Tuesday, March 19th.
On the day when the combat training ground was opened, Ren Suo finally appeared in other people's sight again.
In fact, most people only saw Ren Suo on this day and during the school hospital's clinic days, so naturally they were not very moved. But there were still some people who were happy, such as Zhang Yamu.
This was the female student who was injured in the last combat training and was treated by Ren Suo. When she took the initiative to greet Ren Suo, Ren Suo immediately responded, spent 0.2 seconds searching her memory from his mind, and called her name affectionately.
It can be seen that the disadvantages of selling feelings are not big for Ren Suo. After he greatly enhanced his thinking through the thinking card, his memory and recall ability were greatly enhanced. Even if it was a passerby like Zhang Yamu who he had only met once, Ren Suo could still quickly recall her after selling his feelings, and his disguise was flawless, making the female student blush and her heart beat fast.
Ren Suo has completely understood what the so-called "selling emotions" means.
First of all, whether Ren Suo sold feelings or not had nothing to do with others. Even if he sold Zhao Huo's feelings, Zhao Huo would not politely get to know him again, but asked with two dark circles under his eyes as soon as they met: "If someone cuts you into four pieces, can you connect them back if the speed is fast enough?"
Ren Suo really wanted to open his head and see what was inside.
You, a dignified third-level cultivator, actually have dark circles under your eyes.
You were distracted and thinking too much last night, and you couldn't sleep all night, so you don't have dark circles under your eyes, right?
Did you do any strenuous physical work last night?
Ren Suo wanted to re-evaluate the extent of Zhao Huo's beastliness. He didn't expect that Xiao Suo's ambiguous words could make Zhao Huo so excited.
Moreover, Zhao Huo's train of thought is also amazing. Why would he think based on the premise that he was cut into four pieces by Xiaosuo's cross wind?
But Ren Suo admired his decision-making thinking very much. He thought about defeat before thinking about victory. This was a very correct way of thinking. He was worthy of being a man who could also have a harem.
However, it can also be seen from this that Ren Suo's selling of Zhao Huo's feelings will not make Zhao Huo and Ren Suo become strangers.
This has both advantages and disadvantages. The advantage is that you can quickly rebuild your relationship, but the disadvantage is that Ren Suo can't break off relations with others by selling emotions.
Whether in the past or now, Ren Suo agrees with one idea: life is limited, and the so-called tactfulness does not mean getting along well with people you hate, but staying only with people you like.
Moreover, friendship is rather superficial, and Ren Suo can easily disguise himself but is difficult to detect.
But love and family affection cannot be disguised just as Ren Suo says.
Because selling emotions is actually selling Ren Suo's soul, essence, imprint, or some other imaginary alias. After all, Ren Suo is currently the only emotion seller on Earth, and he has no examples to learn from.
Ren Suo would rather call the part of his lost feelings
life.
If everyone is a library, and a person's life is a life of writing books, then every book in it records what he encounters, who he sees, and what emotions he develops.
All the roads you have walked, the people you have met, and the books you have read are all hidden in the library, making up each unique person.
Unimportant memories and the past that is no longer needed are like rotten and damaged books that will eventually be cleared out.
Only books that are well maintained, cherished and frequently read will remain hidden in the library.
There are readers in the library. Some people have more energy and thoughts, so there are more readers in the library, such as popular people, winners in life with many friends;
Some people don’t have much thoughts and are not interested in socializing, so there are fewer readers in the library, such as otakus and fat otakus;
Some people specialize in academics, so most of their readers are those who read the knowledge books in the library; some people are more interested in socializing, so their readers will naturally often read the biographies of their friends.
And all important knowledge and important people have an exclusive group of crazy fans.
Crazy fans may also read other books, but they will definitely read their favorite book frequently. They can treat that book as Dream of the Red Chamber, and can analyze hundreds of meanings for each paragraph and each sentence. They can't wait to reward the leader every day and support the library to maintain the book well.
The so-called selling of emotions is to drag that brainless fan reader away and destroy him humanely.
Let’s use Zhao Huo as an example.
After Ren Suo dragged out and shot Zhao Huo's crazy fans to death, no reader would go out of his way to read the book "Zhao Huo Is Not a Fish in the Pond".
Unless Ren Suo saw Zhao Huo and specifically remembered him, other readers would not read this book.
What consequences will this have?
When Ren Suo saw an old driver posting funny 2D pictures in the group, no Zhao Huo fan would come out to remind Ren Suo: "Hey, Zhao Huo really likes this kind of tune, hurry up and pick up your phone to forward it!"
When Ren Suo saw people fighting with weapons in the combat training ground, no Zhao Huo fan would come out to remind Ren Suo: "Hey, you and Zhao Huo also wrestled like this at the comic convention. Hurry up and take a picture and send it to him, asking 'Does that ugly guy who was pinned to the ground look like you?'"
When Ren Suo met Zhao Huo, there would be no Zhao Huo fan who would come out to remind Ren Suo: "Zhao Huo has worn that anime-themed dress with little girl patterns fourteen times. Hurry up and take out your phone to call the police!"
The crazy fan who could make an in-depth analysis of Zhao Huo's every character, every word, and every look, and who could automatically associate everything in life with Zhao Huo, has been shot dead and is no longer with us.
As long as Ren Suo never meets Zhao Huo again, the book "Is Zhao Huo a Fish in a Pond" will soon rot, get damaged, and eventually become a non-recyclable resource, completely disappearing from his library.
And this is the essence of selling emotions.
Even if Ren Suo could preserve the memories of every relationship, the exclusive readers of each relationship are no longer here.
The exclusive readers in the library are Ren Suo’s life.
It is they who constitute the present, not memories as information.
Because any unused memory will be forgotten sooner or later. Just like Ren Suo, who had read the Level 4 Vocabulary Review Book a hundred times before, he only remembers the first word: abandon.
Although there will still be new Zhao Huo brainless fans, the new and old brainless fans read two different books, and their degree and areas of brainlessness are completely different.
Lost feelings cannot be re-cultivated.
Is it worth it to sell these emotions and those exclusive readers?
value.
No pain, no gain.
The absolutely rational Ren Suo quickly determined one thing: he should not miss the opportunity to embrace a great future because of his short past.
Once he obtains the door to truth, Ren Suo will have an infinite future and can accept unlimited emotions.
Now that the exclusive readers of the past have left, we should develop new exclusive readers.
If the books in the library are rotting, then write new ones.
If you can get the door to truth, then even if you lose all your emotions, you can just cultivate them again in the future.
Ren Suo would disguise himself very well, and even his choice of girlfriend would not change. After all, he had his memories, strategies, and connections, so he could skip many steps.
That’s right, lost feelings cannot be cultivated again.
But are these feelings of equal value compared to the Gate of Truth?
When shackles become fetters, destruction is only a matter of time.
The so-called rationality means not letting meaningless entertainment, useless laziness, and unnecessary emotions become shackles that slow down your progress.
Ren Suo recalled the evaluation of him by the four people, Joy, Anger, Sadness and Joy, during the fifth trial.
monster.
But compared to the useless me in the past, monsters seem like a better choice.
If the price of grasping the truth is to abandon past feelings, Ren Suo is willing to bear the consequences.
The combat training was over, and no one was injured today. Ren Suobai, as a healing monk, stayed for a few hours, but he also took this opportunity to sort out his thoughts and think about the strategy for the fifth level.
At this time, Ren Xingmei, Gu Yueyan and Lin Xianyu came over. Gu Yueyan said, "Teacher Dong has changed the class at noon today, but the evening will be as usual. Do you want to go to the cafeteria with us?"
Ren Suo shook his head. The noisy environment of the cafeteria was not a good place to increase emotional value. He would rather go home and eat Cup Noodles.
"Brother~" Ren Xingmei came over and held his left hand: "We haven't seen each other for many days, come and have dinner with us!"
Ren Suo touched her head and shook his head: "No."
Ren Xingmei felt better after being comforted. Gu Yueyan didn't care about these things at all and didn't continue to persuade her.
We will have dinner together tonight anyway, so why rush?
Lin Xianyu didn't say anything, just looked at Ren Suo and licked his lips.
Ren Suo understood instantly and took out three bars of Kinder milk wafer chocolate from his pocket. He also used Ice Age to keep the temperature low to prevent them from melting, ensuring that they could have the best tasting snacks.
Seeing Ren Suo take out the snacks and Ren Xingmei eating them with a smile, Gu Yueyan said reluctantly, "It's not good to eat snacks before a meal." But she also noticed the coldness of the chocolate and knew that Ren Suo was using magic to keep it low, so she ate it immediately.
Only Lin Xianyu was quite dissatisfied while eating: "It's hard for me to do anything for you with just these snacks."
Ren Suo smiled and said, "I didn't ask you to do anything."
Lin Xianyu hid behind Gu Yueyan and said, "Then why did you treat me to chocolate?"
Ren Suo spread his hands: "Do I need a reason to treat you to a meal? In school, I am the teacher and you are the student. In society, I am the adult and you are the minor. At home, I am the big friend and you are the child... I am not treating you to a meal because of pursuing profit."
Lin Xianyu chuckled and said nothing more.
If this was said by the old Ren Suo, she would certainly believe it and wouldn't even ask.
But now Ren Suo.
Not even a punctuation mark in his words can be trusted.
Lin Xianyu was very sure that Ren Suo had some big conspiracy, so he invited her to have snacks.
That's right, Ren Suo was pretending very well. There was nothing wrong with his movements, words, and even the look in his eyes. If there was any problem, Teacher Dong and Sister Qiao would have seen it long ago.
But Lin Xianyu knew that there was something wrong with Ren Suo.
Because the previous Ren Suo was the same type of person as her.
Even when Ren Suo was praised as a diligent monk, a powerful monk, and a heroic monk in the past, Ren Suo still possessed that indelible temperament, which made Lin Xianyu realize at all times that Brother Ren was a lazy social parasite like her!
But now, not.
He also became the kind of adult who puts profit above all else, and happiness is not the only purpose of his actions.
Ren Suo is no longer her partner!
Although he didn't know what conspiracy Ren Suo was planning, Lin Xianyu planned to eat the sugar coating of the sugar-coated bullet he fired and throw away the bullet!
And every time Lin Xianyu saw Ren Suo, in order to prevent himself from being fooled by his sugar-coated bullets, he would silently say in his heart: I hate you, I hate you, I hate you...