Zhang Yuze fell into reminiscence: "My mother was very competitive when she was young. She insisted on working even when she was pregnant and even wanted to get a place to study abroad.
When she finally convinced her father, adverse reactions during pregnancy disrupted her plans. She kept vomiting and couldn't even eat.
Given her situation at the time, if she insisted on going abroad, she would have to abort the child. Perhaps because of the mother-child bond, she chose us, but also harbored resentment towards us in her heart.
The competition was very fierce at that time, and the colleague who was sent abroad took the position that my mother was going to be promoted to after returning.
Because my brother and I are twins, our mother suffered a lot during childbirth. My father told me that she was not very warm to us at first.
Later, my brother behaved very well and gradually won my mother's heart. I was more naughty, so I was left to be taken care of by my father.
When I was two years old, I accidentally fell off the bed. My parents took me to the hospital on their bikes, but my brother, who was left at home, somehow fell into a large basin of water in the yard.
When my parents brought me back, my brother had already drowned.
My mother was silent for a long time. When she recovered, she blamed everything on me, thinking that if I hadn't run around, her smart and sensible child would not have died.
Seeing that my mother was in a bad mental state and feeling guilty about her, my father tacitly accepted that she had neglected me and only compensated me privately.
But he was always at home very little, and I grew up under my mother's blame and neglect.
I grew up like this until I went to elementary school. On my sixth birthday, my mother suddenly became very enthusiastic towards me. Just when I felt that I was loved by her.
But she took me to the police station to change my name. My previous name was Tianze, and my brother's name was Tianyu. She filled in my brother's name.
From then on, I became my brother's substitute. She called my name, but looked through me at other people.
I also tried to resist, but all I got in return was beatings and scolding from my mother and humble pleas from my father.
He told me that my mother just couldn't accept it for a short time, and he would try his best to make her return to normal, and I felt sorry for it during this period of time.
I waited with beautiful fantasies, but what I got in return was even more excessive gazes from my mother. After a long time, I accepted this setting.
In fact, in previous family photos, my face would be replaced with my brother's face. It was because my grandparents were afraid that I couldn't bear it, so they forced her to remove my brother's face.
Not only that, she couldn't stand me being liked by others. I remember when I was in junior high school, I brought my lower bunk back with me, and she kept bullying me at the dinner table.
Perhaps sensing the awkward atmosphere, I made an excuse to leave halfway through the meal. Since then, I have never brought any classmates home.
Over the years, whenever I achieved a little success, she would say, "If Yuyu studied this subject, he would definitely be even better..."; Yuyu doesn't have any friends, so how can you have any friends?
Before I went to college, I didn't have any thoughts of my own. The school and major I chose were what she thought my brother should take in life.
Before I was with you, I didn't lie to you. I really had psychological problems. In high school, she required me to be at the top of my class. When I was under a lot of pressure, I thought about self-harm, but I was afraid that she would find out and cause trouble.
Afterwards, I kept suppressing my emotions. If I hadn't met you, who made me feel that there were people in the world who truly liked me for who I am, without any additional factors, I might have jumped off the teaching building that day.
Ever since I agreed to bring you home, I've been very nervous, afraid that she would say something to hurt you. I even called my father and asked him to talk to my mother about it.
I didn't expect that after all the preparations I made, you would still come out with me before you even finished your meal."
After listening to her boyfriend's story, Cui Luming burst into tears and hugged him tightly: "I will always be with you from now on, and my parents will be with you too."
I feel so bad. What does such a young child know? I don't know how he managed to survive all these years.
My sister's boyfriend and I went to the same school. He was a legend in our grade, always holding the top spot. He was aloof, though, and his relationships with all his classmates were limited. I thought he was just a top student who didn't want to bother with us mere mortals, but there's a heartbreaking reason behind this.
[So the young lady’s boyfriend won’t be suppressed by his family for too long. He really has developed multiple personalities! ]
Su Yan: "When did you start to think he had a split personality?"
Cui Luming tried to calm the pain he had just felt when recalling the past: "About three months ago."
"My boyfriend and I work far away from each other, and we can only see each other on weekends.
We went to the movies that day and he suddenly let go of my hand. I thought the movie was too attractive, so I didn't pay attention to it. Who knew that after the movie ended, he avoided me and wanted to hold his hand.
Later, when we were shopping, he always kept a distance from me and was unfamiliar with the surrounding environment, as if he was there for the first time.
While we were eating, he pointed out a dish that I was allergic to. Although he changed it quickly, I still noticed it.
While eating, he always brought up topics related to his boyfriend, as if he wanted to find out something from me.
Looking at his strange behavior, I wanted to ask him why, but he suddenly said he was going to the bathroom. When he came back, he became the boyfriend I knew again.
I thought he might be under too much pressure at work and was a little distracted, so in order not to disturb our date, I didn't ask him.
Later, during these three months, when we were together, he would often have short-term changes. I mentioned this to him vaguely, but he had no idea.
I began to carefully observe the periods of time when he was abnormal, and found that there was guilt towards me in his eyes at that time.
Later, he probably understood that I had doubts about him, and when things changed, he would take the initiative to sit far away from me. Sometimes he would tell me to treat my boyfriend well, saying that he had lived a very hard life before.
Because he had an unhappy childhood, I wondered if he had a mental problem, but I was afraid that asking him rashly would make his condition worse.
Master, do you think he developed a dual personality to protect him when he was a child, or is it a mental illness? Please give me an accurate answer so that I can take him to the hospital for treatment."
After listening to her story, Su Yan looked at the photo of her boyfriend. There was a layer of dark shadow on his forehead. This dark shadow had been with him for many years.
However, the shadow had no intention of hurting him and always controlled himself from getting close to him.
Based on the similar aura and faint connection between the two, "Your boyfriend isn't sick. What's changing him is another person's soul."
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