Chapter 478 Past and Present Life
What's more, she said she was married to the gangster, but they actually just set up two tables in the countryside and didn't even get a marriage certificate. Now they have nowhere to go if they want to divorce.
She remembered in her dream that when her aunt found her later, she saw the disappointed look in her eyes. She would never forget it.
So later, when her parents came to her and helped her move to the city under the pretext of doing good for her, she was excited and happy. She finally got her happy ending after all the hardships she had endured, and she was loved by her parents.
But what she didn't know was that it was another milestone in her tragic fate.
The reason her parents brought her back to the city was just for the kidney in her body!
The reason was that their eldest daughter, Yoona, had spent her early years in extravagance and damaged her kidneys, causing her to suffer from uremia. The best solution was to have a kidney transplant, so they decided to take care of her.
After one of her kidneys was removed, her body collapsed.
But they still didn't care. Having tasted the sweetness, they took a liver and a pair of corneas from her body...
By then, I was no longer of any use to them and was thrown into the basement by my parents.
Is it because it costs too much money to run her business with her sick body, or is it because being blind is a burden and too embarrassing?
She was locked in the basement and had three meals a day at first. But then she didn’t even get any food for three days. She starved to death.
Whenever Huang Qin thought about the last days of her life, she would live in darkness, and her tears would flow uncontrollably.
"Aunt, I was wrong! I was really wrong... Please don't abandon me, don't ignore me..."
"Why are you crying, kid? When did your aunt say she didn't want you anymore? Come on, wipe your tears and snot. Look, Yaya and Zhuangzhuang are back. If they see me, they will definitely say that I treated you unfairly. I have to stand up for you."
Before Huang Xinran finished speaking, Yaya came in.
As soon as he saw Huang Qin coming, still crying, the child immediately started yelling.
"Mom, why did you make my cousin cry? Did you force her to get into a good school again? I've already told you, not everyone is a brother! If my cousin doesn't want to go to college, then she doesn't have to. Why did you force her?"
Yaya was still mumbling, and Huangqin's tears flowed even harder.
Yes!
She is back.
Back to my childhood, back to the eve of the college entrance examination, back to the time when everything was still possible to change my fate.
Scutellaria baicalensis cried and laughed.
Yaya thought she was really wronged and rushed to comfort her. Even Zhuangzhuang, the silly boy, accompanied her silently.
Huang Qin remembered that in his dreams, his cousin also lived a very fulfilling life.
She had met him before when her parents brought her back to the city from the countryside. At that time, her cousin had already married but had no children. She was over 30 years old but still well-maintained and radiant. She seemed to be glowing.
When faced with her aunt's urging for a baby, she argued back and urged her aunt and uncle to have another child.
The young aunt was so angry that she wanted to hit someone. She was already over 50 years old, and she still wanted to have another child?
Are you giving birth to a villain?
As for later, she was tortured to the point where she would rather die than live, and by then she had completely torn her relationship with her aunt, causing her aunt to be completely disappointed in her, abandon her, and no longer care about her.
She also tried to contact this cousin, but unfortunately, her parents had the foresight to stop her.
She also missed the last chance to ask for help.
"cousin……"
Huang Qin held Ya Ya in his arms and cried loudly. Ya Ya was so upset that she was at a loss. Huang Qin finally managed to calm her down, and the family gathered together to eat.
Lu Yunchen is not here today, and Maomao is not here either.
One of the two men was flying around in the sky making endless money, while the other followed him back and forth, either participating in various competitions or going to his company.
The dinner was very light, Huang Xinran was so eager to use the serving chopsticks to pick up food for Huang Qin, which caused Yaya to complain.
Don’t be fooled by Yaya’s happy words now, in her dreams, this cousin doesn’t take good care of her.
It's a pity that she brought her own death upon herself and ended up destroying herself...
Huangqin had no appetite at night, but he still ate a lot. He successfully ate himself up.
After dinner, the Lu family was very lively. Yaya was like a child king, playing with Zhuangzhuang in a hurry. She didn't even care about her ladylike image and rode her cousin like a horse. Zhuangzhuang was also used to her, letting her ride on his shoulders and carrying her around the living room.
It was not until Huang Xinran came out after washing up that he stopped the child's prank.
But Zhuangzhuang hasn't had enough fun and is clamoring to continue playing.
Huang Xinran sometimes wondered if this child had some hobbies that were not worth telling others about.
After the children went back to their rooms, Huang Xinran walked into Huang Qin's room.
Huangqin didn't sleep.
He was hugging the quilt in a daze. When he saw her come in, his eyes lit up immediately.
"I've been having nightmares lately and I've woken up a lot. Now that you're here, can you sleep with me for a while?"
"Yes, aunt."
Huang Qin took the initiative to open her arms to welcome Huang Xinran. After Huang Xinran got into the quilt, she quickly came up and hugged her waist.
"Scutellaria, people need to look forward."
Huang Xinran's heart was actually in a mess, but with this period of time to buffer, she became much more sober.
"Look, whether you are talking about a dream or you are really reborn, at least now is your brand new life. We cannot change the past, but the future is still in our own hands. Instead of constantly thinking about the past and wasting the present, it is better to grasp the present and create a better future."
"Look, you are now facing the critical period of the college entrance examination. No matter what your results are, you should try your best. If not for anything else, just for your own responsibility for your own life. Just trust me once, I won't hurt you."
"As for your parents... Huang Qin, not every parent is a parent. They could be someone else's parents. It's just that your fate with them is too shallow! I'm not saying this to ask you to let go of your hatred and resentment. Instead, I want to tell you that before you can get rid of hatred and resentment, you have to live a good life first. When you are rich, you can look back and take revenge if you have hatred or resentment."
"Don't let the illusory past ruin your new self. Do you know that your new life now may be the result of your thousands of wishes in front of Buddha in your previous life? Are you really willing to let all your efforts in the past go to waste?"
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"Yes, you are right. Auntie..."
Huang Qin hugged her tightly, buried his head in her chest, and burst into tears: "Aunt, I was wrong! I was wrong, I was bewitched, I am not a human being... I brought this upon myself, I..."
"Cry, cry, silly child!"
Huang Xinran patted her shoulder and comforted her: "Now that you're done crying, do what you should do next. Stay away from people and things that you shouldn't be close to. If you encounter something that you can't solve, don't worry, your aunt is here. As long as you tell your aunt, she will definitely help you."
"Well, you are so nice, aunt!"
Huang Qin cried bitterly and fell asleep in her arms again.
She got up before daybreak the next day.
It was not even five o'clock yet, and this was exactly the time in her dreams when she woke up early every day to cook, wash clothes, and prepare pig food for the whole family. But now that she was awake, she felt like she was dreaming.
The nanny also woke up, and when she saw her going downstairs, her sleepiness disappeared immediately.
"My cousin is up. Please wait a moment, I will bring breakfast right up."
When Huangqin finished washing up, the jam bread and milk were already on the table. After Huangqin finished eating, he began to think about his future.