Chapter 162: People Really Look Down on Me
Maybe today was just a farewell after a long separation for her, but for Song Yanzhou it was much more than that, it was almost a separation of life and death.
When he fell down the hillside and thought he was going to die, her figure appeared in his mind, and he suddenly realized his feelings for her.
It was not about giving her special care as a "wife" like "doing her job well", but about doing what her heart desired.
At that moment, he actually felt a little regretful, regretting that he had not realized his feelings earlier.
It turned out that the absolute rationality he once pursued was also a deception, making him unable to distinguish between truth and falsehood under rational analysis.
He didn't have the time to truly, clearly and soberly love her.
Just like - now.
More than ever, I could feel the emotions swelling in my chest, and the emotions that were being moved by her.
He was indeed a little nervous and worried, not because he was not confident in himself, but because he was worried that the timing was wrong and would disturb her, so he didn't dare to tell her directly about his feelings.
But he did not show any fear or retreat. Instead, he looked forward to entering her world silently and walking with her in life.
Before she completely fell in love with him...
Song Yanzhou suddenly looked at her and chuckled twice. Ye Mu heard his laughter and asked curiously:
"What are you grinning about?"
Song Yanzhou really became weird and even smiled foolishly by himself.
Ye Mu said hesitantly: "Do you want to... have a brain examination?"
Song Yanzhou was speechless for a moment: "..." He didn't know what to say.
However, before Song Yanzhou could answer, the nurse pushed the things needed to change Song Yanzhou's dressing to the door of the ward.
He looked into the ward, his mouth twitched and he said:
"What are you doing?"
Ye Mu got down from the bed very quickly, sat on the stool beside the bed and said:
"Sit down for a moment."
The nurse was too lazy to say more. Who knew that he went to get the medicine, and when he came back he saw Ye Mu, who was accompanying the patient, sitting on the bed.
It was understandable that she was sitting by the bed, but who could have imagined that she would be sitting half of her body at the head of the bed, talking and laughing with Song Yanzhou, as if she had become Song Yanzhou's fellow patient sleeping in the same bed.
Song Yanzhou glanced at Ye Mu with a smile, then looked at the nurse and explained, "Nurse Chen, she is my wife."
The nurse in charge of Song Yanzhou was named Chen Dan. He said speechlessly: "Who doesn't know? But even if you are my mother, please don't disturb the patient's rest when you come to visit."
Ye Mu was about to speak, but Song Yanzhou nodded before her: "I'll pay attention next time."
Chen Dan was even more speechless now. Forget it, he should just stop talking. He was so jealous.
Since Song Yanzhou had taken it all on his own, Ye Mu simply pretended nothing had happened and watched Chen Dan untie the bandages for Song Yanzhou.
Only after Chen Dan removed the bandages on Song Yanzhou's body did Ye Mu see how serious his injuries were.
The bruises on his body from fighting with others were the lightest injuries. Judging from the wounds, he had fallen from a height, with large areas of abrasions on his flesh. The wounds were quite deep, and after the medicine was cleaned off, they became a bloody mess.
No wonder the bandage covers such a large area.
If I didn't wrap it with a bandage and lie down to sleep for a night, all the medicine would be absorbed by the sheets.
But such skin injuries were not the most serious injuries on his body.
The most serious injuries were on his right hand and the leg that was slightly hanging.
They were all gunshot wounds, especially the right leg. There was more than one gunshot wound on the back of the thigh. It was probably because when Song Yanzhou was being chased by the enemy, he did not have time to dodge and was shot in the leg.
And... because it was sunny during the time he was on the mission, the wound must have become inflamed and is extremely serious.
It makes people unable to bear to look at it any more.
Song Yanzhou knew that the injuries on his body would look scary, so he kept paying attention to Ye Mu. Seeing that she looked serious and frowned, he said:
"Don't worry, it will be fine. This little pain is nothing."
But his forehead was clearly sweating from the pain of changing the dressing, and his face had turned a bit pale, but even though he spoke steadily, there was no sign of pain in his voice.
It was impossible for Ye Mu to ignore the wounds on his body. She believed more in a person's physiological reactions.
She didn't respond to Song Yanzhou, but just sat aside, watching Chen Dan clean his wound and change the bandages. Song Yanzhou wanted to tell her to stop watching, as the bloody mess could easily make people feel physically nauseous and fearful.
He didn't want her to feel repulsive towards him because of this injury.
But just as he opened his mouth, before he could say anything, Ye Mu glanced at him and said unceremoniously:
"Don't talk, and cooperate with the nurse in changing the dressing."
Song Yanzhou had no choice but to shut up again. At this moment, he inexplicably didn't dare to refute her. He had a hunch that if he really said something now, Ye Mu's expression might become even colder.
What made him feel more at ease was that she didn't show any fear at all because of the wounds on her body.
He was quite brave, much braver than he had expected.
But it's also true. If she wasn't brave, how could she have dared to follow Wu Yueying into the forest when it was almost dark?
But it still surprised him that she could face such a bloody wound without disgust or fear.
The wound on his body was not as simple as a knife cutting the skin and causing some bleeding.
Especially the gunshot wounds on his body. The wounds left after the bullets were taken out were very hideous and bloody. The wound on his leg had later become inflamed and festered. Otherwise, his movements would not have been so restricted, and it would not have been so easy for those people to catch up with him.
After all, two fists are no match for four hands. He was alone and had run out of bullets. If he just wanted to escape, it would be very easy for him, but he had to leave traces to lure away the enemy and buy time for Qin Qingfeng and the others to retreat.
We must catch these fish firmly so that they won’t look back and find that Qin Qingfeng and his men have moved away.
After Chen Dan changed the medicine, he helped Song Yanzhou sit down again and said:
"Don't move around anymore. Your injuries are hard to heal, especially your leg. It takes a hundred days to heal a broken bone. The doctor has also said that if you don't recover properly, Captain Song, you will no longer be fit to stay in the army. Even if you recover, you may still have hidden injuries."
Song Yanzhou nodded and said that he would take good care of his injuries. Only then did Chen Dan leave with satisfaction.
Ye Mu looked at his expression and studied it for a while, and found that he did not show any sign of frustration.
Song Yanzhou asked, "Why are you looking at me like that? If you have anything to say, just say it."
She seemed to be hesitant to speak, which made him very uncomfortable.
Ye Mu said: "Nurse Chen said that you can't stay in the army if you don't recover properly. You don't seem to care about this matter?"
Seeing that she was concerned about this, Song Yanzhou couldn't help but smile and said:
"Even if I can't stay in the army, it will only have a small impact on me."
Ye Mu was puzzled: "Didn't you join the army for your ideals?"
If he left the army, how could he realize his ideals of making the country strong, changing the current situation, and stopping innocent people from being wrongfully killed?
Song Yanzhou looked at her puzzled expression and couldn't help but raised his hand to rub her head and said:
"You are still young. Although you are smart, there are some things you may not understand."
Ye Mu: “?” She strongly disagreed with what Song Yanzhou said.
This is really, really underestimated by him.
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