A hint of surprise flashed across Xiao Chen's eyes. He really didn't expect that his girlfriend would pay attention to him so early. "Liu Zhizhi, you..."
Xiao Liu smiled, stopped him from speaking, and continued, "I originally thought that we would live peacefully like this forever, but suddenly one day I found that he didn't come to school. I waited and waited for a month, but he didn't show up, and I started to panic.
My sun disappeared. I began to panic. Will I never see him again?
There is a voice deep in my heart telling me that I can't live without him!
I finally climbed out of the abyss and felt the warmth of the sun. How could I live without him?
I don't want to fall into the abyss again!
Too cold and too lonely!
I plucked up the courage to find his deskmate. That was the first time I took the initiative to talk to a classmate.
I asked him, "Why didn't Chen Jun come?"
His expression at that time was wonderful: shock, surprise, confusion, and finally surprise. He didn't dare look at me, lowered his head and stammered, "He went away while traveling and disappeared. His family searched for him for several days but couldn't find him. I don't know how he is now."
When I heard the news, I was completely stunned. How could he leave me alone?!
So cruel!
I don't like sunshine anymore!
I stopped peeping at other people laughing and just focused on the book in my hand. I also didn't like seeing other people laughing so happily. I felt that it would disappear and was a consumable item!
I told myself that it is better not to keep a memory of something than to hold on to it.
That way, I won’t feel heartbroken when things disappear!
But on my birthday, I received an anonymous gift.
My mother has never celebrated my birthday since I was a child, and I don’t have any friends. When I sign for a gift, I can’t imagine who it is from.
I looked up the place for sale and called.
They told me: "Miss, the gift was prepared two months ago. It's from a college student who is very handsome!"
Handsome?
College student?
This label is too vague. After all, our university is really big and there are many universities around us.
Holding onto a glimmer of hope, I cautiously asked, "Does he like to laugh a lot, and does his smile look warm?"
While waiting for the answer, my heart was beating wildly. I hoped to get the answer that my heart wanted.
"Yes, miss, it's very lively. He also said that this is a gift for the most important person in his life, so he customized it two months in advance. He also personally participated in the design of the necklace. It's really thoughtful."
I opened the box and looked at the well-made necklace inside. I rubbed the sun-shaped pendant with my fingers, but my heart was filled with pain!
At this time, another voice came from the phone: "When our designer saw the manuscript, he asked him why he designed a sun pendant. The young man said happily: 'Because I hope she will always stand in the sun!'
Our designer gave him a thumbs-up after hearing this. We little girls are so envious. I guess you must be the important person he mentioned. I hope you will be happy!
happiness?
How to be happy?
We spoke once, but he was never seen again!
I wear the necklace he designed every day, miss him day and night, and rely on his smile to get through the painful days.
I thought I couldn't survive, so I stepped onto the rooftop again and stood on the edge. But this time I didn't come to feel the freedom of the wind, I came to chase the wind.
Just as I took my right foot forward, I seemed to hear his voice and I withdrew my foot.
"Liu Zhizhi, come back! Don't do anything stupid!"
Very clearly, he said it again!
I dare not look back, I'm afraid that everything will be shattered too quickly.
He kept talking, it was really boring, but I seemed to laugh. This time it was not a mechanical laugh, but a laugh from the heart.
I turned my back to the voice and made a request: "Why did you give me the necklace?"
I want to verify whether all this is true. If he answers, it means he is really back!
"Because I like you!"
"Yes, I love you! I want to be with you forever, I want to give you the warmth you want! I also want you to be warm! Just like the sun."
He said it urgently, but it seemed not enough, so he added something very solemnly!
Silly boy, you are my sun!
This time I didn't laugh, I cried!
I can feel his love, it is so strong, otherwise why would he stay by my side and accompany me even after his death!
Yes, that’s right. I saw him on the day I received the gift. He came with the gift, but the courier couldn’t see him. I thought I was hallucinating and pretended not to see him.
He follows me around like this every day, keeps me company, talks to me non-stop, and tells me what I can’t eat and what I can’t eat. It’s really annoying.
I pretended not to hear or see anything, and deliberately did the opposite. I felt particularly happy when I saw him angry.
Gradually, I didn’t know whether this was reality or a dream I had created. I didn’t want to go on like this, so I chose to find him.
I didn't expect that an act of suicide would make me realize that the person who has always been by my side is him, but he is no longer warm, but cold.
But it doesn't matter, it's him that's enough!
But my mother discovered something was wrong with me, and she plotted to marry me off to complete her revenge plan. She thought I didn’t know…”
Liu Manli was not interested in the story her daughter told. She thought it was extremely childish. There was no such thing as pure love in this world. It was just that they were still young and didn't understand anything!
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