Chapter 115: Don't Want to Humiliate Yourself
And she has indeed been in contact with a man recently.
A month ago, a new teacher came to the school, a male English teacher, and was assigned to the class she taught.
The male teacher looks gentle and refined, has a gentle personality, and has a pleasant voice.
She took a liking to him the first time they met.
After knowing each other for a while, the two gradually became closer. The male teacher was very caring towards her and would even invite her to dinner in private.
Song Ying could occasionally sense that the male teacher seemed to have a good impression of her, but she didn't dare to think about it too much, for she was afraid that she was just being too sentimental.
After all, as a divorced woman, she has become a worthless second-hand commodity in the eyes of many people.
The male teacher, however, is still single.
What's more, she can't have children.
In this secular society, if a woman cannot give birth to a child, she has committed an unforgivable sin. No matter how well you do in other aspects, you will still be despised.
If you can’t give birth to a child, you are a useless person and cannot be called a complete woman.
Therefore, even though Song Ying had feelings for the male teacher, she had been keeping it to herself and had no intention of saying it out loud until this morning, when the male teacher actually confessed his feelings to her.
The male teacher said that he had a liking for her the first time he saw her.
In the subsequent contacts, this affection grew deeper and deeper.
He thought about it seriously for a few days, and after making sure that he was not acting on impulse, he decided to express his feelings to her.
"Song Ying, I really like you. I am happy every day with you. If possible, I want to have a relationship with you with the premise of marriage."
"I'll be waiting for you at Mansi's Restaurant tonight. If you're interested in me, come."
This was the WeChat message the male teacher sent her in the morning.
The male teacher is on vacation today and is not in school.
Song Ying was surprised and delighted when she received his confession.
It turned out that she was not being self-indulgent, and the male teacher also liked her.
She was overwhelmed by great joy and sweetness, but was also followed by deep inferiority and pain.
How could she, a divorced woman who couldn't have children, be qualified to accept the pursuit of an outstanding unmarried man?
Besides, the male teacher doesn’t know yet that she can’t have children.
Once you know it, you might regret confessing to her.
Song Ying didn't want to humiliate herself, so she thought for a long time before replying to the male teacher, saying that she would not go to the restaurant in the evening and asked him not to wait for her.
The male teacher said, "Song Ying, I will always wait for you. I hope you will come."
Song Ying was uneasy the whole morning.
Although she had decided not to go to the restaurant in the evening, the figure of the male teacher kept appearing in her mind, and her originally firm heart began to waver.
She began to hesitate again, wondering whether she should go to the appointment in the evening.
Jiang Ruan Ning started broadcasting at noon, and Song Ying entered the live broadcast room immediately.
She wanted to see if she had the luck to win a spot in the fortune-telling draw.
If she wins the lottery, she will ask about the pregnancy.
If the calculation showed that she was indeed infertile, she would give up completely.
Unexpectedly, she was so lucky today. With so many people participating in the lottery, she actually won a spot.
And the result she calculated surprised her even more.
But Song Ying was happy for a while, and soon he had another doubt.
"Host, since I can have children, why couldn't I get pregnant before?" Song Ying asked her doubts directly.
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