He held a bright red cigarette between his fingers, his mind preoccupied with his wife at home.
I wonder if my wife has lost weight or if she's been eating on time?
Since he went abroad, the thing he thinks about most in his spare time is his wife.
As for his two children, he only remembers that he has two children when he misses his wife.
But that's all.
Sometimes he feels he's not a good father, but he's definitely a good husband!
He couldn't bear to see his wife suffer even a little bit.
Even though he was far away from home, he was constantly worried about his wife's situation.
But I don't dare call home.
I'm afraid to hear my wife's voice.
Once this opening is made, the longing becomes uncontrollable, like water bursting from a dam.
He would do anything to get back to her.
So he never made a phone call home.
He twitched his lips, realizing he was indeed contradicting himself.
He was consumed by thoughts of it, while simultaneously torturing himself repeatedly.
Ning Wenhao couldn't understand it either.
He often called home to let his father know he was safe.
He couldn't understand why Brother Huo didn't make the call when he clearly had one.
Huo Junshan always just laughed it off.
Someone who has never been loved.
They have no right to know how maddening this longing can be.
The two of them became full-time smokers.
There's nothing we can do about it.
At first, Ning Wenhao stubbornly refused to smoke.
But he was sleepy!
There was no other way but to smoke with Huo Junshan.
Once you start smoking, you can't quit.
"Brother Huo, where did you get these cigarettes?"
"Daqianmen cigarettes? They're even from our country!"
Huo Junshan smiled and said, "I brought quite a lot with me when I went abroad."
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