Chapter 91 Chapter 91
The contact time was too short, and some fragments did not have time to enter his mind. He closed the glass cabinet in advance because he was guilty and afraid of being discovered.
But at least he knew that if nothing serious hadn't happened, He Yunting would never be willing to forget him.
These dusty images alone were enough to keep him from calming down for a long time.
It turns out that someone has loved him silently for a long time, but has always restrained himself and hidden all his emotions, hiding them behind his back without leaving any trace.
Memories come in order.
Although that person is used to being silent, his feelings are always pure and passionate.
Lin Han himself almost forgot what he looked like when he entered school, but in He Yunting's memory, he was more vivid than ever.
At that time, his mother had just passed away. Lin Han was even prepared to live in the Imperial Army for several years in poverty, but he found that his mother had left him a considerable amount of savings, which was enough for him to live alone in the core area for a long time.
No matter how calm and composed he is, he is ultimately just a teenager who has just walked all the way from the civilian area for the first time. There is still a gleam of curiosity about all new things in his eyes, as well as hope and yearning for the future.
Even though he didn't like crowds, as a representative of outstanding freshmen, Lin Han still followed convention and stood in the lecture hall of God's Army University for the first time and said, "My name is Lin Han, my student number is 2472W, and I'm honored to be here."
Afterwards, he kept a low profile, so everyone gradually forgot that there was such a young boy who liked all types of mechas and wanted to be able to drive them one day.
Lin Han once thought this was a joke. After all, no matter how hard he tried, his physical condition was a mountain that he could never overcome. He was even unwilling to recall his speech at that time, thinking that it was a boast he made out of blind confidence, and fortunately no one remembered it.
But from the other person's perspective, I appear to be something else.
He remembers.
At that time, He Yunting was about to leave the Imperial Army, and it was purely accidental that he appeared at the freshman ceremony that year.
It turns out that there really are people who would stop and look at the look in your eyes back then, and can't move away after just one glance.
Your heart will be moved in an instant, and you will be caught in the boy's sparkling eyes.
He didn't even know that it was love, and even felt that his approach was a bit abrupt, so he just guarded silently, accompanying him from his youth to his adulthood, without changing.
Lin Han's heart trembled.
He finally understood why He Yunting had a two-person mecha.
Even though he had never spoken to him, he would always remember that a young man once said that his dream was to drive a mecha.
So when applying for the first mecha model after graduation, the first pilot who graduated with full honors chose a two-person model.
At that time, it was popular to give names to mechas, and some people were curious about what this two-person mecha was called.
But He Yunting didn't know how to name something, and wanted to embed the boy's number into his own name, but was afraid of being discovered. After thinking about it, he turned the string of characters upside down and said, there is no need for a name, just call him M2742.
Unexpectedly, He Yunting's memories were not bitter.
At least not until you forget about him.
In the memory of Lin Han, even though he had never spoken a word to her on his own initiative, even though all his love was hidden in his heart, it was always vivid and clear.
Those details are the unique secrets that He Yunting remembers firmly, carrying with them the one and only heartbeat and the innocence that cannot be expressed in words.
Lin Han was obviously still a little sad when he just tricked Lu Anhe into revealing that He Yunting had lost his memory.
He didn't know under what circumstances and when He Yunting fell in love with him. He also felt regretful. It turned out that the celebration banquet was not their first meeting, and those seemingly strange voices in his heart also had traces based on forgetting.
But he only realized now that in fact, it had never changed.
Love springs from a single glance, and then all the unconscious affection is used to plant itself into the depths of your heart little by little.
So it’s always love at first sight.
Whether in the past or now.
Even if I erase the memories with my own hands, I will fall in love with you again the moment we meet again.
In the past, because of his mind-reading ability, he just thought the other person was weird.
But He Yunting was obviously the simplest and most transparent person he had ever met.
Even if he shoulders countless responsibilities, he will always have the sincerity of a teenager, always be genuine and kind, and always have love in his heart.
His desire is never shameful, it is part of love.
He speculated to the strongest degree about the other person's past feelings for him, and because of this, when he completely forgot about them, he would transform part of them into desire. read.
The soul and pheromones, one of them will never be forgotten.
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Gululu turned up the volume of the TV very loudly. During the interval between the sad drama, Lin Han heard the sound of the news not far away.
Of course, the mainstream reports would not blame the admiral. They still praised Xu Zhiheng to a new high position and added that Xu Zhiheng not only saved a planet, but also saved the people of the empire who were far away.
After all, people can only remain calm and objective in matters that have nothing to do with themselves. At this moment, Proton Star continued to express gratitude to the Empire for its rescue, so it was expected that Xu Zhiheng would be nominated.
Lin Han suddenly felt uncomfortable.
Xu Zhiheng was indeed a professor that Lin Han had always respected since he was a student. Perhaps it was because of his approachable attitude and academic accomplishment that Lin Han often attended his lectures.
When He Yunting was also put on this scale, he realized that he was not as calm, self-controlled and selfless as he had expected.
Even if Xu Zhiheng did make a great contribution in this matter, he did not want He Yunting to hear rumors that he should not hear and bear pressure that he should not bear.
Although he always has a cold face, he is such a clean and gentle person.
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It was not until sunset when Lin Han began to feel the familiar fatigue that he realized he had been idle for too long and even forgot to take his nutrient supplements.
Lin Han actually didn't have much desire for food. After all, his physical condition could not be restored by ordinary food. Sometimes when he was busy, even three meals a day were unnecessary. He just had to take nutritional supplements regularly.
As soon as he stood up and took the book in his hand, he heard a noise at the door. This time, He Yunting did not hesitate like when he just came back, and walked straight in.
Lin Han looked up and bumped into the other person's eyes again.
This scene is too similar to the previous one, but the mentality is different.
If it was just suspicion before, now it is certainty after being confirmed.
Lin Han took the initiative to ask: "Are you back?"
He Yunting nodded and responded in a low voice. When he saw what Lin Han was holding, he naturally took it, opened it, and handed it back to him.
This time Lin Han did not act willfully. He took it obediently and drank it down sip by sip very obediently without even frowning.
He Yunting was a little surprised. After Lin Han threw away the packaging, he asked, "Is it not unpalatable now?"
Lin Han blinked and admitted, "It tastes bad."
He Yunting was puzzled: "Then you..."
Before he could finish his sentence, Lin Han simply reached out and pulled him closer to himself.
So it was no surprise that his thoughts were now revealed.
[Then why are you suddenly so well behaved?] 】
Lin Han felt inexplicably better after hearing this. He couldn't help but curl his eyes and said, "When was I not good?"
It was clearly an ordinary daily conversation, and even the thoughts were ordinary, but Lin Han suddenly felt a real and tangible happiness.
He Yunting is really changing, although every step is very slow and sometimes some of his thoughts are incredibly simple, but no matter what, he is now gradually becoming complete in every aspect.
He Yunting let him hold her. They had clearly just opened up to each other completely not long ago, but now they were as innocent as two students who had not yet graduated. They could hold hands for a long time with their fingers hooked together.
"I'll be back to work tomorrow."
"Um."
As long as Lin Han asked, the other party would respond.
"I might be a bit busy in the next few days, so I guess I won't be able to come over."
"good."
"You have to go back to the base too, right?"
"Um."
"Is Qi Jiaze feeling better?"
"Obviously much better."
"Can Professor Xu really cure him?"
"He didn't make a clear guarantee." He Yunting finally said more this time, "But he did solve the problem of the proton star. After coming back, because of his experience, Qi Jiaze recovered faster than before."
Lin Han laughed; "Why are you praising him too?"
You can't just think about yourself.
He Yunting didn't seem to understand what Lin Han meant: "But Professor Xu did..."
However, Lin Han waved his hand and stopped him from talking about Xu Zhiheng.
"Actually, I went out this afternoon." Lin Han confessed.
"Um."
"Can you come closer to me?" After all, it wasn't the first time she took the initiative, so she was much less shy and said it easily when she made the request, "I want to sit on your lap."
He Yunting never asked any more questions. He just obediently raised his hands to hold the other person's waist, then hugged him gently, letting Lin Han sit horizontally on his lap: "Yes."
"I know where you lost your memory."
"I probably know what you've forgotten."
Lin Han's smile was somewhat labored this time: "Am I really that great?"
This time He Yunting did not speak immediately.
Lin Han knew he could guess it.
"Go ahead, General." He repeated it like an ignorant teenager, "Praise me."
"Yeah." He Yunting hugged him gently and said seriously, "Mr. Lin is very good."
Lin Han felt that his emotions were relatively stable.
He suppressed the bitterness in his eyes and asked him, "Then General, why is your mecha called M2742?"
He Yunting's hands were warm, and he was very gentle as he hugged Lin Han.
Lin Han also hooked his hands around the other person's neck.
[All the things that I don’t remember the reasons for are probably related to Mr. Lin. 】
"I'm sorry." He Yunting lowered his voice and gently rested his chin on Lin Han's shoulder, "I... forgot."
"I don't know why you want to forget me, but this is the order you gave to Lu Anhe." Lin Han confessed to him, "I don't know what getting back this memory means to you and me."
"Maybe the final outcome will be different from what we thought, or there is a possibility that after knowing this, the current situation will change irreversibly."
His voice was steady, without any of the helplessness and heartache he had when he first saw those memories.
"But before that, I would like to reintroduce myself to you."
Lin Han pushed He Yunting's shoulder, propped herself up on his legs, thought for a moment, and smiled brightly.
It was almost the first time that He Yunting saw him smile like this.
Lin Han's eyes bent down, and his brows became very soft, like a flower that quietly bloomed after a night on the planet of strange creatures. No matter how many wonders there were around, people could not take their eyes away.
His facial features were very gentle, and he clearly had no aggressiveness at all, but He Yunting just felt that he was different from everyone else, with a unique demeanor that reminded him of the days they had spent together in the border area.
Lin Han looked at the person in front of him and reached out to touch his hair.
In these azure eyes, there is a heart that was once forgotten and confused but has never been extinguished, shining brightly.
"My name is Lin Han, and my student number is 2472W," he said with a smile, "I'm very happy to be loved by you."
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Lin Han has never been a person who reminisces about the past.
The present is life, and meaningless retrospection will only increase sadness.
But he still felt a little sad when he saw He Yunting's eyes.
He won't dwell on his own past, but that doesn't mean he won't feel sad for the other person's past.
He couldn't imagine what would have happened if Lu Anhe hadn't sent him the invitation letter in the end. Would they have really missed each other? Would the other person have locked all his love in a small stone that could never be given away, and fall into an endless sleep along with those nameless things in the exhibition hall.
But the past cannot be changed, and fortunately, after so long, He Yunting finally got what he wanted.
He Yunting only now realized what this string of characters meant. For a moment, his expression was almost surprised and panicked, but this emotion soon reached Lin Han's heart and turned into another voice.
[Mr. Lin will be very sad when he finds out that I have forgotten him.] 】
"I'm not sad." Lin Han said.
This time he didn't cry anymore. He just lowered his head and looked at He Yunting and smiled: "I'm very happy too. It turns out that you took me across the Milky Way so early."
He remembered that He Yunting once suffered from space sickness like him, and at that time he might have been leaning on the mecha named after his student number, thinking about the meaning of existence, and perhaps also thinking about him.
"So don't tell me you're sorry."
"If there is another chance..." He hooked his arms around her and hugged her. His voice was light and soft, like a gentle feather brushing against her ear.
"I hope you can love me sooner."
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