Chapter 496 I Don’t Want to Be a Human Anymore
Lei Nian'er was stunned, but more than just stunned.
Like a doll with its strings cut off, the person has lost his soul.
Just sitting there, at a loss.
Her lips were slightly parted, she was trembling a little, and she opened her mouth slightly, but said nothing.
Bei Jingchu guessed that she wanted to question.
Ask why.
But the moment the question came out, he took it back.
There is no use questioning.
It's all just selfishness.
If it was the King of Qin who did it, it was for selfish reasons. If it was her, it would naturally be for selfish reasons as well.
Just like she asked, 'Does it matter who it is?'
They are all birds of a feather.
Lei Nian'er stood up suddenly and walked out quickly.
It's walking, but also like jogging.
His steps were so fast that even his body was not very stable.
Bei Jingchu stared blankly until her figure disappeared, then ordered: "Go and watch."
Someone went to look after her.
Bei Jingchu asked someone to get a fishing rod and went to the lake in the garden to fish.
It seemed like the previous disagreement was not taken seriously.
But only you know the truth.
The process of waiting for trial is always difficult, and she needs to give herself some peace of mind.
The fun time is very short, and perhaps the result will come out when the next fish is hooked.
Will she let her down?
Bei Jingchu didn't know, and didn't want to think about it now.
By the time one fish after another was put into the bucket, Bei Jingchu still hadn't received any news.
But at least there was no news, instead of someone telling her some bad news.
Until dusk set, the palace lanterns on the roadside lit their candles, and the person she was waiting for arrived.
Lei Nian'er's eyes were red, as if she hadn't slept for three days.
It could be that what happened today hurt her more than staying up for three days and three nights.
The eyes from the side were scanning and looking at her from top to bottom, and Bei Jingchu didn't like this kind of eyes.
But she endured it.
Nian'er should be observing her, wondering why the girl who was as sincere and passionate as her before turned into a vicious person who took human lives lightly.
And she must be planning something by doing these shameful and dirty things.
If she had thought more deeply, she would have been able to guess some of her rebellious intentions.
Bei Jingchu knew that she was a smart girl and would definitely guess it after thinking about it for so long.
He remained calm, but his fingers tightly gripped the fishing rod, alerting the fish that was about to bite the hook to the danger.
A fish flicked its tail and escaped.
She spoke, and Bei Jingchu waited for her own judgment.
"You were too careless. You didn't clean up thoroughly enough."
"If someone is alive, we want to see him or her. If he or she is dead, we want to see his or her body. If he or she is missing, someone will not give up looking for him or her."
"You have to make their families believe that they died in an accident. It's better to suffer a short pain than a long one. After a while of grief, they will let it go."
Bei Jingchu turned his head away abruptly, unable to believe what she was saying.
Lei Nian'er closed her eyes.
"I know you have your reasons. If we lose, there will be no recovery."
"In a hurry, I had to use some extreme measures. It was also a last resort."
Lei Nian'er covered her face and took a deep breath.
She would never forgive herself, she thought.
She violated her own conscience as a human being, so she is no longer worthy of being a human being.
But what can we do?
So, she chose not to be a human being anymore.
From now on, the person named Lei Nian'er in this world is a ghost without conscience.
A beast worse than a pig or a dog.
Even if I end up in purgatory forever?
She squatted on the ground in pain, unable to bear her own transformation.
If someone had to be blamed, she thought, it was the emperor who should be blamed.
If he had not been too harsh on the prince, so many innocent people would not have been harmed.
Chuchu was just trying to protect herself, there was nothing wrong with her.