Chapter 237 Sadness and Loneliness



When wild beasts transform, they can choose human appearances that are not much different from themselves. However, the Lanze Spirit Bird race has a unique body and appearance. Most men are elegant and graceful, and most women are gentle and elegant. In the entire forest, there are many tall handsome men and beautiful women. Although many wild beasts criticize it as a useless ability, it conforms to the aesthetics of the wilderness and has become the object of pursuit of many races.

As the daughter of the chief of the Lanze Spirit Bird tribe, Xiao Ran has the purest bloodline. She is the best in the tribe in terms of both demeanor and appearance. She has long hair draped over her shoulders, like a dreamy waterfall, standing on her jade back. She has long curved eyelashes and beautiful eyes that have both human rationality and animal colored pupils, which is very charming. Her face is even more delicate, smooth and white, but in Xia Xiao's eyes, there is something wrong.

Xiao Ran saw Xia Xiao wake up, bit her lip, lowered her head, and revealed her ivy and white flower hair accessories. She didn't wear Shu Shuang's clothes on purpose, she just wanted to play Shu Shuang and let Xia Xiao sleep peacefully. She knew Xia Xiao was very familiar with Shu Shuang's smell. But this longest skirt of Shu Shuang only reached her thighs, and her chest was about to burst.

Shy women are often more popular, but Xia Xiao did not linger, but turned over and sat up. This was like a habit. In order to make Shu Shuang feel at ease, he always kept a distance from other women, even Xiao Ran. The only woman who was close to him was probably Xiao Yu, but she liked Shu Shuang more.

Xia Xiao sat in the bed, took the clothes Xiao Ran handed over, and frowned even more tightly. He thought that those were just dreams...

Because he had experienced it once and was calmer, Xia Xiao accepted the reality. But the most heartbreaking thing is not necessarily crying and making a fuss, but also silence and sobbing.

Xia Xiao looked down at the white clothes in his hand, and he suddenly regretted waking up. Otherwise, he could still follow Shu Shuang's figure in his dream and give her a very warm hug. He wanted to do it like before, tapping Shu Shuang's head with his chin and reaching his hands into her clothes dishonestly. But now, the person who handed him the clothes had changed.

"Xia Xiao..."

Xiao Ran pulled her very short skirt down with both hands and was about to explain, but she was too nervous to know how to start. Seeing this, Xia Xiao just put his finger in front of his lips, made a shushing gesture, and sighed softly:

"I want some quiet time."

Xiaoran bit her lip, nodded, and watched Xia Xiao casually step out of the room with his shoes on.

Xia Xiao stood in the small living room like a zombie, looking at the flowers that Shu Shuang had planted some time ago. The geranium was doing well in the new porcelain pot. It was moved from the ninth class school. Because it can bloom in the sun all year round, Shu Shuang thought it was a potted plant that was more sunny than sunflowers. Therefore, she planted two pots, one in the living room and one in her room.

The living room faces the sun, and bright red flowers are in full bloom. Shu Shuang's room also faces the sun, but the geraniums inside are wilting and drooping their heads, lifeless.

Do you also know that Shu Shuang has left?

Xia Xiao sat down beside Shu Shuang's bed, thinking that when Shu Shuang occasionally slept in, he would crawl into her bed and be intimate with her. When she just woke up, she would squint her eyes and make a soft hum. He wanted to hear that nasal sound that went straight into his heart again.

The bed was next to the window, the quilt was wrinkle-free, and it was full of Shu Shuang's scent. Xia Xiao lay down, a few tears wet the bed sheet, but it felt like Shu Shuang was by his side, but his warmth was gone.

Xia Xiao's bones were pulled away by the sadness. He collapsed on Shu Shuang's body, his mind was full of her. He didn't want to move, he wanted to go with her. Whenever he closed his eyes, he saw her smiling at him, but she was constantly retreating.

Xia Xiao didn't know how long he had been lying there. He was so drowsy that he didn't notice Xiao Ran kneeling by the door, half of her head poking inside, secretly looking at his timid appearance, nor did he notice that the sheets under his face were soaked. He had never known that he had so many tears, and when he sat up, he was shocked by himself.

Next to the door was a small desk where Shu Shuang would write letters and read books. Xia Xiao sat on it, as if he was feeling the presence of Shu Shuang. He looked at a pile of papers on the corner of the desk, with neat handwriting, beautiful and intoxicating. She would practice a piece of calligraphy every day, because Xia Xiao said that her handwriting was very beautiful. She was afraid that her skills would regress, so she practiced one piece every day, and it became a habit.

Xia Xiao spread out his hands and wanted to pick it up, but a small object fell from his hand.

Even though Xia Xiao was not in good condition, he still caught it, like an instinct, just like when Shu Shuang stretched out her hand, he would hold it. Xia Xiao had not noticed that there was something in his hand, but when he held it in front of him, he didn't know what it was. This small round piece was only slightly larger than the pupil, and it was light blue. This color reminded Xia Xiao of Shu Shuang. When he saw anything now, his first reaction was related to Shu Shuang.

The small disc is hollow and has very fine lines on it, like a record that has been shrunk many times, but just a little smoother.

Xia Xiao weighed it. Although it was thin, it was not light. It was a bit like... the weight of Shu Shuang's hand. Xia Xiao felt that he was possessed by a demon, but he really missed Shu Shuang. If she were here, she would definitely explain it to him. There were very few things she didn't know!

"Xiao Ran, what is this?"

Because of the huge size, Xiao Ran, who is slender, still hugs her knees when sitting in the living room. Her legs are too long to be placed properly.

Xiao Ran changed into a white and red long dress. A feather could transform into an unparalleled flowing dress under her vitality. When she heard Xia Xiao's voice, she immediately stood up and hit the ceiling with a muffled sound. Maybe because of his love for her, Xia Xiao reminded her to be careful.

Xiao Ran rubbed her head with tears in her eyes and said:

"This is the only relic Shu Shuang left behind in the darkness. I don't know what it is."

Xiao Ran was very careful when she mentioned Shu Shuang, fearing that Xia Xiao would lose control of his emotions. She heard from her senior sister that when Shu Shuang left, Xia Xiao cried so hard that she couldn't catch her breath. Although she is much calmer now, she feels that Xia Xiao is still like her, with a broken heart and thinking about that gentle girl all the time.

Shu Shuang would treasure it even if it was just an ordinary trinket, let alone something left in the dark. Xia Xiao thought it was something special, so he found a red string, tied it up, and tied it around his neck.

Xia Xiao had worn the bracelets and sachets that Shu Shuang had chosen for him, but he didn't like necklaces. Shu Shuang once asked him why, and he said he didn't want to be strangled. During those years in Longgang, even when his father and elder brother were around, Xia Xiao felt like he was being persecuted at any time. He even slept without taking off his clothes, just to deal with emergencies, unlike now, when all his habits have returned to normal because Shu Shuang is by his side. But now the girl who made him feel at ease is far away from him, without even a proper farewell.

Holding the small disc, Xia Xiao hurried back to his room to put on his coat.

"I'm going out for a while."

Xia Xiao walked very fast, leaving Xiao Ran behind. She wanted to follow him, but after thinking about it, she decided to stay in the room. She followed Shu Shuang's example and prepared lunch for Xia Xiao, waiting for him to come back. Xiao Ran wanted to comfort Xia Xiao, but he would only feel disappointed when he saw this.

In the alleys of the town, Xia Xiao ran alone, without even fastening his belt. In the past, he often walked through these alleys alone, but he was never lonely. His back now made some teachers sigh. Some people knew about Shu Shuang, and a few people didn't know yet, but Xia Xiao's back was really lonely, as if he was missing a soul.

Today was special, Azhu did not have any class, and Hu Bugui sat alone on the wooden couch, closing his eyes and thinking.

"senior!"

Xia Xiao lost his usual politeness. He shouted loudly, eager to know what happened after he fell into a coma. Before he fell into a coma, he remembered the darkness and the female voice with his ability to remember everything. But after he fell into a coma, Shu Shuang rushed into the darkness, and his night pattern felt death. What else happened?

"Don't worry, sit down."

Hu Bugui pointed to the mat beside him, which was originally prepared for Di Muli. Although they had been friends for many years, they had a big fight because Hu Bugui was a little frustrated. Maybe because he was old, he began to resent his own inability. If he had been faster, Shu Shuang would have been fine. Di Muli couldn't bear to see him like this, so he scolded him. Hu Bugui's temper came up, and the result was an unpleasant parting. But since they were old friends, they understood each other, and everything would be fine tomorrow.

Sitting on the mat, Xia Xiao leaned towards him, staring at Hu Bugui with his eyes, quite rudely.

"Senior, what happened after I fell into a coma?"

"Shu Shuang died to delay time. The eldest sister arrived at the battlefield and fought the enemy all night long."

Hu Bugui did it on purpose. He deliberately said that Shu Shuang was dead. He liked that girl very much. She was gentle and considerate. She knew that she was old, so the peach blossom cake she gave her lacked sugar and oil. She said that the senior sister took this opportunity to break through to the Tao. Although it was a coincidence, she and Xia Xiao also wished that she would break through to the Tao as soon as possible. How happy Hu Bugui was at that time, how gloomy his face is now. This is not a problem that is difficult to explain to the Pope, but a problem of losing an outstanding student!

"Do you know the other party's identity?"

Xia Xiao was confused. He had not thought about these things before, nor did he notice that he was covered in wounds. Although he was protected by the light ball, he was injured and many muscles were torn. But the pain in his heart paralyzed him, making him feel that these were nothing.

"I don't know. She escaped. Her strength is higher than that of the senior sister."

Xia Xiao clenched his fist. Although his nails were not long, they could pierce into the flesh and draw a few drops of blood. He was surprised that the senior sister was defeated, but he hated his own incompetence even more. Shu Shuang had protected him many times, fainted, and was exhausted, but he always just hid behind her.

"Xia Xiao, you must have a lot of doubts about Shu Shuang, right?"

"Senior, do you know?"

Xia Xiao's lips were cracked and his eyes were full of expectation, but Hu Bugui shook his head.

"I'm sorry, I don't know."

Xia Xiao was somewhat disappointed, even annoyed, wondering why he was nagging. He was about to leave, but Hu Bugui said:

"Go find the senior sister. She knows everything that the vice-president knows."

Xia Xiao felt a glimmer of hope again and asked:

"Where is the senior sister?"


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