"At once... ..."
“Tsk.”
She closed her eyes, feeling extremely embarrassed, her face almost turning red.
She groped out her hand, still trembling faintly, and moved it down along his swollen chest.
“Oh my god!!!”
Wang Dashan almost exploded!
He caught Song Xiaomei's hand in one go!
Sparks began to appear in his throat and his scalp felt numb.
The voice is very hoarse.
"You, Xiaomei, you... you... you you you you."
"You what?"
"Are you sending a telegram?"
Song Xiaomei was originally feeling shy and nervous, but Shanzi's stuttering ruined her mood.
This idiot, why does he look even more at a loss than her?
"No, no no no no."
Shanzi continued to send a telegram, and his rough, broad hands trembled as he held Song Xiaomei's thin hands.
His thick black eyebrows were almost twisted together.
"Xiaomei, no."
"I, I can't."
He was a little anxious, but as soon as he said this, he felt that Song Xiaomei might overthink it.
He quickly added, "It's not that I don't want to."
"Xiaomei, I'm going crazy."
"But I can't, really."
"I can't let you think that I don't cherish you or take you seriously just because you... you've been hurt before."
"So Mei, I'm not in a hurry. Really."
"That's nothing!"
"I,... when I kiss you, sometimes I almost can't help myself... But that's because I'm a grown man, and I definitely want to be intimate with my partner. I just..."
"Yes! Yes! I have the will but not the courage to do it! Xiaomei!"
“Hahahahahahahaha.”
“Hahahahahahahaha——”
Oh, this string of words made Song Xiaomei so happy that she couldn't contain her laughter.
The ambiguous and charming atmosphere just now was almost gone.
She laughed for a long time, but it made Shanzi laugh even more and he didn't know what to do.
He could only sit there and watch her laugh, pouting his lips, looking helpless and stupid.
But who would have thought that Song Xiaomei was originally smiling.
But I don’t know when it started.
His expression suddenly froze, and tears began to flow down his cheeks like a flood.
Wang Dashan felt as if he was struck by a thunderbolt, and his head was buzzing.
"Xiaomei!"
"Hey, you, what's wrong with you!"
"You were fine just now, why are you crying all of a sudden?"
He hurriedly stretched out his strong arms and hugged her in his arms. His clumsy movements were not gentle but made people feel extremely at ease.
"What's wrong? Is it because I said something wrong that made you angry?"
"Hey, stop it. I'm not very good at talking, don't you know?"
"Oh, I didn't say anything."
"No...no."
Song Xiaomei simply couldn't stop.
In fact, she felt that she had been busy all these years and had never thought about stopping to think about the past.
Once, Shen Zhiyi told her to just treat it as a dog bite, and Song Xiaomei did so.
She just knew that she was stabbed by a heartless guy. There was no need to be sad or affect her life because it was not worth it. It was really not worth it for such a person.
But at this moment, Song Xiaomei felt extremely regretful.
How much she wished, how much she wished Shanzi was the first man she met.
Even if she tried hard to reason with herself, saying that women should be strong and shouldn't take such things too seriously, Song Xiaomei really couldn't control her thoughts.
She also knew that this was not because she was humble.
It's only because she truly loves Shanzi that she feels regret and remorse from the bottom of her heart.
Song Xiaomei couldn't hold it in any longer, she buried herself in Shanzi's thick chest and said everything that was in her mind.
He didn't even breathe, as if his heart was bleeding, and his throat was almost hoarse from shouting.
Until she finished her last word, her voice fell.
The man in front of him finally spoke.
He listened quietly without interrupting.
Shanzi felt a twisted pain in his heart, as if it was being tightened by wire. It was painful and suffocating, making him feel suffocated.
He heard Song Xiaomei say that she regretted it and wished that he was the first person she met.
I want to say the same thing: I regret it too.
I regret why I didn't join the army earlier. If I had, I would have met you before that scumbag and protected you from all that harm.
But Shanzi knew that there was no point in saying those words right now.
He is different from Jiang Cheng. Jiang Tuan can write and read letters. He has been educated before, but Wang Dashan is a real illiterate.
It is harder than climbing to the sky to ask him to say something nice and coaxing.
But what Jiang Tuan said was right.
You don’t need any knowledge to coax your wife, just your sincerity will do.
Just open your heart and the other person will definitely understand.
Shanzi pursed his lips, but his strong arms still held Song Xiaomei tightly.
He whispered in her ear, his voice hoarse and awkward, yet incredibly serious, "Xiaomei."
"I know I've probably said similar things too many times, and you're probably tired of hearing them."
"But I'm going to say it anyway."
"I don't care, really. I don't care at all."
"I don't understand what the so-called big girl is used for. Can she be exchanged for food or weapons?"
"I've been in the army for so many years and have seen all kinds of things."
"You know... when I first went on a mission to the mountains with our Jiang Group, I really thought I might die."
“At that time, I thought…”
"That's what I wanted."
"As long as God can let me go back alive, even if he takes away everything I have and leaves me with only you, I will be content! I will be beautiful too!"
"real!"
"...Uh, hehehe, that doesn't seem quite right. I don't have anything anyway."
"The little money I saved is all counted, and you know it."
"Anyway, that's what I meant. Just understand!"
"So, ever since then, I've been really grateful to God. I'm grateful that he allowed me to come back intact and that he allowed me to see you again."
"The things you care about are really nothing to me, Xiaomei."
"The person I like is you, not some girl who has never been with anyone and has never experienced anything."
"I like you,"
"I like the stubbornness in your bones. I like your strength and perseverance! You are so determined to digest everything by yourself!"
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