"I was stunned on the spot, tears welling up in my eyes.
But,
I don't want to give up.
I shouted at his back: "I know you like me in your heart, why can't you have feelings in your life? I am willing to follow you...even if it means death!"
"He left, but I didn't want to give up. I shouted at his back again: Just wait, one day you will be my son's father!
I want to give you happiness with my own hands, I don’t trust others.
His back trembled again, and then disappeared around the corner."
"He left, and this time he disappeared for more than a month.
I know he is avoiding me.
Over this month,
I have been looking for him, and he has been avoiding me,
Until one day,
I was so drunk that I found where he lived....”
"As soon as I saw him, I hugged him tightly, tears streaming down my face.
I yelled: I don't know what you've been carrying that makes you unable to accept our relationship. I accept it, I accept it, I don't want anything... But, can you give me a thought, just a thought? After this time, I will completely leave you...
He tried to push me away, saying I was drunk, but I held on tightly.
Because I know,
As long as I let him go, it would mean letting go of our future. I was unwilling to give up, so I held on to him desperately, even threatening my own life... Only then did I stay.
That day,
It’s happy…”
"After that day, I didn't want him to have any burdens. After he fell asleep, I quietly left. I took nothing with me except a piece of red and white cloth..."
"I left this city and blocked all my friends... I once went to a small city in the southernmost part of the country and even to the northernmost glacier..."
"I have climbed the highest Mount Everest... I have been to the source of the longest Yellow River..."
"I thought I could forget everything and say goodbye to the past bravely, but I found that I couldn't forget him. When I was on the ice field, I carved an ice sculpture of him.
When I climbed Mount Everest, I left his name on the red flag at the summit. When I reached the source of the Yellow River, I imagined he was by my side...”
"I have traveled all over the world, trying to forget him, but he has become my world..."
"So, I no longer hide my feelings. As long as it doesn't affect him, I will love him unbridled, madly, and passionately... I miss him..."
"Unrequited love is bitter, but also sweet... Thinking of him, that time was also sweet."
"I thought this was the end of my life... But a few months later, I started feeling unwell and went to the hospital for a checkup, only to discover I was already several months pregnant..."
"I was stunned, then ecstatic... If I couldn't have him, I would pour all my passionate and crazy love for him into the fruit of our love."
"I stopped traveling and found a small town, rented a room, and started taking care of my baby..."
"It wasn't until nearly a year later that I gave birth to my first child with him in the hospital. When the nurse brought the baby to me, I couldn't help crying because the baby looked just like him."
"At the time, I was thinking, if he knew he had a child, would he be as happy as I was and cry?"
"After being discharged from the hospital, I kept struggling, thinking about whether or not I should let him know about the child's existence. He's the child's father, and he deserves to know. Furthermore, I was hoping that because of this child, he would no longer avoid our relationship."
"This idea began to take root in my mind like crazy! I quietly added my best friend again, and the first thing she asked was where I had been.
The second sentence she said was, he’s going crazy looking for you…”
"That's when I realized that he had been looking for me since I left, and he still hasn't given up. That's when I realized that he regretted it the day I left, and he wanted to be with me at all costs..."
"When I knew he was looking for me, I cried, I laughed, and I started my journey back home with my child in my arms."
"That day, I found where he lived. I held my child at the door and waited for him to come back. When he came home...
At the door,
He saw me and the child in my arms..."
"He looked at me, his eyes instantly reddened,
Looking at the child in my arms again, he felt like he had something stuck in his throat...
I looked at him, unable to say anything, only two lines of tears fell down.
The child in my arms was sleeping soundly, and in her sleep she was sucking a finger with great pleasure...
He walked over step by step with difficulty.
I stretched out my trembling hand, but it froze in the air.
I handed the child in my arms to him and said: Look... This is your child...
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