When Ah Zhu got really angry and rushed out, Xia Xiao realized that he was wrong. But his mistake was not for the sake of Shangshan, but for not telling Ah Zhu first. He had made all the preparations, and telling her was like missing a tool. Xia Xiao believed that Ah Zhu was most angry about this. Of course, it was wrong for him to hide it from her.
Xia Xiao had told Ah Zhu not to get angry no matter what he had concealed. But when it really happened, Xia Xiao couldn't find any reason why Ah Zhu shouldn't be angry. He had indeed gone too far, so much so that when he chased her out, he didn't dare to hold Ah Zhu's hand. He just followed her from a distance, not knowing where she was going.
What will Azhu choose?
Xia Xiao was afraid that she would tell the seniors about this, which was one of the reasons why he chose to follow her, but more importantly, he wanted to apologize. But how should he say it? Xia Xiao was upset. She was just afraid that Ah Zhu would let it slip, so she didn't tell her. But that excuse was just that he didn't believe Ah Zhu.
With his hands covering his face, Xia Xiao let out a long sigh, thinking to himself that he was a piece of shit, being so self-righteous but ending up in such an embarrassing situation.
Ah Zhu was irritated by him, and Shang Shan was also in danger. Xia Xiao should have known long ago that Ah Zhu was Ah Zhu, not Shu Shuang who would always do whatever he wanted. He actually knew it, it had been so long, how could he not know? But every time he did something, he still fantasized that Ah Zhu would listen to him unconditionally. He was so stupid, so stupid? What a fool!
Xia Xiao cursed himself in his heart, and when he looked up, Ah Zhu was gone. Her aura was always hidden, and as long as she left Xia Xiao's sight, he would find it difficult to find her. And the street was very long, where would she go?
Xia Xiao looked around, as if he had lost the whole world. He ran to the nearest alleys, but there was no sign of her. Finally, he ran to the cafeteria. Ah Zhu liked to eat when she was in a bad mood. In the morning, she had her favorite meat buns and tea eggs, and she would definitely go and devour them.
Thinking of Ah Zhu's previous roar and his overeating, Xia Xiao felt very distressed, so he moved very quickly, but what made him even more anxious was that Ah Zhu was nowhere to be seen in the cafeteria, and the auntie inside also asked why Ah Zhu hadn't come today. Usually at this time, Ah Zhu would have walked back with a meat bun in one hand and Xia Xiao's meal in the other.
Xia Xiao rarely gets rice because Azhu likes the meat buns fresh out of the steamer.
Xia Xiao didn't have time to answer. Under the aunt's worried gaze, he turned and ran out of the cafeteria and went to Senior Brother Chuanlian's place. Xia Xiao thought that Ah Zhu might not go there, but he was still ready to give it a try. It's better to go to more places than to stay in one place.
Sure enough, at an alley, Xia Xiao saw Ah Zhu. Ah Zhu was holding two scrolls with tears splashing on them. When he saw Xia Xiao, his face was still full of grievances and his tears continued.
Chuan Lian came out of his courtyard and followed, wanting to know what happened to Ah Zhu. He originally thought it was Xia Xiao, but it turned out to be Ah Zhu. She was crying so hard that she didn't say anything when he asked her, which made people worried. But when he saw Xia Xiao standing in front of Ah Zhu, Chuan Lian felt relieved.
In order not to embarrass the children, Chuan Lian took a few steps back and watched them from a distance. In his eyes, Ah Zhu reached out and handed the scroll to Xia Xiao, who took it and saw the tears on it slowly evaporated by the vitality in it, and he apologized:
"I'm sorry. I was wrong."
"What's wrong?"
"I should have discussed this with you from the beginning. I shouldn't have kept it from you. Don't be angry with me. Come back."
Ah Zhu bit her lower lip, sobbed heavily, and crashed into Xia Xiao's arms, hugged his waist tightly, and made sobbing sounds. She was very angry and aggrieved. When her tears wet Xia Xiao's clothes, her crying made Xia Xiao feel distressed, and he raised his hands to hug Ah Zhu and comforted her softly:
"I really know I was wrong. For the last time, I'm sorry."
His meaning was very clear, and Ah Zhu did not refuse. She cried for a long time, and then they returned to the Little White House together, holding hands. This made Xia Xiao feel relieved. It was the first time he had provoked Ah Zhu like this. Even at this time, he was a little at a loss and had to think over every word. But the latter recovered very quickly, just like she was usually angry, but she was extremely depressed and kept her head down, as if thinking about something.
"What are you thinking about?"
Xia Xiao broke the silence and took Ah Zhu to the cafeteria. This girl didn't stop even when she walked past the cafeteria today, which showed how sad she was.
Xia Xiao gave her his meat buns, but Ah Zhu lost her appetite after eating two and just stared out of the cafeteria. It was cloudy today and it was expected to rain. Spring rain was supposed to be a happy thing, but Ah Zhu couldn't cheer up and felt very tired. The happiness she had always felt disappeared.
"If I could do it again, I would definitely not like you again."
Ah Zhu was serious and said this quietly, which made Xia Xiao chew his purple sweet potato bun slower and a little disappointed. He looked at Ah Zhu, hoping that the latter would say something else. Ah Zhu looked at him and did say something, but the tone was not joking, but the real feeling.
"It really affects my appetite."
If it were normal times, Xia Xiao would definitely laugh out loud. Just because he fell in love with me and the unpleasantness with me affected his appetite, he didn't want to continue? It was too childish. But Xia Xiao was not qualified to say that now. He just stuffed the purple sweet potato bun into his mouth with red eyes.
He might never forget Ah Zhu's look in his life. Her eyes were filled with tears, and her face was confused and disappointed, which broke Xia Xiao's heart.
Xia Xiao didn't know how he ended up like this, but he didn't have the face to say anything. He just ate his steamed buns and drank his porridge with big movements, trying his best to hide his emotions. The steamed meat buns on the table that were gradually losing their heat made him look extremely ridiculous, but he had to do this.
Ah Zhu suddenly grabbed Xia Xiao's hand, giving him hope, and he suddenly raised his head. But Ah Zhu's expression was still so cold, and the candle was finally extinguished by Xia Xiao himself. He always thought that he was not so dependent on Ah Zhu, but just liked her, not deeply in love, or even just felt that it was good to be together, but at this moment, he felt so distressed that it was hard to describe.
"I didn't tell Senior Brother Chuanlian."
Azhu stood up and was about to leave, and Xia Xiao followed closely. However, Azhu walked behind him and said something that made him happy and sad, and also made him stop where he was.
"This is the first time in my life that I love someone. I may not do well in some aspects. I hope you can bear with me. But I am really upset. I don't know if my decision is right. She is too strong. I am very scared because I have not yet taken care of my grandma."
"If I die, grandma will be very sad. But I can't make you feel bad, that would hurt me. You spoil me so much, you carry me on your back, and you grab delicious food for me. I should help you. But this is the last time. If you do this again in the future, you will lose me."
Ah Zhu's voice was filled with tears, which made Xia Xiao repeatedly say sorry in her heart. She was already tired of crying, but she still shed a tear, then hurried back to her room, hugging Doudou and crying loudly.