Chapter 14: Not an impulse
"Qingru, someone is looking for you outside."
After a pause, he added, "It's Jiang Zhi."
Xiao Qingru's eyes flashed with annoyance, but she still smiled and said to her teammates, "Thank you for passing on the message."
“You’re welcome.”
The news about this engaged couple had already spread everywhere, and by this time everyone was inevitably a little sympathetic to her.
She has a good family background and is beautiful. When she dances, she is the focus of the audience.
But even such a person cannot be cherished by men. It's really pitiful.
So what if you are outstanding in every aspect?
In the battle of love, I am still no match for that country girl!
Just thinking about it this way, those who were jealous of Xiao Qingru felt much better.
Facing everyone's strange looks, Xiao Qingru left the rehearsal room.
In the past, Jiang Chuan would come to the art troupe to look for Xiao Qingru whenever he was free, but things are different now. He is unsure and doesn't know whether Qingru will see him?
Counting the days, they hadn't seen each other for half a month. This situation had never happened before.
Jiang Chuan missed Xiao Qingru very much. He wanted to apologize to her and tell her that he didn't want to break up, let alone cancel the engagement.
But every time he went to Xiao's house, he couldn't even get through the door.
There was no other choice but to go to her workplace to look for her.
I pinched my heart carefully and found that it was already wet with sweat.
Take a deep breath and tell yourself not to be afraid. Today you must be clear and reconciled.
If we continue to have this cold war, he's going to go crazy!
The girl he had been thinking about appeared before him, and Jiang Chuan's eyes lit up instantly.
It's like spring coming back to a dead tree or rain after a long drought.
Even if I said nothing and did nothing, as long as I looked at Xiao Qingru, all the abnormalities disappeared.
It was also at this time that Jiang Chuan realized how much influence Xiao Qingru had on him.
His body was faster than his mind, and he had already rushed forward, "Qingru."
She glanced at him indifferently and distantly, "Come with me."
After saying that, he left first.
Jiang Chuan rubbed the back of his head. This place was crowded with people coming and going, and it was definitely not a good place to talk.
Hurry and follow.
I dared not walk side by side with her, but only two steps behind her.
Looking at the slender figure of the woman, Jiangchuan felt a little dazed. Qingru never turned her back to him before.
He didn't know if it was an illusion, but he felt that Qingru seemed to have lost weight. Was it because her body had not recovered yet?
Arriving at a deserted place, Xiao Qingru stopped and looked expressionlessly at the man she once loved.
But she was disappointed too many times and was completely desperate about that relationship. During this period of time, Xiao Qingru never thought of Jiang Chuan once.
If the other person doesn't come to see her, slowly, this person will really disappear from her life.
Jiang Chuan's affectionate eyes made Xiao Qingru uncomfortable. She frowned and said in a deep voice, "If you have something to say, just say it. I don't have that much time to waste."
The tone was so cold that it seemed to freeze people to death.
Jiang Chuan felt bitter. That day in the ward, her attitude didn't seem to be so cold.
Is it too late for him to apologize now?
"sorry."
"If you are here just to say these meaningless nonsense, then you should go back. My time is precious and I don't want to waste it on things that are not worth it."
As soon as Xiao Qingru took a step forward, Jiang Chuan grabbed her wrist.
Anxiously said: "Qingru, don't go."
"What are you doing!"
As if she had touched something dirty, Xiao Qingru shook him off violently and took two steps back at the same time, keeping a distance from Jiang Chuan, with naked disgust in her eyes.
Restraining his anger, "Jiang Chuan, do you know why I came to see you?"
The man's eyes were full of confusion, and he didn't know why Qingru was willing to see him.
But judging from her attitude, she is still thinking about him.
Xiao Qingru said to herself: "Because I am afraid of losing face."
"Shame on you?"
Jiang Chuan muttered to himself, his mind was confused, and he really didn't understand what she meant.
Why did he come to her? Was it embarrassing?
"Jiang Chuan, it's really ugly to be so stubborn. For the sake of us growing up together, please be more decent. You are willing to embarrass me, but I don't want to be laughed at."
The fierce look between Xiao Qingru's eyebrows hurt Jiang Chuan's heart, and he whispered: "I'm not stubborn."
"If that's not the case, then please stop doing such embarrassing things. You don't care about your own face, but I do!"
"I don't want to break up with you. Can we be together? Qingru, I really don't want to break up with you."
The pain on the man's face didn't seem fake, but Xiao Qingru didn't waver.
Does it hurt?
She used to be in more pain.
And it hurt more than once!
Everything was his own choice, so why should he pretend to be nice in front of her?
"Let's get back together, and I will apologize to the elders."
"Do I need to remind you again? We have broken up and called off the engagement. We have no relationship anymore!"
These words pierced Jiang Chuan's heart every time he heard them.
But he still couldn't leave.
"I apologize to you for that. You are a good girl and I shouldn't blame you."
"Your apology is worthless to me. All I want is for you to stop looking for me and treat me as a stranger when we meet in the future."
Jiang Chuan pinched his heart to suppress the surging pain, "Sorry, I can't do it."
"Let's part ways amicably. Don't force me to hate you."
hatred?
Doesn’t Qingru love him?
Why did she say this word so lightly?
This must be fake. She is still in a bad mood. Just coax her.
"What do you want me to do? I'll do anything as long as you forgive me."
She glanced at the panicking man and said, "Don't come to the art troupe to find me again. I find it disgusting."
The sound of footsteps gradually faded away.
Jiang Chuan felt like there was a hole in his heart and it hurt so much.
But he no longer had the courage to catch up.
He couldn't bear Qingru's disgusted look, and even more so her hatred.
What should I do to restore Qingru?
He really didn't want to lose her.
Until Xiao Qingru's back disappeared, Jiang Chuan was completely freed from the clothes. It was difficult for him to even stand, and he couldn't help but bend his waist.
When we didn't meet, I could still comfort myself. I felt that Xiao Qingru would calm down after a while.
But now, having seen the disgust in her eyes with his own eyes, Jiang Chuan could no longer deceive himself.
It turns out that Qingru's separation was not an impulse.
She really wanted to leave him.