The summer night was silent, with only the sounds of frogs and cicadas.
The room without human voices seemed particularly quiet, so that Ji Xiunian could clearly hear his own heartbeat at the moment.
His kiss fell on Lu Xu's lips, as soft as a feather passing over the water.
Even such an insignificant kiss made Ji Xiunian's heart palpitate. The blood seemed to rush to his brain all of a sudden, and his face turned red. Everything around him seemed unreal like a dream.
After the kiss, Ji Xiunian himself was stunned. Looking at Lu Xu who was suppressed by him, he couldn't help but feel nervous, curious about how he would react.
At this time, "Love Is Not Love" was still playing on the screen, and the couples were hugging each other passionately and kissing each other.
The movie was originally quite normal, but because of some strange emotional effect, the face of the audience was hot, and the temperature in the room seemed to rise a few degrees.
Ji Xiunian was afraid that Lu Xu would feel offended, even though he had already imagined countless similar scenes in his mind, and even though the situation in the dream was even more inappropriate for children than now, but when the dream came true, he was a little at a loss.
"Brother Nian?"
Ji Xiunian himself hadn't figured out what to do next, and he heard Lu Xu call him, with a puzzled tone.
The beautiful eyes were watery, as if with a layer of addictive mist, and even just looking at each other made his heart beat.
"I..." Facing these eyes, Ji Xiunian's brain could hardly think, and he only felt that his breath was hot.
After saying "I" for a long time, he still couldn't make sense. Lu Xu didn't say anything either, but just looked at him with a half-smile, as if waiting for him to explain.
Was that a kiss just now?
Ji Xiunian was suddenly dumbfounded, thinking that he was really impulsive this time.
He originally wanted to hide his embarrassing feelings well and just stay with Lu Xu quietly.
There is nothing wrong with liking someone, but if the emotion of "liking" is inappropriate, it will bring trouble to people.
He and Lu Xu are brothers in the world and colleagues in the underworld.
No matter what, it seems that something like love should not appear between them.
It would be fine if Lu Xu was also interested in him. Even if it takes all kinds of difficulties, Ji Xiunian wants to break through the obstacles and be together. But Lu Xu doesn't look like the kind of person who would consider a relationship, it's obvious that he is just too enthusiastic.
So, no matter how you look at it, there is no hope for him. It would be
fine if Lu Xu didn't know about that shameful thought, but how would he look at him if he knew.
The more you like someone, the more timid you are, this is absolutely true.
Ji Xiunian is usually straightforward and rational, but at this moment he couldn't think of any excuse to justify this matter.
Lu Xu saw his reaction and inexplicably found this brother adorable.
"Brother Nian, were you kissing me just now?"
"Huh?" Ji Xiunian was stunned for a moment, but finally nodded, "Yes..."
He couldn't lie to Lu Xu, even if it was in the name of doing good for both of them. Hiding feelings is not easy in itself, and having come to this point, Ji Xiunian suddenly wanted to be willful for once.
"Lu Xu, I like you."
After saying this, Ji Xiunian was silent for a moment, and then he actually felt a lot more relieved.
Some secrets are thought to be very heavy when they are not told, but they become nothing when they are told.
Ji Xiunian paused for a moment, and quickly continued: "The love I'm talking about is not the love between friends, nor the love between brothers, but the love between lovers. In fact, I don't know why I like you, and I don't even know when this love started, but Lu Xu, love is love..." "
In fact, I also know that this kind of love cannot be seen in public, and I have thought about giving up, but it is simply impossible. I can control my mouth and everything about myself, but I can't control my heart at all." "
I don't know how to describe this feeling to you. I can only say that as long as you are there, it will be attracted to you unconsciously."
...
This is the first time Ji Xiunian has confessed his love. He doesn't know the routine or any killer moves, but he analyzes his heart according to instinct.
"I originally thought that this secret should only be known by myself, and I didn't want it to affect our relationship. But as you can see, I still overestimated myself..."
There is a saying that is absolutely true, love is like a cough, you can't hide it at all.
Ji Xiunian quickly told Lu Xu about his inner journey, and then hurriedly said to Lu Xu: "I really just want to be with you, I really don't want our relationship to become distant because of this..."
Even if they can't be together, Ji Xiunian doesn't want to become a familiar stranger with Lu Xu.
He can't accept that kind of scene, even just thinking about it makes him feel heartbroken.
Just when he was thinking about how to ease this awkward situation, Lu Xu, who was lying on the sofa, suddenly tilted his head and smiled: "That's not a kiss, is it."
"Huh?" Ji Xiunian was dumbfounded when he heard it, and didn't understand why Lu Xu suddenly said that.
He imagined countless reactions that Lu Xu would have after hearing the confession, either getting angry or giving him a slap as if nothing had happened. He never expected that the first sentence Lu Xu said after hearing this would be this.
Lu Xu knew from his expression that Zhe Ge hadn't reacted yet, so he raised his hand and touched his mouth, pouting and saying, "First kiss, are you so perfunctory?"
First kisses are green and beautiful, and sound like they have a sense of innocence.
Ji Xiunian was even more confused, not knowing why Lu Xu would mention this.
He slowed down and finally said, "Was that your first kiss?"
Lu Xu shrugged, "Yes. But this kind of light kiss shouldn't count. I say, at least that kind of kiss should count."
His attitude was natural and calm. He pointed at the big screen with a smile on his face, as if he was giving Ji Xiunian a hint.
At this moment, the two people on the screen were kissing each other so hard that even Ji Xiunian, who was filming the movie, felt embarrassed. This kind of kiss can naturally be considered a kiss, but what did Lu Xu mean by saying that?
Ji Xiunian's mood had never fluctuated as much as it did today. He suddenly felt a little uncertain about something that he thought was hopeless.
Lu Xu's attitude really didn't seem angry, and there was even a smile in his eyes.
Ji Xiunian liked Lu Xu so much that he could notice even the slightest expression.
Seeing Lu Xu looking at him and smiling, Ji Xiunian suddenly thought of another possibility.
He looked at Lu Xu in shock, and finally couldn't help but asked tentatively: "So, is it going to be a real lip kiss?"
"Hmm." Lu Xu hooked his neck directly and pulled Ji Xiunian in front of him. His eyes were watery and his smile was a bit cunning. He first pecked Ji Xiunian's mouth lightly, and smiled cunningly: "It counts as a kiss only if it's on the mouth." After muttering this, Lu Xu first admired Ji Xiunian's expression of surprise and joy, and then thought of the scene in the movie and kissed him instinctively.
Compared to Ji Xiunian's light kiss, Lu Xu's kiss was much more passionate - like a torrential rain, directly hitting Ji Xiunian's heart.