Hearing this, Ji Zhinan felt a pang of sadness. She forced a smile and shook her head: "You're in such good health, how could you feel like you're dead?"
The old man was clearly still not recovered, and replied blankly, "Nannan will never forgive me, she will never forgive me..."
"..." Ji Zhinan felt even more bitter.
She said that the old man had always been healthy, so how could he suddenly become so seriously ill?
It's a serious psychological problem.
Physical illnesses can be treated with medication, but mental illnesses cannot.
Just like that classic example that almost everyone knows: a normal person and a cancer patient went to the hospital to pick up their test reports, and due to the nurse's negligence, the two people's reports were reversed.
When a cancer patient saw that he was healthy, he had a great attitude and faced life happily every day. After a few years, the cancer cells in his body gradually disappeared.
Another person, who was otherwise healthy, received a report that he had terminal cancer. When he realized he was going to die soon, he broke down and cried every day, becoming depressed. Unexpectedly, he passed away six months later.
This proves that a person is most likely to get into trouble if they don't have a good mental state.
If the old man continues to be so despondent, something bad is bound to happen.
Ji Zhinan forced a smile: "Grandpa, I don't hate you, really."
"..." Upon hearing this, the old man was stunned for a moment, staring blankly at Ji Zhinan's face, his cloudy eyes regaining a bit of clarity.
She gripped the old man's hand tightly, lowered her eyes, and said, "You're right. Because I've never experienced those things, I can't understand you. I've never understood why you would rather see me rejected by others than tell me the truth and let me find my biological parents. Even now, I may not fully understand."
"..."
"But I understand another thing: you love me very much, and you have spoiled and indulged me all these years."
She curled her lips into a gentle smile.
“Actually, I lay there alone yesterday and thought for a long time. I went through everything I could remember from childhood to adulthood. What surprised me was... in my memory, you have never scolded me once, not even once, not even once…”
What does this mean? I doubt there's a single family where parents or grandparents never get angry and say harsh words to their children.
Ji Zhixia is the old man's biological granddaughter, but she is still scolded and criticized by him every few days.
But this fake granddaughter of hers enjoyed treatment that Ji Zhixia had never received in all these years.
No wonder Ji Zhixia complains all the time that the old man is biased.
Thinking about it that way, it is quite biased.
"..." Old Master Ji's pupils shrank suddenly, and the next second his eyes became misty.
Ji Zhinan continued talking to herself, a self-deprecating smile on her face: "Actually, I really want a home. Ji Zhixia has many flaws, but her parents truly love her; Mu Minmin is always causing trouble for the family, and Mu Daxiang is always cleaning up her messes..."
"I just don't understand, am I really that bad? Why is it that nobody wants me..."
A tear slid down the old man's cheek as he moved slowly and stiffly.
"No..."
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