Chapter 319 Heavy Love 6
Her originally relaxed mood became tense again. She picked up her phone and saw that it was Jiang's mother again.
Half an hour had passed and Mother Jiang's phone rang on time.
Jiang Zhizhi glanced at Qing Yanrou, who was sitting on the chair and looking at her gently. She bit her lower lip and said, "I, I'll go answer the phone first."
"good."
Jiang Zhizhi walked towards the bathroom while answering the phone.
"Hey, Mom..."
"It looks like you're still in the dormitory? You haven't been listening."
Looking at the background wall behind her, Mother Jiang's face turned dark on the other end of the video, and she said with a sullen face and displeasure.
"I...I'm still in the dorm, but I..."
"I don't want to hear your excuses. You've become wild since you went to college without me around, and you don't listen to me anymore. It seems like I really need to rent a house near your university to keep an eye on you."
Jiang Zhizhi looked at her gloomy face. Her sharp eyes and the message in her words made her panic. "Mom, don't. No one needs a companion to go to college."
"Humph, others are others, my home is my home. If I don't go, you'll become wild. If you don't pass the postgraduate entrance exam and don't have a good job after graduation, it won't be others who will lose face, it will be me!"
Mother Jiang's face was dark and her voice was heavy as she stared at her through the phone screen.
"Mom, was I born just to earn your face? No matter what I do, I have to consider your face. Whether I am happy or not is not important, right?"
Jiang Zhizhi's every word was stained with blood, tears welled up in her eyes, and her usually empty eyes now held a hint of expectation, hoping to get an answer different from what she expected.
"Happiness? Isn't it when everyone compliments you and envies you? As long as you stand high enough, flowers and applause will naturally come to you.
If you want to reach a higher position, you must work hard now so that you can have more choices in the future. Zhizhi, this is all for your own good."
All of Jiang Zhizhi's rebuttals were blocked in her throat by her words "Mom is doing this for your own good", and she could no longer utter a word.
"Zhizhi, I've walked across more bridges than you've walked on roads. I do this to prevent you from taking detours in life. You have to believe in me. I'm always here for you.
Your father passed away early, and you are the only relative left by my side. You are my only support, so how could I harm you?
Mother Jiang gave up her strong attitude and softened her tone and spoke earnestly.
"I know, Mom."
Jiang Zhizhi knew that she couldn't convince her no matter what. The light of hope in her eyes was extinguished again, and the gloomy aura around her became heavier.
"That's what a good daughter of a mother should be. I won't care about you today. You have to study hard. I'll pack my things and buy a ticket to Beijing."
After saying that, she hung up the phone without waiting for Jiang Zhizhi's reaction.
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"Come out and have something to eat."
Qing Yanrou's voice suddenly sounded at the bathroom door. Jiang Zhizhi squatted on the ground and looked up at her in a daze.
“Eat first, and everything else will fall into place.”
Qing Yanrou's words were filled with spiritual energy, which immediately cut through the gray aura on her body and hit her heart directly.
Jiang Zhizhi stood up from the ground blankly as she said and followed her back to the room.
"Zhizhi, come and have some. Senior Sister Qing bought it, it's delicious."
Sun Yiyi was very embarrassed at first, but when she thought that this was bought by her idol, she pretended to refuse and then began to enjoy it happily.
"Thank you, I'm not hungry."
Jiang Zhizhi felt very upset. When she thought that her mother was really going to come to Beijing to accompany her children to study, she suppressed the urge to pick up her fruit knife again to hurt herself.
"Can you tell me what's really on your mind? Maybe I can do something."
Looking at Qing Yanrou's serious expression, she encouraged herself with gentle eyes. Jiang Zhizhi's desire to talk suddenly became extremely strong, and she felt a sense of urgency to speak out.
"I don't want my mother to come to Beijing to accompany me to study. I don't want her to keep an eye on me while I study. I don't want her to call me at 5:30 every morning to wake me up and practice speaking in the dormitory. I don't want her to force me to do things I don't like under the banner of doing it for my own good. I don't want that at all.
I want to have my own privacy, I want to have fun with my peers, I want to have common topics with them, I want to fit into their world, and I want to wear beautiful dresses!
What I want most is to go to the hospital to check my face. I hope my face can be clean, instead of being as bumpy as the surface of the moon as others laugh at.
I think I want to live a normal life, cry and laugh like a normal young girl, dare to love and hate, and I don’t want her to control me without any bottom line.
I don’t want to, wuwuwu, I don’t want to…I really don’t want to, this is my life! This is my life…”
Qing Yanrou initially used spiritual power to let her vent her inner depression, but it was just a prelude, and she withdrew the spiritual power afterwards.
Therefore, even without external power, Jiang Zhizhi, who had found an outlet to vent, did not stop, but said out all the words that she had not dared to say in the past 18 years.
Sun Yiyi, who was standing by, was stunned. She put down the steamed bun in her hand and just stared at her blankly. Even when she heard her words, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes.
"You can take charge of your own life if you want."
Qing Yanrou had a gentle smile on her face from the moment she stepped into dormitory 401. Looking at the girl squatting on the ground and repeating "This is my life", a trace of heartache flashed in her eyes.
Although she never had the love of her parents since she was a child, she saw that the Taoist priest, the ancestor master and Judge Cui always gave her the best.
She was also the youngest and grew up being pampered. Although their way of pampering was a little 'special', the right to choose her life was in her own hands from beginning to end.
Later, she met Chu Tingbai. The love that man showed her sometimes made her even have the illusion that he was raising her like his own daughter.
Now seeing Jiang Zhizhi being so hysterical just because she wanted to be the master of her own life, she couldn't help but feel a little pity.
"Is it okay? Really? She's my mother—"
When Jiang Zhizhi heard her words, she looked up at her, with confusion and struggle in her eyes.
"Everyone is an independent individual. Your life should be your own. Any attempt to control your life in the name of love should not exist."
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