Chapter 88 The most ordinary but never-achievable dreamshuhaige.net



"Dad, please don't abandon Xuanxuan and Mom again. Dad, where are you going? Don't you want Xuanxuan anymore?"

"Dad, is it because Xuanxuan was naughty and made Dad angry? Xuanxuan, change!"

"Dad, Xuanxuan must eat less in the future. She will only eat half a bowl of rice at a time. She will wash the dishes, take a bath, and clean the house by herself..."

"Dad, if you stay, Xuanxuan is willing to do anything..."

Chen Qingxuan was in Bai Luo's arms, with both hands desperately reaching out in the direction where Chen Fan had left.

Two chubby little hands grasped weakly in the air,

As if wanting to catch Chen Fan,

"Xuanxuan, Xuanxuan, don't cry, Daddy will come back, he will come back!"

"Dad doesn't blame Xuanxuan, Xuanxuan is great, but Dad has things to do and he has to do them..."

Bai Luo hugged Chen Qingxuan desperately,

Hearing Chen Qingxuan's cries, she was almost heartbroken.

but,

She knew,

Chen Fan has things to do.

And Chen Fan had to do it,

I woke up in the middle of the night yesterday.

The dream talk that Chen Fan said,

She heard it all.

Although she said she understood Chen Fan before, when a man left for hundreds of days without any news,

She also didn't understand.

There are also doubts,

There is grief.

But,

She only found out last night that her husband was actually a gray man.

She watched her husband cry out weakly in his dream,

That painful cry,

Her heart was broken.

The man she loved most turned out to be one of the greatest people in the world, the one who held up the light for them in the darkness.

No wonder,

No wonder, at the beginning, she could clearly feel his love for her, but he chose to escape.

He told himself that being with him would be fruitless, and that someone like him was not worthy of having feelings.

It's her.

She threatened Chen Fan with her life and forced him to give her a child. Finally, he chose to accept her.

turn out to be,

All of this is because he is a gray man.

As a Gray Man,

It was already full of countless dangers. From the moment he set foot on this road, one of his feet had already stepped into hell.

He must be cruel enough,

Having to face the temptations of countless vicious criminals and various psychological battles,

He must be on guard against the enemy's cunning and cruel tactics,

No wonder,

On the day he was at Marriott Plaza, he refused to recognize them.

After he rescued the people,

They chose to use sacrifice as an excuse to make him leave them.

This seems cruel to them.

But this is even more cruel to Chen Fan. In order to ensure their real safety, he has to endure the sorrow of abandoning his wife and children.

From then on, I truly became a dead person.

He abandoned the honor that should have belonged to him, and abandoned his beloved and daughter whom he cared about most.

The choice is hidden in the darkness,

Continue moving forward with heavy luggage on your back.

Bai Luo only realized now,

Chen Fan,

It’s too difficult!

On one side is the family, on the other side is the motherland,

On one side is faith, on the other side is family affection,

Mission in the left hand, responsibility in the right hand,

Back to the sun, facing the darkness...

Chen Fan drove the car quickly and disappeared around the corner.

When turning the corner,

The heart-wrenching sound of his father falling into his ears almost softened his strong heart. His foot had already stepped on the brake.

Now the entire Gray Department has encountered serious problems. Ouyang Chen has been slandered as a traitor, and some people, including him, have had their files deleted.

If only he could brake now and go back,

He can live happily with his family, and there will be no more ruthless Sixth Master of Kunsa Group in this world.

There is also no Chen Fan, the gray man who was full of passion and hid in the darkness and shed his blood for his country.

Later he could take his wife and daughter and fly away.

The wealth he holds is enough for his family to live happily for the rest of their lives.

As long as he doesn't say it,

No one would know his past.

What guards the light, what hides in darkness,

What disabled children,

What about Luo Dashan who suffered injustice?

What justice?

What maintains fairness?

It will have nothing to do with him.

But...he can't do it!

His mind kept recalling the past, the rows of small mounds where his father and his colleagues were buried.

He knelt before the graves of his father and the parents who raised him and said:

"I don't know what keeps you going, but I want to be like you, walk into the darkness and protect the light!"

He remembered,

On the day of graduation, all the classmates climbed up the tallest teaching building.

They looked into the distance,

They are full of vigor and spirit,

Some will go to border checkpoints, others will become frontline drug enforcement officers... They will go wherever there is danger.

With their youthful ambitions and the passion boiling in their bodies,

From then on, he embarked on a path of endless struggle with darkness...

First year,

Sun Lei, the boy who always has a bright smile on his face,

Died at a border checkpoint,

After being discovered, a group of drug traffickers drove through the checkpoint.

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