Chapter 386 Pan Er wakes up

The officials' wives came over one after another. Before Bei Jingchu and his party set off, Lei Pan'er sent a letter, hoping to meet Lei Nian'er.

The Lei family members were already halfway on their way, leaving only the servants behind in the house.

As soon as Lei Pan'er arrived, she knelt down in front of Lei Nian'er, grabbed her skirt and begged, "Eldest sister, please take me away."

"Please, take me to the capital."

"I can't continue living in my husband's house."

She apologized tearfully: "Before, I was blinded by my own ignorance and didn't listen to my elder sister's advice."

"I thought my elder sister was biased because she had never been married. When we had a big fight, she went back to her parents' home and was prejudiced against my husband."

"Now that I think about it, it's my elder sister who sees things clearly and has seen through him."

When Lei Nian'er saw this situation, she knew that Lei Pan'er had been wronged again in her husband's family.

But having been backstabbed so deeply before, Lei Nian'er did not dare to agree outright.

The girl kneeling on the ground looked up, looking at her face and repenting.

"I know I am confused. My father has always favored Lei Nan'er since I was a child."

"Later, my eldest sister and my youngest brother were added."

"The rest of us sisters grew up being neglected."

She pulled aside the loose hair on her forehead, revealing a conspicuous scar.

"My elder sister and I both experienced hard times at the hands of Lei Nan'er, and we both have similar scars on our bodies."

This was caused by Lei Naner pushing her against the corner of the table.

She cried, "No one ever loved me before I got married."

"My mother loves me, but she can't protect me."

“She can’t even protect herself.”

She recalled the panic and sweetness of her wedding night.

"It was the first time that I was held tightly in a safe embrace. I felt cherished, as if I had suddenly become a very precious person."

"Rather than being dispensable and forever ignored."

"I'm too addicted to that feeling. I want someone to love me too much."

"Then the romantic moments were over and he changed."

"I thought I was doing something wrong, and I thought if I did better, he would be able to return to the way he was before."

Lei Paner slowly lowered her head and tried to bury her face in her sister's legs.

She didn't push her away.

The heavy stone in Lei Paner's heart fell halfway, as if she had found something to rely on.

She continued to talk about her past confusion, and said softly, "I didn't know how to make him love me again, so I naively thought of exchanging my true love for his true love."

"As long as I treat him well and he sees my goodness, he will love me as much as he did when we first got married."

"Love me like the new aunt you love."

After a pause, when talking about the concubine again, Lei Pan'er did not have any resentment, but instead felt sympathy.

"Not long after, the aunt he held in his hands was also abandoned and thrown into the desolate yard to fend for herself."

"That is such a beautiful lady that I feel sorry for her."

"I thought I was not beautiful enough to keep his heart, but even a beauty like that could not keep his heart."

"Love is love, hate is love, and he turns around and holds another woman in his heart."

Lei Paner said with disgust: "He just likes new things and hates old things. He always loves new beauties."

Her pleading eyes came back and she said sadly, "Eldest sister, can you give me another chance?"

Lei Nian'er looked her over.

After all, she had rested for a while, and she no longer looked as pale as a ghost as she did when she just gave birth.