Grief instantly overwhelmed her, and those terrible thoughts of wanting to hurt herself began to surge uncontrollably into her mind again.
Those thoughts were like venomous snakes, roaming freely in her mind and constantly gnawing at her reason.
Her body trembled violently and uncontrollably, like a frail and helpless leaf swaying in the cold wind.
She bit her lower lip hard, until it turned white and even bled, trying to stop herself from moving and escape from this abyss of pain.
But her body seemed to be controlled by a demon, shaking more and more violently, as if it were about to shatter her whole body.
Her breathing became rapid and erratic, each inhalation sounding like a sob, and each exhalation accompanied by a painful groan.
Lost in his own emotions, Luo Qi'an finally noticed his eldest daughter's unusual behavior.
He was struck as if by lightning, and abruptly turned his head to look in the direction of the gaze.
Luo Yuning's face was deathly pale, devoid of any color, her eyes were empty and lifeless, and she was immersed in immense pain, as if all her vitality had been drained away.
Luo Qi'an was heartbroken and filled with self-blame, blaming himself for not noticing his daughter's strange behavior sooner.
He quickly embraced his eldest daughter's trembling body tightly, his arms gripping her as if trying to merge her into his own, giving her strength and warmth.
He gently stroked his daughter's back, trying to soothe her emotions, but Luo Yuning's trembling did not lessen at all.
Just as she was about to call for a servant to find a doctor to examine her daughter, Luo Yuning raised her hand and covered her mouth.
Luo Yuning raised her head, her tearful eyes pleadingly looking at Luo Qi'an, her gaze filled with longing and determination.
She wanted to hear more, not wanting to be interrupted by this sudden concern; she wanted to hear everything about her mother.
Seeing this, Luo Qi'an felt helpless but understood his daughter's feelings.
Looking into his daughter's stubborn yet sorrowful eyes, he felt a sharp pain in his heart, as if a thousand needles were piercing it.
He felt sorry for his daughter biting her lower lip, and on a whim, he stretched out his arm and gently patted his daughter's hand, signaling Luo Yuning to bite him and stop hurting herself.
As Luo Yuning watched her father's actions, a warm feeling welled up in her heart, like the warm sun in spring, dispelling the gloom in her heart.
Her anxiety gradually subsided, and her body slowly returned to normal.
She reached out and hugged her father's arm without saying a word, simply leaning against him quietly, feeling his warmth and strength.
At this moment, she felt much less uneasy, and the terrible thought of wanting to hurt herself was temporarily suppressed.
She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and tried to calm herself down so she could continue listening to the stories about her mother.
She knew this might be her last contact with her mother.
At this point, Feng Qingyun's previously calm expression froze instantly. She subconsciously took a deep breath, and then a long and heavy sigh escaped from her lips.
This sigh carries endless感慨 and 唏嘘, as if it bears countless complex emotions that are difficult to express.
She tilted her head slightly, her gaze fixed on the faintly glowing screen, her expression shifting.
She would sometimes fall into deep thought, and sometimes reveal a trace of pity. Perhaps it was because she had been by Qin Qianluo's side for a long time that she had developed many human emotions.
She paused for a moment and continued, "Back then, Luo Yuning had just been born and was just a fragile infant in swaddling clothes."
With her rosy skin and innocent, wide-eyed wonder, she was filled with curiosity and a sense of the unknown about the world.
At that time, the matriarch of the Wen family came before 'Wen Ruo' and spoke earnestly and meaningfully.
Like a spell shrouded in mist, it easily disturbed Wen Ruo's mind.
In that moment of panic and confusion, 'Wen Ruo' acted without much thought.
He then unwittingly agreed to this elaborate scheme that could rewrite the fate of many people.
At the beginning of the identity swap, 'Wen Ruo's' life was completely shrouded in fear and unease.
Every morning when she woke up, she felt as if she were walking on the edge of a cliff, and that if she was not careful, she would fall into an abyss from which there was no return.
She remained highly vigilant at all times, carefully considering every glance, every word, and every subtle movement.
They were afraid that a single careless oversight would expose this carefully woven lie.
After all, compared to the real Wen Ruo, she was like an uncarved jade, with a huge gap in knowledge, etiquette and other aspects.
Standing among those elegant and eloquent nobles, she was like an ugly duckling who had strayed into a flock of swans, exuding an air of awkwardness and unease.
Fortunately, the matriarch of the Wen family was meticulous and had anticipated all the potential hidden dangers.
She found the right moment, came to Luo Qi'an, and spoke in a sorrowful and solemn tone.
It is said that Wen Ruo suffered a severe injury due to premature birth, which greatly damaged her health and left her extremely weak.
Even many of her past memories and experiences have become taboo subjects that cannot be touched.
Mentioning it can trigger severe headaches and may even be life-threatening.
Looking at his beloved wife, whom he had lost and found again, and then at his baby sleeping peacefully in his swaddling clothes, Luo Qi'an was filled with joy and relief.
Those doubts that had been vaguely rising in my heart suddenly became insignificant in the face of this immense happiness.
He chose to believe the explanation given by the matriarch of the Wen family, and from then on, he never mentioned the past in front of 'Wen Ruo'.
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