Chapter 109 Unrecognized Love
There's nothing behind the door.
Bawei's state at that time was much more rational than he thought - he walked around the mansion very calmly, walked along the porch past the carp pond in the courtyard, went around to the storeroom in the back, and then walked back slowly. Finally, he stood in front of the corridor and kicked a pair of wooden clogs that fell on the steps with an expressionless face.
The woven grass is made of vanilla and has patterns on the soles of its feet.
Girls' stuff...
He turned his head and saw a rich fruit plate on the steps.
The night dew wet the skin of the fruit, and the bitten pear was teetering on the edge.
Bawei raised his foot and touched the pear again, and it rolled onto the stone-paved ground.
It was hard to tell whether it was because the expectation was too heavy that caused the feeling to be so empty, or because the emotions that were filled up were forced back and came to an abrupt end. At a certain moment, the fox demon even forgot about the battle that was about to break out at the foot of the mountain, and forgot about the three humans who might come back at any time.
He actually doesn't quite remember what he was thinking at that time.
The only thing that is true is that she disappeared.
Then, an overwhelming sense of emptiness suddenly took over his mind.
As a great monster who dared to strike down even gods when his temper was broken, Tomoe's contempt for authority was like an instinct etched in his bones. However, as a feeling of powerlessness overwhelmed him, he suddenly felt the pressure of "fate":
There were no signs of a fight in the yard, and the attackers were not the evil Luo Wang's men.
The tea was still steaming and the fruit had just been bitten, proving that the victim had been gone no more than five minutes ago.
The shoe landed in front of the porch, but there was no footprint on the ground in the yard, clearly disappearing on the spot where it had landed.
——This is a complete locked room missing case!
Obviously, a fox spirit that mainly operated four hundred years ago does not have the reasoning thinking of a 21st-century shinigami elementary school student, but at the same time, Tomoe has all the explosive points of a great monster falling in love (especially with a human).
Urgent, passionate, extremely excited physically, but mentally unable to help but worry about gains and losses.
——In a certain period of time, all their emotions are extremely integrated together, and poured into a specific object without restraint.
In other words, a terminally ill love brain.
Before the virus hit, Basara talked about the "demons" in the human-demon love relationship headed by the Western Dog General. His attitude was so condescending and his sense of superiority was overflowing. When he satirized him, his remarks were full of wit.
After the virus took hold, the story remained the same, but the focus inexplicably shifted to "people".
The great shrine maiden who guarded the Four Souls Jewel was seriously injured and died, and the princess who married Nura was bedridden.
They said they suffered a little, but it was clearly the result of an unhappy death.
——Are we destined not to be together?
Because we can't be destined to be together, is it so difficult to even meet each other?
In the eyes of the creatures in the magic channel, such a silent disappearance is always related to [invisibility].
There are eight million gods in Japan, which corresponds to eight million ways for the gods to disappear. There is also an invisible black hole nearby (the eclipse of the Twelve Kingdoms), which will suddenly appear and take people away.
Although there are people who can come back, this is clearly also a kind of [disaster].
"Can't we... form a bond?"
The fox demon left the yard without saying a word, and flew back to the small courtyard on the top of the mountain where it had circled with its fox fire. Along the way were flowers, trees, and buildings that humans liked.
There are decorations that humans like, and there are incense that humans like.
Bawei opened the cabinet expressionlessly, and found a jar of honey inside. The fox demon slowly picked up some with his slender fingers, letting the sticky liquid slowly fall into his mouth. It was so sweet that he instantly squinted his eyes and snored, and the hair on his ears was all choked up.
——Sure enough, compared to eating it, the smell that she touched with her fingertips was just the right amount of delicious.
Maybe he drinks honey water frequently, or eats honey snacks and then touches others without washing his hands...
However, the chicks were not seen in the yard. They were probably cleaned up and eaten later.
In that case, we should bring in a human chef who's good at cooking meat dishes...
Bawei stood up almost immediately and was about to move, but before he left, he suddenly stopped.
No need to prepare anymore.
She is gone.
No matter how much stuff you prepare, no one will use it.
But he wasn't tired of it yet. The fox demon fell weakly on the tatami. The cloth that had been spread all over the floor earlier was just right for making a carpet. Bawei yawned on his arm, his eyes so cold that it made people think about it.
Bawei thought: Humans are so cunning, they didn't even give him a chance to get bored...
In the days that followed, the fox demon looked remarkably normal, and the normal evil King Luo completely dispelled his previous suspicions. Even though a long string of his men died in a row because of the messy incident of kidnapping the bride in the mountains, he believed that Miss Yu Bawei was indeed worthless.
About three months later, on a full-moon night, Bawei suddenly felt like wandering halfway up the mountain again.
When I turned back, I started to go crazy.
He was drunk that night and smashed the "golden house" that he had ignored for many days into pieces.
The main thing about falling in love is the long-lasting effect.
Especially for those with one-way emotions, you can't express your emotions, and you can't get any response. The frustration can drive you crazy.
At that time, Bawei also held on to some other hope: maybe her disappearance had nothing to do with [Missing]?
But after wandering around the mansion for a long time, his heart, which had stopped abruptly, still couldn't find a place to rest. The three humans were guarding the place where her traces were left, and they were even trying to kill him.
——How dare they say they want to avenge her so naturally?
—How could they have thought they would hurt her?
Bawei originally disdained to explain anything to humans, but at the same time, he felt ridiculous: compared to the three humans who spoke righteously, he didn't even know her name.
This fight has been going on for several years, every few days or so, and they would fight whenever they saw each other.
Love is not lingering enough, but hatred is definitely long-lasting.
Bawei's memories and emotions were not clearly divided. He always thought: If humans were deliberately playing tricks on him, it would be fine if they killed him. Even if he got the person back, he would not be too gentle with her.
Tying a chain is basic, but to fight back against the whole bunch of chicks is the real deal.
——It’s a pity that I can’t even find it.
It’s not right to say that he doesn’t remember her face. Bawei was hazy and woke up a few times, and he actually saw her, but he thought too much, and the more he thought about it, the more blurred it became.
At first, the fox thought that when he found her, he would give her a beating, vent his anger, and then fulfill his promise to "be good to her."
Thinking about it later, whether it was [disappearance] or [disaster], he must have suffered a lot after being missing for such a long time.
After finding her, apart from calling her stupid and scolding her (mainly because her disappearance might be due to her destined [fate]), just be nice to her. After all, he himself said that "flowers" need to be cared for.
Later, he thought: Time flies so fast, even if I find it back, I will get old in a few years. Although he has never thought about it, human women care a lot about their appearance, and she will probably cry because of getting old.
During this period, the aftereffects of love-brain had not yet subsided. After worrying for a long time, Bawei even thought about searching for some immortality items: it would be best if they could also strengthen her body. After finding them, I would give them to her to feed and slowly nourish her. When she recovered, I would just bully her more in bed...
Later on, perhaps because the fights with the trio became increasingly fierce, he kept reciting the scriptures until he was almost obsessed with them.
In Bawei's mind, "she" changed from a concrete image to an abstract concept, so much so that while bandaging his wounds, the fox demon even sighed and thought: If she could come back, they would probably have to fall in love step by step first - he almost forgot what the honey on her fingertips tasted like.
Then even that trio died.
Time took away everything that was tainted with her scent from the mansion halfway up the mountain. Looking at the unfamiliar humans recuperating in the mansion, Bawei suddenly felt that his "love" seemed like a joke.
So this feeling was stained black again.
Where on earth did she go?
Disappearing doesn’t mean that you can’t come back—could it be that you appear from somewhere else and become a “flower” of another demon?
At that time, Bawei still had some patience. When the black energy subsided, he thought: Humans can never resist anything. Even if she is obtained by other demons, she is not willing after all. As long as the extra breath is washed away, I will still accept her.
It's just that I want her to suffer a little bit...
In the end, Basara even followed King Ero to fight against Izumo. When he was seriously injured and dying, he made a deal with the fallen god and at a certain moment he thought of her again.
He wanted to kill her.
Bawei hated this endless lingering thought. "Her" existence was like a wooden thorn with a beginning but no end, which pierced into his heart a little, but happened to break in the flesh, leaving him no chance to pull it out.
Later, it clearly healed, but a tumor was left. The monster's body would not bleed or fester, but the sense of existence was buried in the flesh and could not be removed.
From a thorn in the heart, it grew into a heart disease.
Obviously, the impulsive love and the accumulated murderous intent had faded, but he was just unable to get along with himself. However, once Bawei emptied his mind, he would always subconsciously recall the past, and replay those short few days over and over again hundreds of times - if he had woken up earlier, or had not left at all - as long as one choice was different, the result would be different.
Even if fate has destined the ending of humans and monsters to be unchangeable, at least I can see her face clearly.
As a result, only a shadow is left now, my heart has no support, and my hatred has nowhere to go.
There is only a pause when it is throbbing, the rest is flat.
"Is something like this...really love?"
Not to mention being like Ebisu and holding on until the gods recognized him, the fox demon thought with a cold expression: Even he himself doesn't want to admit that this is love.
On the side, Nanase was still thinking about Suzuki Sonoko, when she suddenly felt the temperature drop sharply. When she looked up, she bumped into Tomoe's back.
The fox didn't know why, but suddenly became extremely angry. Although she usually didn't take the God Lord seriously, this time she was so disgusted that she was extremely perfunctory:
He turned around in a rage, gave the innocent girl a particularly nasty "tsk" sound, and said maliciously, "Let's have mushroom risotto tonight."
Nanaisheng:......
Nanase: Why are you taking your anger out on me for no reason?!
She immediately gave up and turned away angrily. Tomoe seemed to be still immersed in some memories, unable to pull himself out. The aura around him was very obscure, and he called to her from a distance: "Hurry back to the shrine——"
"I don't!"
Nanasheng marched to the front of the stands with a big sword. She didn't want to be a considerate god today!
"I'm a high school student, and this kind of nationwide high school joint event is something I have to enjoy!"
——Anyway, there’s no way to avoid the mushroom rice that she hates the most, so I must make my money back!
In front of the safety passage, Bawei's stunned expression gradually faded, and he made an impatient "tsk" sound.
He also knew that he was just taking his anger out on others. Nanase was a nice girl, and the weather was nice today...
The white-haired fox looked up at the bright sunshine: Whenever he thought of "her", his mood would inevitably be gloomy for a while. He should look at more bright and warm things to relieve his spirit.
So he thought about it for a moment and decided to allow the goddess to do it this time - but her mushroom rice punishment was extended to three days.
The baseball game lasted quite a while, and the cheerleaders were particularly enthusiastic. Nanase was actually quite happy watching it!
Because the seats were not full, I wandered around most of the venue with the simple mentality of "doing more will make a profit", and finally found my way to the Hesheng area, where I looked at the scoreboard boredly.
In the field below, the players of Namimori came one after another. Yamamoto Takeshi, who was the fourth batter, played passionately. His face was covered with bruises and looked very dirty.
But still handsome figure.
Home runs are especially cool.
Because the two schools had nothing to do with her, Nanase prepared to leave after taking a look (mainly because she was afraid that Tomoe would really take revenge on her later).
As the players who had left the field began to hug and celebrate with their friends and family on the sidelines, Bawei, who had been calm and composed for most of the game, suddenly lost control of his demonic power. Canjin's pupils suddenly shrank to the size of a needle tip, and the whole fox sat stiffly in place, spilling most of the tea.
Nanase suddenly felt nervous for no reason and raised her hand to grab his sleeve.
"Bawei?"
Bawei shook off her hand, stood up suddenly, took two steps forward, and held onto the railing beside the stands.
Nana subconsciously followed two steps and looked down: the fox's nails almost crushed the metal handrail, and the sudden burst of demonic power exploded and converged like a knife.
She immediately gasped, quickly shrank back, and then looked down the court following Bawei's gaze.
Nothing special, huh?
Below is one of the teams of contestants hugging and celebrating with their classmates and friends because they won.
Although the fourth batter is a junior high school student, he is quite tall. He rubbed the back of his head with a smile and did not get angry when people hit his back. He has the temperament of a star player.
Nanase looked up and saw the slogan: Namimori?
It's a school I've never heard of...
She picked up her bag, took out the brochure distributed at the information desk before entering the museum, and began to flip through it without stopping.
The cheers were deafening in his ears, but Bawei's voice was clear through gritted teeth.
"Chao. Li. Rain. Moon."
Nanase was busy flipping through a book when she heard a name in a trance and was stunned: "What?"
Basei's vigorous demonic aura seemed as if he was going to kill someone in the next second. The crowd below was obviously filled with middle school students from all walks of life, but it seemed that someone had keenly sensed something. Nanase's spiritual sense was inexplicably startled, and it was as if someone was stabbing her from head to toe with a knife-like gaze.
Bawei's reaction was even more intense!
Nanase swears on his lunch: the hair behind his ears is about to stand on end!
She pulled at Bawei's sleeve, thinking it would be better to leave first, but when she pulled, it didn't move.
Bawei gritted his teeth, and it seemed that every syllable that came out of his lips and tongue was filled with blood.
"Asari Ugetsu!"
Nanase turned around in a panic, and when she found where his gaze was, her head felt numb and painful: That was the seed player from the champion school, the kind that would be reported in baseball weekly!
——If you hit him now, you will probably be photographed by reporters!
——The TV broadcast showed a fox demon beating up a middle school student... Not good, right?
And that’s not Chao Li Yu Yue!
Nanao Momozono thought that the fox demon had lived for hundreds of years after all, and it was very likely that she mistook the boy for an enemy from the past: "Look at him, he's so young, there's no way he could offend you. You must have recognized the wrong person, Tomoe..."
"That contestant's name is clearly Yamamoto Takeshi!"
The current Kamisama Yuuki made up her mind and thought that if it didn't work, she would just rely on the contract with the messenger of God to force him to do it. But Nanami held her breath, closed her eyes and prepared to start courting death!
The boiling evil spirit suddenly calmed down.
Nanase felt the fox pat her head.
"you."
He pointed blankly and said, "Repeat your name."
Nanase was stunned. Which name?
"Yamamoto Takeshi?"
Bawei seemed to be completely oblivious to her questioning tone. He raised his hand and pointed in a different direction, then continued to ask expressionlessly, "What about that?"
At first glance, Nanase was an ordinary-looking, short boy with light brown hair.
She thought that with his size, he didn't look like he was from the baseball club, but since Tomoe asked, she still lowered her head and tried to flip through the booklet.
After searching for a long time, I still couldn't find it.
They must be just friends and family who came to support...
The girl raised her head in thought, and met Bawei's calm eyes - those two golden points were fixed on her. The calmer they looked, the more Nanase felt that there were huge waves hidden underneath, and a row of cold sweat slid down her forehead.
The arrogant fox asked, "Did you find it?"
Nana shook her head.
"Oh."
With this devilish smile, he completely let go of the railing (which he had broken off), clapped his hands nonchalantly, and said, "If you can't find it, forget it."
He said it lightly, but Nana had a bad feeling in her heart. Sure enough, the next second, the fox's eyebrows were as sharp as thorns, and it pierced straight into the stadium, piercing the body and soul of the innocent player Yamamoto Takeshi, and also torturing his two passers-by who seemed to be there to cheer him up.
Bawei sneered and said, "I'll check it myself."
The author has something to say: Very good, I have picked up the Shura Field of Vongola again!
I was saying that this place is still missing a corner!
You can all feel sorry for Yamamoto Takeshi in advance...
Bawei's love is not just pure love. In fact, the key point of Su Tianxia is that the whole world has a good impression of you, but it does not necessarily develop into love.
Finally, as usual, please leave a comment. I really don’t have weekends off, and Fridays are not considered a day off either, so…
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