"Mom, please stop talking." Guan Jibai felt heartbroken when he heard this. All the joy, excitement and happiness he had felt tonight were gone.
"Let's go home!"
Guan Wanwan walked in front with a lonely figure, and her back revealed endless despair and deep sadness.
It almost crushed Guan Jibai who was following behind.
After the two disappeared at the entrance of the alley, Yan Xin emerged silently from the shadows. Under the night sky, tiny starlight fell on his face and body, revealing his solemn expression and the fingers that unconsciously caressed his heart.
Here, the pain started again.
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Guan Jibai suffered from insomnia, tossing and turning all night, unable to sleep well. All that came to his mind was Guan Wanwan's desperate and frail back, and her gentle yet particularly hurtful whispers. He finally fell asleep, but he began to dream again.
In the dream, she saw Yan Xin’s eyes, a look she had never seen before.
Deep, desperate, heart-wrenching. Lifeless, silently gazing at the unknown distance, such eyes, Guan Jibai only needed one look to feel an unspeakable pain.
I can’t describe how it feels.
She couldn't help but think that this look didn't belong to Yan Xin now, but to him thirty years later?
Guan Jibai suddenly realized that he was dreaming about the things before he traveled through time again.
Just like the time on the train, it kept repeating. In fact, when she first traveled through time, she had this dream all night long, and she had it less often when she returned to Beijing.
In the dream, Guan Jibai was talking to Yan Xin's personal doctor Hua Chong.
She wanted to donate her heart to Yan Xin, but no one dared to perform the surgery except Hua Chong. This man was a medical genius, but he was also crazy. There was nothing he dared not do. That was why she found Hua Chong, but when Hua Chong heard her name, he looked very strange.
At that time he said, "Yan Xin has already made a will. Do you know what it contains?"
Guan Jibai never thought much about this sentence and never took it seriously. What does Yan Xin's will have to do with him?
He wouldn't even look at me twice. To him, I was just an annoying little girl.
But in this dream, this sentence was constantly magnified.
Along with this, the scene that was magnified was Hua Chong's determination to die before the operation. It was as if the person who was about to die was not Guan Jibai, but him.
The next day, Guan Jibai sat on the bed for a long time, his hands and feet were cold, he held his head with his hands, and he couldn't muster any energy for a long time.
"Xiaobai? Xiaobai, what's wrong with you?"
Guan Wanwan had already washed up. Because today was Xiaobai's first day to report to the company, she was a little nervous and got up early to prepare. Seeing that Xiaobai hadn't gotten up yet, she came to call her. When she opened the door, she was frightened to see Guan Jibai sitting on the bed.
"You...don't scare your mother." Guan Wanwan felt more and more guilty at this moment.
In fact, she didn't sleep well last night and kept reflecting on whether she was too harsh on Xiaobai.
Xiaobai's rare happy moment was ruined by her, depriving him of even this little joy.
Guan Jibai slowly raised his head, his face as pale as paper. It took him a long while to focus his eyes. As Guan Wanwan was trembling with fear, he said, "I'm fine. I just had a nightmare last night."
"Come to me when you have a nightmare! Sleep with your mother, you silly girl."
"I...I forgot."
"You...what's wrong with you? Tell me quickly."
Guan Jibai stretched his stiff arms and shoulders and said, "I'm fine. Everything is fine."
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