Since her own mother has the courage to start over, forget the past, and let go of the man she has cherished in her heart for twenty years.
She can too.
Maybe she was greedy. In the past, she would be satisfied with just a little. Now she has received a lot, but she still wants more. She doesn't want to accept his kindness to her so blindly. This kindness makes her feel uneasy.
It made her feel as unreal as the moon in the water or the attic in the sky.
Like arsenic wrapped in honey, no one knows what will happen next.
Guan Jibai knew that his insistence was a bit foolish. A smart person should not ask anything, say anything, and just enjoy the power and favor brought by Yan Xin.
Is he not loved enough?
Of course not.
Guan Jibai was afraid that he could not bear this love.
Yan Xin sat up straight, crossed his hands and rested them on his chin, his amber eyes seemed to be frozen.
The atmosphere between the two began to freeze. It was Guan Jibai who had brought up the matter first, but now she felt an suffocating feeling of oppression.
"Have you heard of that ability?" Yan Xin spoke softly after a long time.
"What ability?"
"Precognition." At this moment, his eyes changed, from amber to a seductive red, just like the ruby he wore in his black hair, with flowing red light inside. Surgery of ominous, mysterious danger.
Guan Jibai seemed to be locked in place by a ferocious prehistoric beast, unable to move.
She spoke with difficulty, "Mystical foresight? Predicting the future?"
"No." Yan Xin shook his head. "It's about predicting the ending, a person's final outcome."
Guan Jibai was a little confused. They were all premonitions, so what was the difference? The ending, the future? The final outcome?
"So what will be my ending?" She didn't believe it at all, so she asked casually. But after the words came out of her mouth, she suddenly realized that there was a chilling deep meaning in them.
If you could predict everyone's fate, what's the point of living?
No fun at all, right?
This ability sounds very powerful, almost against the will of heaven, but if you think about it carefully, you will find that having this ability is also a curse, right?
Yan Xin slowly closed his eyes, his raven-feather eyelashes trembling slightly, fluttering like snow. Each tiny tremor carried with it the pain of his entire life. Finally, he slowly opened his eyes, and under Guan Jibai's anxious, nervous gaze, he slowly said, "You will be my wife."
Then, die for me.
He suppressed the rest of his words, sadness written deep in his eyes.
The inexplicable weakening of his abilities that had occurred some time ago had been restored after experiencing the battles of the hunting group and returning to read the ancient books left by his ancestors. It was precisely because of this recovery that he rushed back overnight, despite the pleas of his grandfather and several uncles.
I was eager to see her, but I was afraid that my inner restlessness, anxiety, eagerness and nervousness would scare her. So I stood alone in the cold and snowy night, using waiting to slowly cover up all the despair and loneliness.
From the moment his powers awakened, Yan Xin was lonely. He possessed everything that everyone envied: knowledge, power, wealth, wisdom, good upbringing... but he also shouldered the burden of it all.
The former glory and hatred of the long-tailed swallow.
And the side effects of foresight.
In fact, the moment he saw Xiaobai and realized that his ability had weakened, his first thought was to relax.
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