Chapter 145 Neither of them has any ideals

After all, he was seriously injured and his energy was limited, and Xu Muzhou fell into a coma unknowingly.

He just held Xiao Qingru's hands and never let go.

Xiao Qingru didn't move and let him hold her hand.

When Xu Muzhou couldn't see, Xiao Qingru revealed her true emotions.

She was sure that she could share the hardships with Xu Muzhou, but she didn't know what was waiting for them in the future.

This uneasiness went deep into his bones, and Xiao Qing felt helpless all over again.

In the past, it was Xu Muzhou who protected her, but now they have switched positions. Xiao Qingru knows how difficult it is.

It turns out that being a top beam is not that easy.

It's not as easy as I imagined.

Jiang Chuan stood outside the ward and saw the expression on Xiao Qingru's face through the small window.

Her attention was on Xu Muzhou, and her eyes were full of heartache.

Once again, I realized that the girl I loved was obsessed with other men.

And he will never have the chance to squeeze in in his life.

After asking the doctor about the situation and knowing that he couldn't help, Jiangchuan left the hospital.

At this time, if he stayed in the hospital and caused trouble for others, it would be wrong for him.

When Mr. Xiao and Xiao Huaishu arrived, Xu Muzhou was still asleep.

Both of them felt uncomfortable, but they tried their best to restrain themselves.

They are soldiers, and they are mentally prepared every time they go on a mission.

Seeing that his sister's eyes were red and swollen from crying, Xiao Huaishu wanted to comfort her but didn't know how to start.

If he had been the one going on the mission, would the outcome have been different?

Xu Muzhou was not only Xiao Huaishu's brother-in-law, but also his best friend.

The man who had always been invincible suddenly fell down. Xiao Huaishu felt not only pain in his heart, but also deep sorrow.

He understood Xu Muzhou's ideals. If he was the one who suffered all this, Xiao Huaishu didn't know if he could accept it calmly.

Xu Muzhou slept and woke up, woke up and slept again. He spent three days in a daze like this, and then he woke up feeling better.

The wounds on my body were getting better, but my lower limbs still had no reaction at all.

Xu Muzhou is accepting the fact that he is disabled.

Gradually, he talked less than before.

Xiao Qingru saw it with her own eyes and felt pain in her heart.

But she didn't want to force Xu Muzhou, so she didn't force him to laugh, nor did she force him to be positive and optimistic and say that he was fine.

The blow was too great and he needed time to adjust.

Xiao Qingru understood that there is no such thing as empathy in this world.

No matter how much they felt sorry for Xu Muzhou, he was still the one suffering the most.

Xiao Qingru asked the art troupe for a long vacation and turned down the next performance.

After learning about Xu Muzhou's situation, the leader agreed.

It's just a pity that this is the best time for dancers.

If you miss it, you can't get it back.

Xiao Qingru didn't want to consider anything and just wanted to stay with Xu Muzhou.

Life is not perfect, she can't be greedy.

"Have something to eat."

Xu Muzhou couldn't sit up yet, so Xiao Qingru used a small spoon to feed porridge to his mouth.

The man on the hospital bed opened his mouth obediently and ate whatever Xiao Qingru gave him.

His eyes were glued to Xiao Qingru, never leaving her for a moment, like a wounded little animal relying on the person closest to him.

After feeding him porridge, Xiao Qingru wanted to massage Xu Muzhou's legs.

Xu Muzhou's eyes dimmed, "Wife, let someone else do it, massage is very tiring."

Xiao Qingru suppressed the foreign body sensation in her throat and said, "Okay, I'll tell the attending physician and ask them to arrange a therapist."

"Um."

Xiao Qingru left the ward, stood at the door for a few minutes, and then walked to the doctor's office.

There was no one around, so Xu Muzhou touched his legs.

Can he really not stand up?

If he really can't stand up, he will be a burden to his wife.

She is only ten years old and has several decades of life ahead of her.

After such a long time, he really couldn't bear to drag down his wife and let her waste her life with him.

She should do what she wants to do, continue dancing and live freely, instead of staying by his bedside every day and taking care of this useless man.

For his beliefs, he can pay any price, including his life.

Xu Muzhou was not afraid of death or disability. He was only afraid that he would become a burden to his family and hold them back.

My fingers tightened involuntarily and finally clenched into fists.

About ten minutes later, Xiao Qingru came back, followed by a young man in a white coat.

"This is a new doctor from the rehabilitation department. He is an expert in massage and acupuncture. Let's arrange rehabilitation treatment today. What do you think?"

Facing Xiao Qingru's expectant eyes, Xu Muzhou didn't say anything sad, but just nodded, "I'll do as you say."

He didn't want to be separated from his wife, and he wanted to try again.

Xu Muzhou was very cooperative throughout the whole process.

It's a pity that I couldn't feel anything when rows of silver needles were inserted into my legs.

Xu Muzhou felt a little discouraged again.

Xiao Qingru held his hand and said, "Take your time. Recovery is a long process. Acupuncture won't produce immediate results. Don't be impatient."

"Okay, I'm not in a hurry."

That’s what we say, but suddenly our legs can’t move. How can we not be anxious?

Xiao Qingru did not just comfort Xu Muzhou blindly. She knew very well that the more hope you have, the more you will miss.

What they have to do is face the problem head on and remain determined to never give up.

Xiao Qingru was watching the doctor while he was doing acupuncture. She didn't understand the professional stuff, but she still wanted to learn more.

After finishing the acupuncture and resting for half an hour, the doctor came to move Xu Muzhou's legs.

This time, Xiao Qingru watched it more carefully, and remembered every detail in her heart.

After being discharged from the hospital, she will be the only one who can do these things for Xu Muzhou. It is right to learn them more carefully now.

After being married for more than a year, Xu Muzhou still understood Xiao Qingru very well and knew what she was thinking at a glance.

Whenever he thought about how much his wife had to do for him, Xu Muzhou felt extremely uncomfortable.

It should be him who protects her and pampers her.

Xu's parents came in a hurry, both of them were dusty and looked haggard.

When he arrived at the ward, Xu Muzhou had just finished his first day of rehabilitation.

Xu's mother, such a strong woman, suddenly burst into tears.

"Mom, I'm fine."

Mother Xu was speechless and just kept nodding.

Everyone present was moved.

When parents send their children on this path, perhaps they have imagined the worst-case scenario thousands of times.

But when it really happens, you will understand how heartbreaking it is.

Xiao Qingru couldn't bear to see this kind of scene, and was afraid that she would cry again, so she could only go outside under the pretext of getting some hot water.

Xiao Huaishu followed her out, and the brother and sister sat on a bench and talked.

"What are you going to do next?"

Xiao Qingru lowered her eyes and said, "First, recover here for two months to see how it goes. If it doesn't work, go back to Beijing. The medical conditions there are much better."

"What about your job?"

Xiao Qingru pursed her lips and said, "I want to apply to the organization and retire next year."

As her biological brother, Xiao Huaishu knows how much his sister loves this career.

I also know how much effort she has put in for this.

When he first joined the art troupe, in order to prove that he got in through his own strength, he heard his sister practicing dancing in the dance studio countless times late at night.

Her career has just started and there are endless possibilities in the future.

Xiao Huaishu knew that there was no other choice. Xu Muzhou was Qingru's husband, and they should face the ups and downs together.

But he still felt regretful and heartbroken.

An accident shattered both people's ideals.