Chapter 30 Habit is a terrible thing

Xu Muzhou had gone on a mission, and Xiao Qingru was still a little uncomfortable after not seeing him for a few days.

Silently planning the time when that person would come back.

"Missing Xu Muzhou?"

"He said he would treat me to dinner when he came back."

Song Yuan gave her a look that seemed to say, "Just pretend."

"Habit is a terrible thing."

Xiao Qingru sighed, "Teacher Song speaks more seriously. I have only known him for a short time, how can I get used to it?"

"So this is the magic of fate. Some people will never miss each other for their entire lives, while some people only exist for a short while, and once they leave, they will be missed by others."

Xiao Qingru frowned and said, "You are so experienced. It seems that you are thinking of Comrade Qin."

"Don't talk nonsense. We haven't even started writing yet."

"This is not like your style. Don't you always advocate taking the initiative when you meet someone or something you like?"

Song Yuan showed a rare look of sadness on her face. "His family situation is special. My parents will not agree to me being with him, and I am afraid of involving my family."

Xiao Qingru understood what she meant without having to say it explicitly.

Poor family formation is indeed a problem.

"So what are you going to do?"

"I'll just say this for now. Anyway, we're not dating anyone. Maybe one day I'll fall in love with someone else, so you don't have to worry about this issue."

Xiao Qingru didn't know how to comfort Song Yuan, so she could only accompany her quietly.

"Actually, I want to be brave for once, but when I think about the price of being brave that might affect my family, I don't dare to do anything reckless."

It's right for her to pursue her own love, but she can't use others as a cushion.

If she gets her family involved, she will never forgive herself in her life.

"Forget it, I don't want to think about these things anymore. Love is not a necessity in life anyway. It's right to cherish everything we have now."

Although Song Yuan was smiling, Xiao Qingru saw the sadness hidden in her eyes.

Some problems can be overcome, but some problems can never be crossed.

"Be nice to yourself and put yourself first in everything, and you will feel much easier."

Song Yuan smiled and said, "That's what I think, so I won't pursue love blindly, because if I pursue something vain, I will lose everything in the present. I can't do it even if my head is stuck in the door."

Talking too much about this topic would only cause more trouble. He patted Xiao Qingru on the shoulder and said, "Let's go to the banquet."

Today is the day of Jiang Chuan and Du Wanqiu's wedding, and both the Xiao family and the Song family have received invitations.

"No."

Xiao Qingru sat at the desk and took out a book to read.

Song Yuan was surprised, "Didn't you say before that you were waiting for the banquet?"

"It's disgusting to see disgusting people. Besides, what else can I get if I go there except being treated like a monkey?"

"It can annoy Du Wanqiu."

"Even if I offend her, it won't change the fact that I will be treated like a monkey."

Xiao Qingru's expression was very calm, and Song Yuan couldn't help but ask: "You really don't like Jiang Chuan anymore? Not at all?"

"If you were me, would you still like him?"

"It's good enough that I didn't beat him up, what the hell do you like about him!"

Xiao Qingru raised her chin and said, "So why should I still like him?"

The scar has healed and the pain has been forgotten. Only a fool would fall into the same pit twice.

Xiao Qingru originally thought that it was very difficult to remove a person from one's heart.

But after she actually experienced it, she realized that some feelings can disappear completely in an instant.

Xiao Qingru didn't want to become a topic of conversation for others. Looking at Jiang Chuan and Du Wanqiu for even a second longer was a torture to her eyes.

"If you don't go, people might think you're hiding at home and feeling sad."

"Whatever they say?"

Song Yuan was stunned for a moment, then raised her thumb, "Comrade Xiao, you are very conscious."

Life is your own. As long as you don't care about what others think, your life will be much easier.

Xiao Qingru said: "If you want to go to the banquet, it's not too late to go now."

"If you don't go, I won't go either."

“It’s a waste if you don’t eat it.”

"That's right, I want to see what they can come up with for their wedding!"

Song Yuan left in a hurry. Xiao Qingru shook her head helplessly and opened the window. "Teacher Song, control your emotions."

"Don't worry, I'm just going to watch the show. I won't mess things up."

Xiao Qingru was the only one left at home, and her thoughts couldn't help but drift away. When Xu Muzhou finished his mission, the Spring Festival was approaching.

Will he stay in the northwest today?