the next day.
Fang Jiangjiang woke up from the hospital bed. When the strong light shone directly in through the curtains, she frowned a little uncomfortably, and finally slowly opened her eyes.
When she saw the gentle yet haggard face, she looked at her with some heartache. When she was about to speak, Fang's mother shook her head gently and said, "Don't talk if you don't feel well, understand."
"Good boy, how do you feel? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?" As Fang's mother was speaking, she saw Fang Jiangjiang blinking her sore eyes, tears rolling down her eyes, and asked nervously.
Fang Jiangjiang shook her head, but the tears were still falling, totally out of control, and were flowing more and more violently.
"Silly child, tell mommy if you have anything on your mind. It will be better if you say it out loud. Mommy will always be by your side." Fang's mother tried hard to hold back her tears. She couldn't cry when her daughter was most vulnerable, otherwise she would feel even worse.
Gently wiping the tears from Fang Jiangjiang's eyes, he spoke softly.
Fang Jiangjiang took off the oxygen mask and choked up, "Is my child really completely gone from my body? Is that right?"
Her eyes were red, and she seemed unable to believe that her child had disappeared from her body.
"Don't ask, this matter will pass. When you are well, Mommy will take you abroad, okay? Don't be sad." Fang's mother gently wiped the tears from Fang Jiangjiang's face. At this moment, she could no longer bear her tears and started crying too.
"So it's true. In fact, it didn't leave at first because I didn't protect it well. So, it thought I was an irresponsible mother, so it left me. It was so young, only a few weeks old, but because of me, it didn't even have the qualifications to come into this world. Why..."
Fang Jiangjiang slowly got up from the bed, her empty and lifeless eyes unfocused, like a soulless person, narrating a very ordinary thing.
"Why did this happen? I really didn't mean to do this, Mommy. I really didn't want to kill it, but my child left just like that. Do you know? My heart hurts so much, it really hurts..."
She took a deep breath and fixed her gaze on Fang's mother, seeming to be almost heartbroken.
"Silly child, I know everything, Mommy knows everything. Don't be sad. When you get better, we will go abroad together, so that nothing else will happen." Fang's mother hugged the out-of-control Fang Jiangjiang in her arms and comforted her softly.
All this is because of Qi Ting. So, as long as I take my daughter abroad and get rid of her current life, she will no longer experience this pain and will live a carefree life.
Fang Jiangjiang wiped her tears. She would not go abroad. Her child was so young and would definitely be very lonely. Yes, that's right. She wanted the person who hurt her child to be buried with her child.
She walked out of Fang's mother's arms, adjusted her mentality, and said in a low voice: "I'm fine, it's just that the child is gone. I won't be so fragile. Mommy, you don't have to stay here with me. I want to be alone and quiet."
"Jiang Jiang, if you feel unhappy or sad, don't force yourself. You can cry. Mommy is here for you. It's okay." Fang's mother was a little worried and spoke softly.
Fang Jiangjiang shook her head and whispered, "I'm really fine. I want to have a good rest and be quiet. Is that okay?"
Since she had already said so, Fang's mother had no choice but to agree with her. Coincidentally, she had just woken up from the hospital bed and had a miscarriage, so of course she needed a lot of nourishment. So she nodded and said softly, "Then Mommy will go back and make you some nourishing soup. You have a good rest, I'll come over soon."
After saying that, he glanced at Fang Jiangjiang, and finally turned and left.
When she was the only one left in the room, she grabbed the bed tightly and bit her lower lip harder and harder until she smelled a rusty and bloody taste in her mouth. Then she slowly opened her mouth and a faint smile appeared on her dazed face.
After a while, someone pushed open the door of the ward again. Fang Jiangjiang didn't look over there, but just stared at the scenery outside the window as if she was in a trance.
"Awake?" Qi Ting walked in and said softly.
Hearing the sound, Fang Jiangjiang turned her head and looked at the man with a blank expression. Only her hoarse voice betrayed her current emotions. "Do you already know this?"
"Okay, I understand." Qi Ting's voice was very soft and indifferent.
Such a simple answer made Fang Jiangjiang's heart ache. Why could this man act so indifferent when he knew that the child was gone? Was the child really not important to him at all?
"Then do you know why he left my body?" Fang Jiangjiang raised her eyebrows, looked at Qi Ting, and asked in a low voice.
It was as if he was waiting for a simple answer, but I didn't know whether he really didn't want the child, or he felt that if the child was gone, it was gone and shouldn't have existed anyway.
"..." Qi Ting did not answer, but just stood quietly aside, looking at the woman in front of him, looking at the expression on his face, and looking at her pale little face.
Haha, Fang Jiangjiang was a little disappointed. She didn't expect that this man really didn't care at all. Since he didn't care, why did she care so much?
My heart aches...
Her lips parted slightly as she whispered, "That's your child too. Why don't you care at all? Is that child just a burden to you? Why can you be so cold and indifferent? Qi Ting, you really terrify me."
The more she spoke, the more her voice seemed to be out of control, trembling and nasal. She really didn't understand what Qi Ting's heart was made of to be so hard.
"I don't want to lose that child either." Qi Ting looked at the disappointed expression on the woman's face and guessed what she was thinking. He walked up to her, hugged her in his arms, and whispered.
"Stop pretending in front of me. You probably don't want him to exist at all. Now that the child is gone, tell me, aren't you happy? It's something worth celebrating." Fang Jiangjiang bit her lower lip, pretending to be indifferent, and mustered up the courage to speak.
"I'm really sorry about that child. He's my child too. How could I not want him to exist? I would also be heartbroken if he left, you know?" Qi Ting closed his eyes slightly. This was the first time he expressed his attitude towards the child, and it was more of regret.
Is everything he said true?
Fang Jiangjiang couldn't believe that this man would actually say such words to her. But even if he said such words, so what? The lost child would never come back.
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