"I know you love this industry very much, so just give yourself a chance."
Mu Guang was somewhat tempted by the director's persuasion: "But I feel that my current condition is no longer suitable for staying in the emergency room. If another patient dies in my care, I will really collapse."
"The director of the dermatology department is my old classmate. You can go to their department to study first and come back after you have adjusted your mood."
Mu Guang was very grateful for the director's help. He bowed deeply to the director and said, "Director, no matter whether I will continue to work in this industry in the future, you will always be my most respected mentor."
After returning home, he saw his parents who came to accompany him specially, and felt that he could hold on again.
"I thought that going to the dermatology department would put an end to my bad luck, but just one week after I arrived, a girl who came for beauty treatment jumped in front of me.
She is a girl whose face was injured by a gas explosion. As a young girl, plastic surgery is her last resort.
But things went against her wishes. During the anesthesia testing phase, she suffered a severe allergic reaction, which meant that if she wanted to have the surgery, she would have to survive.
The director of the dermatology department refused to perform surgery on her out of concern for her health and future recovery."
The girl slumped in her chair. "Director, is there really no other way? I can try other anesthetics. If I can't have the surgery, my life will be completely ruined."
The director didn't know what to say, so he could only answer dryly, "Miss, I'm sorry, the anesthetic you used is the most basic. If you are allergic to it, there is no need to try other anesthetics.
Today's society is so advanced, and makeup technology is so advanced, I believe there are people who appreciate your inner and outer beauty."
The girl laughed out loud: "Beautiful inside and out? I feel disgusted when I look at my own face now. How can I be so charming that others can ignore the scars on my face and see my true self?"
Director, I'm not afraid of pain and can get through it. If you're worried, I can sign and record a video, promising that any accidents during the operation will have nothing to do with you."
The director still shook his head: "Girl, the operation is not as easy as you think, and you can't stand the pain of scraping the bone to heal the wound.
Stopping the operation halfway through will cause greater harm to your body."
Seeing the director’s firm attitude, the girl broke the medical card in her hand and threw it on the ground: “What did I do wrong? Why does God torture me like this?
Since I have to live in the ridicule of others in my next life, I might as well just die."
After saying that, she opened the door and ran out.
The director was afraid that she would do something stupid, so he rushed out of the office: "Doctor Zhang, Doctor Mu, go find the girl who was injured on the face."
But the hospital had too many people in it, and by the time they started looking for her, the girl had disappeared.
Mu Guang had a bad thought in his mind. The feeling was exactly the same as when he was unable to save a patient in the emergency room.
He ran around the hospital like a madman. Just when he was exhausted, he heard a patient upstairs shouting, "Someone upstairs is about to jump off the building. Call the police!"
Mu Guang followed her finger and saw that the girl who had just run away was standing on the top floor. He wanted to take the shortest route to run over.
When he climbed to the third floor, a loud scream made him stop. He subconsciously looked outside and saw the girl falling.
He rushed forward to grab the girl, but was still a step too late. He could only watch helplessly as the girl's clothes slipped from his fingertips.
The girl fell to the ground and a large pool of blood oozed out, just enough to cover her face which she didn't want others to see.
After cooperating with the police to take a statement, he walked to the emergency department in a daze.
The director was waiting for him at the door early in the morning: "Mu Guang, this is all an accident. She was injured in the explosion before you went to the dermatology department. The allergy to anesthetics is also due to her own physical condition. None of this has anything to do with you."
Mu Guang smiled weakly: "Director, you don't have to comfort me. I agree with what you say intellectually, but I can't accept it emotionally.
My original intention in doing this job was to save the dying and the wounded, not to send away those who still had hope like the King of Hell.”
Seeing him trapped in a vicious circle, the director said anxiously, "Mu Guang, everyone has their own destiny. You are just an ordinary doctor. You don't have the power to decide someone's life or death."
"I understand what you mean, but I can't get over it."
The director lowered his head helplessly: "Since you really think so, I won't stop you. I hope leaving the hospital can bring you some peace of mind."
He watched Mu Guang leave as if he was looking at an old friend.
He cared so much about Mu Guang because, firstly, he was attracted by his ability and wanted to train him as his successor; secondly, he thought of an old friend of his.
Like Mu Guang, he was considered an outstanding student by his teachers when he was in school. After graduation, he received interview invitations from many hospitals.
At that time, they all thought that he would be the next leader in the hospital industry, but they didn't expect that he would encounter the same thing as Mu Guang.
Since he started working, no matter which department he went to, there would be patients dying every month. Someone has calculated that he alone has sent away more patients than all the people in his class combined.
As his position got higher, his pressure also increased. As a doctor in the same hospital, he often saw his good friend sitting alone at the door of the department until late at night.
Later, he took the initiative to train students. After he handed over all his skills to the students, he resigned from the hospital.
It was also at that time that he learned that his friend was suffering from severe depression.
After leaving the hospital, his family accompanied him in actively receiving treatment and took him to travel around to relax. I heard that he is almost recovered now.
Although he was happy about his friend's health, he would feel sad about the fall of a rising star when he occasionally dreamed about him.
Mu Guang is now the same as his friend back then. He no longer wants to see an excellent doctor leave his beloved job because of some unfounded thing.
Mu Guang: "After I resigned, I was still very sad. Every day I would stare blankly at the photos on the table. My father saw my obsession and said something to me."
"Son, your father has been a doctor all his life. When I went to the countryside to work as a barefoot doctor, everyone in the area knew my name. When I left, the villagers held my hands and wouldn't let me go. Even a strong man would burst into tears just by looking at me.
After I returned to the city, I have been working diligently, and I have received so many banners that I can’t even hang them all in my study.
I'm not telling you this to make you envy my achievements, but to tell you that I, your father, have accumulated virtue throughout my life, so even if you do have bad karma, it can be completely offset."
"After listening to my father's words, I wanted to work in a hospital, but I was afraid that I might cause the death of a patient."
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