Xu Zhixin began to reflect.
But in the end, she couldn't help it anymore, and whimpering sounds came from deep inside her body. She was wrong, she was wrong from the beginning to the end.
"It has nothing to do with Bai Zhu and the others. It's actually me."
The string that Xu Zhixin had been holding tight finally broke.
"At that time, I was determined to die. I felt that I had watched the Xu family suffer, and there was nothing I could do. I also knew that those things started because I chose to marry Bai Zhuo and hide the secrets of the Bai family. I wanted to die to atone for my sins, and I also wanted those secrets to disappear with the death of Bai Zhuo and me..."
Bai Zhuo smiled bitterly. Even he didn't know these things.
"So, Bai Shu and the others knew where we were, and you were the one who revealed it on purpose. And you planted those flammable materials there?"
Xu Zhixin shook his head. "It wasn't me, but I saw Bai Zhu secretly putting it there. I didn't tell anyone because I didn't want Lulu to know. I didn't want her to know that her mother had truly wanted to die and abandon her elders and children..."
Xu Zhixin burst into tears, "At that time, I could no longer bear it. I was very paranoid. After returning from the archaeological excavation, the researchers I brought with me met with accidents one after another. They knew nothing, but they met with accidents one after another because of the secrets we hid.
We knew it wasn't an accident! It was the foreigners who were constantly searching for the silk manuscripts and the translated materials, but at the time, they were whitewashing it! I was panicking. I knew there was a mole, otherwise how could the foreigners know so clearly who was in the archaeological team? They were looking for you, looking for me. At the time, I felt like we were the culprits who had killed everyone.
Bai Zhuo took Xu Zhixin's hand, clasping them together and holding them. "Zhixin, you thought this, but you never told me about it. Even I didn't realize it. You were already so paranoid at that time. So when we originally agreed to leave that day, you said you didn't take some information with you. You actually wanted us to die on the scene, right..."
Xu Zhixin felt even more guilty.
If she hadn't been paranoid at that time, she wouldn't have been disfigured, and Bai Zhuo wouldn't have had his leg broken!
Everything is her fault.
Later they were rescued, but she didn't recover for a long time and was tormented by guilt.
By now, everything that happened back then is clear.
Xu Yuzhen felt that it was necessary to explain everything clearly to Bai Lu.
It's too simple to say. It's just a group of overbearing foreigners who used all means to steal some information from the Bai family of China. They harmed countless people and made the person who caused them to feel guilty and mentally unstable and want to commit suicide...
Bai Lu still acted calm.
However, she really hadn't thought about it in this direction.
Xu Yuzhen used to think that mobile phones were great things, but now that she's actually using them, she's realized what a treasure they are!
Xu Zhixin and Bai Zhuo both had their own things to do and did not stay in the base for long.
These days, knowing that the other person is still alive and able to see each other is already a blessing from heaven.
Although it was already the 1970s, there were still many families who only saw each other once in several years, and then perhaps this time was the last time, and the next time they saw each other was with the younger generations...
Bai Lu hung up the phone.
She and Jun Jing were in the car at the moment, but they were not actually going to Jun Zhengnan's place, but to the platform.
The economic opening up was already in sight, and she and Jun Jing were preparing to take action to seize resources, but this matter could not be said openly, and leaving China required the support of the leaders.
"Grandpa said that my mother had the urge to die at that time. She knew that Bai Zhu had put the flammable materials, but she wanted to die with my father in the school over there and gave up on being rescued."
Jun Jing actually heard the phone call just now and was also thinking about this problem.
As the two of them walked along, they heard from others that Xu Zhixin was not someone who would commit suicide!
"There's more to check here."
The man said firmly, "A woman who studied abroad, was raised by her father and brothers, and whose husband treats her very well, shouldn't behave like this."
"What about the spirit of sacrifice? Can it stand the test of time?" Bai Lu was not questioning, but discussing the root of the problem with Jun Jing.
Jun Jing shook his head, "If it were you, would you?"
"No, I won't even try to escape death. I will go straight to the enemy and kill anyone who tries to steal what I have." Bai Lu said in a light tone, but that was her.
Jun Jing's chest vibrated as he let out a laugh. "We can't use you as an example. Let's use Xu Cong as an example. What she went through was already tragic enough, but she still saved herself and finally returned to Jing City and to her uncle. And someone like your mother, how could she be no match for Xu Cong?"
"As for doing something that makes you want to die, it seems that I can't compare to..." Bai Lu told the truth.
Jun Jing: ...
That seems to be the case.
But isn't it a bit rude to discuss his mother-in-law with his wife? Will his wife give him trouble later?
"Could it be that someone knows hypnosis or something like PUA, and is intentionally giving her some bad guidance? But the fact that she can be guided also shows that she is really not very smart."
Bai Lu's words were already very tactful.
Actually, she wanted to say stupid.
But her "good" upbringing made her feel that she should not describe the woman who gave birth to this body in this way. After all, she did not cause any real substantial harm, and it was not her intention to have her child replaced.
"It's not impossible. In 1973, a US psychology researcher placed eight normal people in a mental hospital for an experiment. But my mother was in China at the time, so logically, she shouldn't have come into contact with such scholars."
Jun Jing reminded Bai Lu of the environment Xu Zhixin was in at that time.
Bai Lu fell into silence. She was just that kind of person. If she had a problem but didn't solve it, she would feel uncomfortable just leaving it there.
But the car has already reached the platform.
People of this era don’t know, but Jun Jing and Bai Lu know clearly that many events never happened because of the intervention of the base and some earlier preparations.
At the same time, Gaotai welcomed back Mr. Deng and Mr. Song!
Ms. Song was a little surprised to see the two of them appear at this time. After all, Xu Zhixin and Bai Zhuo had just been sent to the base, and she thought that the family must have reminisced about the past.
However, the two of them came to the platform at this time!
Every time Mr. Hua saw the two of them, he felt a sense of anticipation, because every time they appeared, they would bring new Chinese-made products to the stage.
It hasn’t been a long time since the trade fair, but the operating speed of China as a whole has been increasing rapidly.
In less than two months, dozens of factories were established in different cities to support urban construction.
Since the establishment of the base, more than one hundred signal towers have been repaired and completed. A few months ago, the technicians' skills were not very perfect. Now, the first batch of technicians have dispersed and can lead a new team out.
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