When Shen Anyian walked back to the room, he noticed his subtle changes.
Although he was the same person, the way he looked at himself seemed to have become much warmer.
This discovery made her feel a little nervous, but also a little inexplicably happy.
She felt nervous and shy at the thought that they would be sleeping in the same bed again tonight.
There is a huge difference between the two of them in terms of physique and physical strength.
She wasn't really against his closeness right now, but when he was sweating profusely, he was very scary, his muscles tense and full of strength, as if he wanted to tear her apart...
It was not what she had imagined at all.
She wanted a gentle and considerate lover who could soothe her nervous emotions gently, instead of wanting to chew her up and swallow her.
Qin Zhengqi didn't know what she was thinking. Seeing her looking at him with her big wet eyes, with a charming look in the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, and her cheeks flushed, he almost couldn't control himself.
But as soon as Shen Anyian met his gaze, she immediately looked away, not daring to look at him again.
Is he too scary?
Scared her?
Shen Anyian was frightened by his gaze just now and lay on the bed sideways.
The room was dark. Qin Zhengqi had turned off the lights. The footsteps were getting closer and closer, approaching the bed.
Her body tensed up visibly, becoming as stiff as a rock.
Qin Zhengqi was lying beside her and naturally noticed her nervousness.
She seemed afraid of herself.
When facing other people, whether it is her parents or her elder brother and sister-in-law, she is always very relaxed.
But when she was with herself, she was very tense.
Since he wanted to spend his whole life with Shen Annian, he would naturally be dissatisfied with this situation.
If I keep waiting for her to accept and accommodate me, it would be too passive.
How could a soldier like him put himself in a passive position?
Only by taking the initiative can you gain the initiative.
He had to find a way to break the situation, or at least figure out why she was so afraid of him.
"Are you afraid of me?"
Shen Annian felt a little uncomfortable when he felt the hot breath on his head.
But it seemed very rude to talk to him with my back to him.
She turned over and lay flat, her shoulder accidentally touching Qin Zhengqi's shoulder, and she subconsciously wanted to move away.
Thinking of what Qin Zhengqi had just asked her if she was afraid of him, she forced herself not to move and then shook her head.
She wasn't lying.
It's not so much that she's afraid of him, but rather that she doesn't know how to get along with him.
Their relationship was too awkward.
To say they are close is because they have known each other for too short a time.
You could say they were strangers, but they were married and had the most intimate relationship.
Shen Annian didn't know how to deal with such a relationship.
I don’t know if it’s because Qin Zhengqi has been in the army for many years, but he looks very serious. When he has no expression, he seems very cold.
Being with him makes people feel very restrained, for fear of making him unhappy and getting scolded.
"I feel like you're afraid of me. You treat me differently than you treat others. You joke with others, but rarely with me. Am I making you nervous?"
Shen Annian didn't expect him to be so perceptive, but she didn't intend to deny it.
"I'm a little nervous in front of you. You're different from the others. You look... a little fierce."
A bit fierce.
Qin Zhengqi didn't expect that he would be such an image in her mind.
If the lights were on now, Shen Annian would take a look at Qin Zhengqi's face and would know how wonderful his expression was at the moment.
But now the room was dark, she couldn't see Qin Zhengqi's expression at all, and she became a little bolder.
"When you speak with a stern face, it's like you're giving someone a lecture. People feel that you're not to be messed with, and they don't dare to act recklessly in front of you."
Qin Zhengqi also knew that he looked a little serious when he didn't make any expression, but he didn't expect that he would be so scary.
The new recruits in the company were indeed afraid of him, but since she was not his soldier, would she also be afraid of him?
Instructor Zhou always smiles at everyone he meets and is indeed quite popular in the company.
Does he want to be like that too, smiling at everyone he sees?
He's not that kind of person.
"This is the character I developed during my years in the army, and I'm afraid I can't change it."
"I don't necessarily want you to change, it's just...it's just that it will take me some time to get used to it."
"How long is a period of time? One month? Two months? Or half a year?"
Shen Annian was speechless.
How can this be said for sure? How can one's feelings for a person be measured by time?
"I don't know. It's natural for people to develop feelings for each other. If you insist on setting a time, I can't answer.
And asking this question can easily make me nervous and cause more strain on our relationship.”
Qin Zhengqi nodded and understood the reason for interacting with her.
When she is being vague, you can't force her to come to a conclusion immediately.
"Okay, I understand. If you don't want to answer in the future, I won't force you to answer."
Shen Annian: ...
That's not what she meant.
But if he can do this, it would be great.
She didn't say anything.
"You always get nervous when you sleep with me. Are you unwilling to sleep with me?"
Shen Annian: ...
Do you have to ask so bluntly?
When Qin Zhengqi asked this question, his heart was not as calm as he seemed on the surface, but he wanted to find out the crux of the matter.
He had just approached her last night, and she had clearly shown signs of rejection, and he really wanted to know why.
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