Chapter 353 Do you still want to meet Han Suijing?
Under the eaves, the casual chat a moment ago became stiff.
It took a long time for her to find her voice again. Wang Ziru looked up and down at the thin and unrecognizable girl from the Xia family. "Did you have a serious illness? You are so weak."
Xia Yunshu had tears in his eyes and sniffed his sour nose. "Well, today I finally understand that you may be the only one in this world who doesn't think I'm crazy, because you don't belong to this body either, right?"
“……”Wang Ziru let out a long breath of foul air.
To be honest, she was so shocked by the girl's words that her limbs were shaking.
After a long while, she gradually showed a calm expression and swallowed her strong breath. "So, you came to the army to see me today, right?"
"You could say that," Xia Yunshu's face was pale, and even her smile was so weak and difficult. She looked at the familiar face, "Yesterday, I met Commander Duan, and he told me that he could help me meet with Han Suijing."
"You... miss Han Suijing and Baoer a lot?"
"Yes." She said softly, with a smile on her face. "But I can see that Baoer may not want to see my face. It's not pretty, and I don't have the gentleness of a mother."
Tears fell.
That kind of timidity of wanting to see it but not daring to do so fell into Wang Ziru's eyes and hurt her.
"As long as Bao'er is alive and well, it's okay for me not to see him." Thinking of this, Xia Yunshu raised her hand and wiped away her tears with her sleeve, then raised her head, "I'm very happy to see that you are living well here."
Even though it was sunny outside, Wang Ziru was able to notice that she was shivering slightly. Was she cold? Or was she deeply frightened?
She felt uncomfortable hearing that tone.
"Can you tell me something about Bao Er? Has he grown taller? Does he have nightmares at night?"
Suddenly, Wang Ziru realized that the child, who had never had nightmares, had been sleeping restlessly at night recently. He was always awakened by nightmares and said that his mother was calling him.
Could it be that it was her mother's call that broke into Baoer's dream?
The voice in Wang Ziru's heart that said "I'll ask Baoer to come back for you to see him" was suppressed.
After a while, she said in a sad voice, "You are not fit to see the child in your current state. At least go home and take care of yourself, and return to your energetic self as Xia Yunshu. Then, even if you look strange, Baoer will not be opposed to meeting you."
"Really?" The desire and hope to survive gradually ignited in Xia Yunshu's eyes.
"Yes! I won't lie to you." Wang Ziru had already seen that she was in a serious condition when they first met, but she held back until now because she didn't want to scare the girl. "Do you still want to continue living as Xia Yunshu?"
Xia Yunshu smiled weakly and nodded somewhat embarrassedly.
"Well, since you want to live, I will help you." Wang Ziru gradually regained her composure and said calmly, "First, you have to accept this body from the bottom of your heart and reconcile with Xia Yunshu. Do you understand?"
Xia Yunshu's eyes flashed with sadness. She turned away and held back her tears. "The Xia family already knows that I'm not their daughter. How can I continue to live as Xia Yunshu?"
"What did you say? The Xia family knows that you are not Xia Yunshu?!"
Wang Ziru was extremely shocked. She thought she was the only one who knew about this.
Could it be that...
A deep sense of panic surged into my heart.
She narrowed her eyes and asked hurriedly, "Have you told the Xia family about this?"
Xia Yunshu nodded slightly. "So from the beginning of the year until now, these few months, they have locked me up in a mental hospital. I have cried out to the heavens and the earth but no one has responded, and that is why I am in this state."
"You are so stupid!"
"You scolded me?" Xia Yunshu looked aggrieved. "Do you think I can't compare to Xia Yunshu who is proficient in music, chess, calligraphy and painting, and look down on me? I can't remember anything now, let alone playing the piano and writing."
"I'm not scolding you!" Wang Ziru waved her hands and sighed helplessly: "If you tell anyone about this, everyone will think you're crazy! So, from now on, this matter ends here! Remember, you are Xia Yunshu, you just got sick, it's normal to forget some things."
Xia Yunshu's eyes gradually warmed up as he looked at the familiar face, yet the unfamiliar expression.
After a pause, she swallowed and asked, "Won't others get suspicious?"
"As long as you deny it and don't say a word, who would dare to do anything to you? I heard that the Xia family is a family of scholars. Just think of it as the end of your suffering. Use another way to regain your life and live a new life. Do you understand?"
"I know what you mean, what about you?"
"Me? Do I have any problem?" Wang Ziru looked down at herself, then raised her eyes, "Do you still want to rekindle your old relationship with Han Suijing?"
Xia Yunshu pursed his lips, gritted his teeth, and shook his head, saying, "He has already fallen in love with you for who you are. He won't like me. Besides, when I met him at the beginning of the year, I told him everything so clearly, but he still didn't believe me."
Wang Ziru slapped herself in the face, really worried about the original owner's IQ.
"Just tell me, besides the Xia family and Han Suijing, who else has heard you talk about this?"
Xia Yunshu clenched her palms tightly, "Commander Duan also knows... Yesterday I asked him to help me meet Han Suijing. Could he have already met with Han Suijing and told him about this?"
Hearing this, Wang Ziru leaned back in her chair.
With Commander Duan's intelligence and extremely smart mind, how could he not believe her?
No wonder he called Han Suijing yesterday and only asked him to take Baoer back to Kunming City, but did not tell her to go back to the city with him. It turned out that he wanted to give Han Suijing a scare!
The commander really has good intentions.
Xia Yunshu asked nervously, "Will they send me to a mental hospital again?"
“No!” Wang Zi kept waving her hands, her aura very calm. “Remember, from now on, no matter who has heard your crazy words before, let them think that you are not in your right mind and talking nonsense, and never tell anyone about this matter again.”
"Then go back to the Xia family, go back to your own home, take care of yourself, and slowly learn to regain the skills that Xia Yunshu is proficient in..."
Xia Yunshu lowered his head: "I..."
This girl is wavering and seems to be struggling fiercely in her heart. She is not quite sure whether to live like someone else.
Wang Ziru took it all in, her eyes calm and her tone serious: "Do you still want to stay in this world?"
"Yes." Her voice was soft, as gentle as a feather passing through the air.
"I understand what you mean. If you want to live with this body, it's not impossible to change it! The most urgent thing is to change your mind and accept everything about Xia Yunshu's identity, just like me in front of you. From the moment I opened my eyes, I truly accepted from the bottom of my heart that I had a child, a poor in-law family, and a fickle husband..."
Only then did Wang Ziru come to her senses.
They had been chatting for quite some time, but Xia Yunshu had never mentioned Zhai Ximo. It seemed that the bastard did not leave a good impression on her.
That’s right. After being married to the Zhai family for five years, I have not received a penny from the man, nor have I received any care from him.
It would be strange if I still miss him at this time.
"Do you still want to meet Han Suijing?"
"think."
"Then you should at least take care of yourself and appear in your best appearance when you meet him." Wang Ziru frowned, and with an almost direct feeling, she slowly raised her cheeks. Suddenly, the strong and dazzling sunlight shone on her face, causing her eyes to close slightly out of habit.
There was a slight pain deep in my heart.
"I know a little bit about Chinese medicine. I can prescribe some Chinese medicine for you. After you go back, you can follow my prescription and take the Chinese medicine for three consecutive months to get your body in good shape. Then you can think about whether you still want to see Han Suijing."
Xia Yunshu's face gradually turned red, and he smiled calmly, "I'll listen to you, but I don't want to meet Han Suijing like this in the future. He won't like Xia Yunshu either."
Half an hour later.
Wang Ziru took the half bowl of rice, which she couldn't finish at all, back to the stove.
When he came out, he went to the yard and got a hoe. "Uncle Yang, I want to ask you for something. The basil and cinnamon growing next to your yard are very lush. Miss Xia likes them very much. I'll dig two and let her take them back to grow."
Old Man Yang came out of the main room and said with a smile: "Dig a few more for her. We have plenty of these in the mountains."
"That's fine."
Old man Yang walked over, took the hoe, and readily helped them dig up two basil and cinnamon trees. He wrapped the roots with soil, then wrapped them with a layer of plastic paper, and tied the roots with hemp rope.
Then put it in a urea bag and carry it.
When sending Xia Yunshu out of the village, Wang Ziru explained, "You may not understand why I gave you this tree, because your Yang energy is too weak."
"Perilla is a plant with strong yang energy, which can replenish yang and drive away evil spirits; cinnamon is also a plant that replenishes yang energy, and has a strong penetrating power. If you take it back to Dali and take care of it, combined with Chinese medicine, within three months, you will be back to your full of vitality."
Xia Yunshu followed closely behind her and said "thank you" in a soft voice.
"You're welcome! I believe that within a year, you will be able to live freely in this world like me." Wang Ziru said, turning her head.
The two of them walked through the village paths and returned to the highway.
It wasn't long before they arrived at the military base. When they passed the sentry post, Wang Ziru stopped and asked, "Can I borrow your paper and pen?"
All the sentries recognized her. They saw that my sister-in-law went to the village to farm in the morning and came back after noon.
With joyful looks on their faces, a sentry hurried back to the sentry office and found a unit paper and a pen from the drawer.
Wang Ziru sat down at the sentry post and immediately took Xia Yunshu's pulse.
Then he wrote three prescriptions, handed them to her, and said, "I have marked the order on them. You should follow this order to get the medicines and take them strictly. You will recover soon."
Xia Yunshu gently folded up the prescription and put it in his pocket, saying gratefully, "You are such a nice person. Unlike those people, they looked at me as if they had seen a ghost and were frightened."
"It's okay, I understand how you feel."
The two men came out of the sentry post and walked into the troops. Two supply trucks had already turned around and were waiting there.
Xia Yunshu suddenly quickened his pace and caught up with the woman who was walking briskly. He said seriously, "I, I want to ask you for a favor."
"You said that I would definitely help you in any way I can. After all, you are Baoer's biological mother." Although the words were so light, Wang Ziru's heart still skipped a beat. She felt that this favor might mean letting her leave Han Suijing.
But Xia Yunshu said shyly, "When I get better, I want to marry Han Tingzhang. Can you help me?"