not insist on following.
Lu Qiniang took Daya back to her room.
As soon as she entered the house, she couldn't help but pat Daya on the back, feeling a little overwhelmed. "Erya and Sanya have both been beaten for being naughty, but you're the only one I haven't been willing to lift a finger against. Because from the day you came home with me, you've always been sensible, just working hard with your head down, never causing any trouble for me, and never complaining when you were wronged. After so long, maybe you think you've grown too independent, and you didn't even tell me about such a big thing as breaking off the engagement? Daya, do you think you did the right thing?"
Daya burst into tears.
"Mother isn't smart. I'm afraid of holding you back, so I don't ask you about many things. I believe you can handle them. But Daya, how could you hide such a big thing by yourself? When I think about it, my Daya, how have you been carrying such a big thing these days? Do you know how sad I am? Even if I can't do anything, I can only listen to you. At least if you say it out loud, it means we are both shouldering the burden. You will feel better, right?"
"Mom..." Daya couldn't hold back any longer and threw herself into Lu Qin's arms and burst into tears.
It’s not that she isn’t fragile, but she wants to be an adult and protect her mother from the wind and rain.
Along the way, no one knew better than her how much hardship and suffering her mother had endured in raising three sisters alone.
She failed to shelter her mother from the wind and rain, but instead brought wind and rain to her mother.
"Mom, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."
Mom, I'm so sad.
The person I wanted to be with for the rest of my life was pushed away by my own hands.
Mom, there is a big hole in the sky and heavy rain is pouring down.
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