Chapter 363 Don't Be Coquettish
Lei Nian'er had a lonely look on her face, and she had long realized it, but she was powerless to change it.
'She' is powerless to change, 'she' is powerless to change.
Bei Jing initially felt that 'they' might be able to be saved.
"No matter what kind of friendship it is, to keep going is never the effort of one person, but a matter of two people."
She rushed over.
"Since you have a mouth, you should explain the misunderstanding. It is necessary to speak up and make it clear, right?"
Lei Nian'er felt that Bei Jingchu had a bad habit, as he would come up to her while she was talking.
But she didn't correct it, nor did she push it away. She nodded and said, "Yes."
Bei Jingchu smiled, more brilliant than the flourishing spring flowers.
She explained, "I know what happened this time. You didn't want to disappoint me, and you got the wrong information, so you changed the order without authorization. You also knew that you couldn't obey the crowd, so you accepted the punishment to maintain my prestige. I understand everything, so I won't say more."
"But human hearts are so fickle. What I believed in when I was a child has changed little by little. I am afraid that I cannot always trust you without reservation. If I am threatened in the future, I am afraid that I will regard you as someone I need to guard against."
Sometimes I envy the second brother and the others a little. Yanyu can foolishly believe that everything is fine.
With her doting parents and grandmother and her strict but protective elder sister, the little girl has recently begun to fantasize about her future prince consort. Before going to Xindu, she would always giggle while holding various storybooks.
She is the darling of Taiji Palace, immersed in a honey pot and pampered by everyone.
You never have to worry about when you will become estranged from your friends. No matter how big the conflict is, you can just give each other some jewelry or snacks, one person will apologize, and the other will step down, and then you will be reconciled.
How can feelings gradually fade away?
Bei Jing initially felt jealous and then became more jealous.
These are just some hypocritical thoughts. If she really has to choose, she would still like to hold her destiny and power in her own hands.
It is better to face the cruel reality soberly than to indulge in the illusion of false happiness. Life and death, honor and disgrace all depend on the conscience and talent of the new monarch.
Nor could they prevent the enemy's cavalry from stepping on their corpses.
She said, "I can't let you have all the power by yourself. If I do that, I will become suspicious and skeptical in the future. I hope that the worst that can happen between us is that we can just give up our power over a cup of wine and say to you, 'Nian'er, you are tired. You should retire and live a good life in your old age.'"
"When I have free time, I will call you into the palace to chat and drink tea."
"But if your family grows to the point where I have to be extremely cautious, then we will be doomed. Sister Nian'er, you understand me, don't you? You will understand me, don't you?"
She speaks too softly, and always asks "right or wrong" at the end of her voice.
"Yes, that's right, but..."
Lei Nian'er said with a look of disgust: "Speak nicely and stop acting like a spoiled child."
"......ah?"
Bei Jingchu stopped thinking.
Lei Nian'er did not show any dissatisfaction.
"Of course I will listen to you, as long as you feel at ease and there is no rift between us."
It's not that she just accepts everything, but she knows exactly what she wants.
"I am attached to power, but I am not greedy enough to seize all power. As long as I can be of use to you and let me know that I have other value in this world besides helping my family to get married, that is enough."