In fact, she understood it all. How could she not have struggled in her heart?
The occurrence of this incident seemed to have suddenly pulled her out of the swamp, but what she saw was not light, but the mess and fear on the edge of a deep cliff.
She also thought about what she would face if she married Pei Sui in the future.
But she once thought that it was impossible for a single bad apple to spoil the whole barrel.
Except for Cui Xueheng, everyone else in the Pei family is easy to get along with. They don't even look like a wealthy family, with no messy mistresses, illegitimate children, or anything like that.
In such a big house, there are only a few simple people living, and the servants in the house are managed in an orderly manner, and are well-behaved and obedient.
Moreover, Pei Sui's performance on the day of the birthday party actually gave her a lot of confidence.
She no longer hesitated or hesitated, she just wanted to stand side by side with him and face the unknown future together.
Yu Qionghua, Shang Boyu, and Ning Weiwei have all overcome this hurdle, so there is nothing to be afraid of.
But her father had a point.
As long as Cui Xueheng is not dead, she will return to her country one day. Even if Pei Sui and her relationship is completely broken off now, Cui Xueheng still has many opportunities to come back.
It depends on whether the Pei family is willing or not, or whether they will compromise.
Pei Yu is not young anymore, he is 34 years old this year, and it will probably be the next two years before he gets married.
And Pei Huan, the wedding won’t be long.
There are also her unmarried nephews and nieces of the Cui family. As long as their family asks for Cui Xueheng, their aunt, to attend the wedding, even if the Pei family is unwilling, it will be difficult for them to stop it.
She naturally believed in Pei Sui's feelings for her, believed in his character, and wanted to walk hand in hand with him.
After experiencing a broken marriage, she had no courage or desire to develop another relationship.
It is not impossible to live alone for the rest of her life, guarding the art gallery left to her by her mother and her family.
But Pei Sui's unrequited love for her gave her courage.
It made her believe that there was someone who loved her wholeheartedly, so her heart fell almost instantly.
But now, for some reason, her courage is fading little by little.
Even the future seemed to be shrouded in a layer of fog, making it impossible for her to see which way to go on the road in the distance or where it would lead.
Meng Chengli patted the back of her hand and repeated the key point, "Shengsheng, you have to know that this is not your fault, nor... nor Pei Sui's fault, it's just..."
But what?
He has been a teacher all his life, but suddenly he couldn't find any adjective to describe the helplessness of this matter.
Meng Sheng was in a dilemma. Unless he said "it's okay", she would not be able to let go of the estrangement and let bygones be bygones.
"I know, I know."
Meng Sheng murmured in a low voice.
I still feel mixed emotions, anger and hatred.
She couldn't help but resent Cui Xueheng, who almost caused her to lose her father.
To her, Cui Xueheng was like an enemy.
But when he thought of Pei Sui, he couldn't help but fall into a swamp of entanglement and struggle, and couldn't get ashore for a long time.
She seemed to have a clear answer in her mind, but... she was just not willing to face it.
Divide and not divide.
No matter which answer, it would make her suffer.
This hurdle is so close to her now, she can neither ignore it nor get over it.
Meng Chengli's words were like thousands of bricks, piling up on the barrier, rising higher and higher until they became a city wall, preventing her from crossing over. She could only look up at the blue sky and white clouds enclosed by the wall.
The death of her mother had already dealt a heavy blow to her.
She...she can't be a jinx, bringing misfortune to both her mother and father, right?
She didn't want to lose her father again.
Xu Jinmin came at around five in the evening. He had also come here yesterday. After asking about his uncle's situation today, he felt relieved and comforted Meng Sheng, asking her to think positively.
I was also afraid that she couldn't bear it.
Meng Sheng nodded gently and finished dinner with them. It was already past seven o'clock.
Seeing that she looked bad, Xu Jinmin told her to go back and rest. He wanted to send her off, but Meng Sheng thought that Pei Sui was probably waiting downstairs, so she didn't let him.
She said guiltily, "I'm worried about my dad leaving us here. My cousin will have to work hard tonight. I'm afraid he won't be able to sleep well."
"What's the big deal? Don't worry, I will take good care of my uncle. Go back and have a good sleep. The dark circles under your eyes are almost falling to the ground. You haven't eaten much just now. I don't have anything to do tomorrow. You can come over later. Don't worry.
Oh, by the way, is there any event happening at your art museum recently? You’ve been away on business for so many days, so you should go and see the museum so you don’t make any mistakes.”
Xu Jinmin gave many instructions, but he didn't mention much about the Pei family and Pei Sui.
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