Xu Feiming also regretted it.
What is this all about? If you're too familiar with it, you lose all sense of boundaries. For Xu Feiming, this means making a mistake.
I don't know how to face Lu He after today. In Lu He's heart, has he become someone who harasses her?
Xu Feiming didn't sleep well all night because of this.
Lu He was so nervous and shy about what happened that she gradually fell asleep.
Lu He was fast asleep, but Xu Feiming lay on his side, staring at the sleeping Lu He.
[Do I like Lu He? She's the first girl I've ever had such an intimate conversation with. Was my behavior just now something I didn't even realize?]
No, I can't have that thought!
Xu Feiming tried hard to force himself not to think about it, but he just couldn't. Every time he closed his eyes, all he could see was Lu He's smiling face.
Ever since he returned to his unit after the last Chinese New Year, Xu Feiming has been dreaming about Lu He's appearance.
Xu Feiming also began to seriously consider whether it was really love. This was too dangerous!
Lu He has someone she likes, so it's inappropriate for them to only accept one.
Lu He was there when Xu Feiming was caught in a state of self-doubt.
She also dreamt of a completely different version of herself.
Wearing sexy clothes, seeing Xu Feiming's flushed face and the look in his eyes as he looked at Lu He, love and desire surged forth. He reached out and pulled Lu He to sit directly on his lap, about to kiss him.
Startled, Lu He woke up from her dream and sat up abruptly.
Completely unable to believe she was having such a dream, Lu He dreamt she was wearing a sexy dress, revealing her shoulders and long legs, practically naked, her eyes alluringly seducing Xu Feiming.
I woke up to find it was a dream and breathed a sigh of relief.
When she realized it was already daylight, Lu He thought about having to face Xu Feiming later, and she bit her lip awkwardly, feeling so embarrassed she could pick her toes.
Xu Feiming came in from outside, holding food in his hand, and met Lu He's gaze.
“Fei…Fei Ming Ge?” Lu He looked up at Xu Feiming, and her face instantly turned red when she thought of Xu Feiming in her dream.
Xu Feiming also tried to suppress his guilt and said, "Get up, go wash up and have lunch. This is a boxed meal I bought from the flight attendant."
These boxed meals were delivered by train attendants at the stopover stations. They were all locally made hot dishes, and each meal cost three yuan.
"Uh-huh."
Lu He threw back the covers, found her towel, and went to the bathroom to wash her face.
As Lu He got up and left, Xu Feiming breathed a sigh of relief the moment he stepped out of the private room. For some reason, seeing Lu He now felt like seeing a mountain.
While Lu He went to wash her face, Xu Feiming looked at his lunchbox, unsure whether to eat it or not.
We were getting along so well before, but suddenly things changed.
Lu He thought about this on the way.
After a while, I arrived at the restroom, opened the door directly. This restroom was unisex, and when I pushed it open, I saw people kissing inside.
Lu He's eyes widened in surprise.
The two people, who were very close, left feeling awkward and scared. If others found out or reported them, their lives would be ruined.
Lu He turned around anxiously, pretending not to see anything, and they immediately turned around in the direction they had left.
Lu He didn't go in to wash her face until the couple had walked away.
The bathroom reeked of smoke, it was really pungent. Lu He left after washing her face.
On the way back to the carriage, Lu He was very nervous and conflicted.
Standing at the door, Lu He took a deep breath, wondering whether to go in or not. What else could she do if she didn't go in?
Xu Feiming saw only a faint, double image, and he knew she was standing at the door, too afraid to come in.
After mentally preparing himself, Xu Feiming stood up and walked towards the door.
"Never mind, let's go in!" Lu He took a deep breath and was about to step inside.
Upon meeting head-on, Lu He collided directly with Xu Feiming's pectoral muscles.
Xu Feiming saw Lu He backing away and reached out to stop her around the waist.
They hugged each other again, completely naked.
Lu He placed her hands on Xu Feiming's chest, and their eyes met.
Xu Feiming quickly released Lu He, his eyes darting around. The train police came from the front carriage to ask for her, and Xu Feiming stepped aside to let Lu He in.
"Let's eat." Xu Feiming sat down and helped Lu He open the lid of his lunchbox.
Lu He walked to her bed and sat down, glanced at Xu Feiming, picked up her chopsticks and continued eating.
After dinner, we just sat there listlessly until evening.
Liu Yashi sent someone to pick up Xu Feiming and Lu He. At 8 p.m., after arriving at the station, Xu Feiming carried the luggage and got off the car with Lu He.
As soon as they got out of the car, they saw Liu Yashi's driver coming to pick them up. The driver, Xiao Li, knew Lu He.
As Lu He got into the car to go back, she was already looking forward to it and very happy.
Xu Feiming sat in the front and saw Lu He's obvious happiness in the rearview mirror, but he didn't feel the same anticipation.
The car stopped at the entrance of the family compound, and Lu He waited for Xu Feiming to come out with his luggage.
"I can handle it." After Xu Feiming took out his luggage, he saw that she was about to reach for it, so he told Lu He that he could take it.
Lu He did not refuse and walked in right in front of Xu Feiming.
Lu He walked quickly and excitedly, thinking about seeing her brother and sister-in-law soon.
"Lu He? You're back?" Xia Xiaoli returned from a walk with Li Qingming after dinner and saw this familiar figure.
So he started to greet them.
Lu He turned around to look at Hua Lu He, who was wearing a beautiful dress and had her hair tied in a pretty ponytail. She looked much more confident and beautiful than before.
"Xiaoli!"
Good friends always cherish each other when they meet, hugging each other and being incredibly happy.
"Lu He, you're really back! How long will you be back this time?" Xia Xiaoli and Lu He often exchanged letters and discussed work matters, and they both longed to see each other again.
Li Qingming watched as Xia Xiaoli and Lu He hugged for so long without separating, and watched from the side.
“You don’t know, I’ve always wanted to visit you in Beijing. I wrote you a letter. I’m going to Beijing to study after the National Day holiday. I heard that they’re introducing new surgical techniques, and people from every hospital are going there to learn. I’m so happy to see you.”
After Xia Xiaoli released Lu He's embrace, she held onto Lu He tightly with both hands, unwilling to let go.
Lu He looked Xia Xiaoli up and down and said, "Xiaoli, you've become even more beautiful."
"I've just gotten fat." Xia Xiaoli looked at Li Qingming, thinking about how she couldn't fit into her old clothes anymore. "It's all your fault, you've turned me into a pig."
Li Qingming was shot even though he was standing to the side; he was truly innocent.
Li Qingming glanced awkwardly at Xu Feiming next to Lu He. He had never seen him before, but he felt that the man looked familiar and resembled someone he had met before. He couldn't remember him for a moment.
“You’ve gained weight because of the stress at work. Mom and I are worried about your health.” Li Qingming and his mother, Zhang Hehua, prepared a lot of delicious food for Xia Xiaoli, worried that she was too tired from working the night shift and wanted to give her more nourishment.
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