Princess of the Lost Country
"Li Junheng, you repeatedly sent intelligence from the army back to Li State, causing heavy casualties among my generals and soldiers. You broke through the city gates and released your Li State soldiers to massacre the people of An State."
"Also, my father, mother, brother, and sisters all died tragically at your hands. You want me to forget, to let go, Li Junheng, forget it."
Song Yuanyi would never forget these hatreds.
"Yuan Yi, it's true that I sent the intelligence back to Li Kingdom, but the people of your An Kingdom, your father, the emperor, and your mother didn't die tragically at my hands. Why do you have to hate me?"
Even after death, he still hated him so much.
"You were able to become the emperor of Li State, didn't you trade An State for it?"
Wasn’t it because Li Junheng destroyed Anguo that he became the emperor?
"I hate you, and I hate myself too. I hate how I could be so blind as to fall in love with you, the person who hurt An Guo."
Song Yuanyi really hated her. How could she think that he was kind and loved the people? Everything was fake.
Back then, Song Yuanyi was a princess of Anguo, and Li Junheng was called Gu Jun'an, the illegitimate son of an Anguo official.
I still remember the day when we first met. It was the Lantern Festival and thirteen-year-old Song Yuanyi sneaked out of the palace to see the lanterns.
Because Song Yuanyi's mother was the daughter of a military general, and she was also very brave, she not only taught Song Yuanyi kung fu, but also sneaked out of the palace, and would take Song Yuanyi out when she grew up.
Later, Song Yuanyi decided to go out of the palace to play.
It was at that time that Song Yuanyi met Gu Junan.
Gu Jun'an was fifteen years old at the time, a young man, very handsome and thin.
A group of servants surrounded Gu Jun'an and beat him. From the servants, Song Yuanyi learned that Gu Jun'an was the son of a concubine. Because his stepmother was strict, she would not allow the mother and son to enter the mansion. His father had gradually forgotten them because his mother was old and ugly. The mother and son lived a hard life.
The reason why he was beaten was because Gu Jun'an's mother died and he did not have enough money to bury his mother, so he came to his father to ask for money to bury his mother. However, his stepmother refused to give him money and even asked the servants to beat him.
Song Yuanyi sent someone to stop it.
She also gave Gu Jun'an money to bury his mother. Gu Jun'an accepted the money and said he wanted to repay her.
Song Yuanyi became interested and asked him if he knew who she was. Gu Junan actually knew her identity because he had seen her follow the queen to the Buddhist temple last year.
Song Yuanyi did go to a Buddhist temple with the queen to worship Buddha last year.
But Song Yuanyi did not need Gu Jun'an's repayment, and Gu Jun'an insisted on repaying Song Yuanyi.
Song Yuanyi directly asked Gu Junan if he had ever been educated, whether he was smart, and whether he knew the Art of War. Gu Junan said that he had read and understood it all.
Song Yuanyi directly told Gu Junan that she wanted an aide and a military advisor. If Gu Junan wanted to repay her, she hoped that he could be her aide and military advisor, because Song Yuanyi knew the situation in An Guo.
There were no available generals in Anguo, so Song Yuanyi and his grandfather learned martial arts and military law in order to go to the battlefield and kill the enemy one day.
Gu Junan agreed without hesitation.
After that, Song Yuanyi asked her grandfather to send someone to teach him.
Until Song Yuanyi was fifteen years old and went to the battlefield to kill the enemy, Gu Jun'an served as Song Yuanyi's aide.
After ten years of fighting and ten years of mutual support, Song Yuanyi and Gu Junan have experienced life and death, and separation. They have developed feelings for each other, loved each other, and confirmed their feelings for each other.
What Song Yuanyi didn't expect was that Gu Jun'an would be the seventh prince of Li State, Li Junheng.
Ever since Song Yuanyi learned that Dang Mingyu was dead, she knew that Dang Mingyu was killed by Xu Yunqing himself.
Because of Dang Mingyu's death, the morale of the Li State seemed to have dropped significantly. Song Yuanyi took advantage of this to attack, and the other side was defeated.
Song Yuan thought of what Xu Yunqing had told her. The Li Kingdom had two extinction stars, and one of them was killed by Xu Yunqing, so their Li Kingdom was defeated.
If the other star-destroying star had been killed, Anguo would not have ended up in a situation where his country was destroyed and his family was ruined.
So Song Yuanyi sent people to find the whereabouts of the seventh prince of Li State.
The Seventh Prince, this star of destruction, must be killed.
However, in the subsequent wars, Anguo was defeated step by step.
Song Yuanyi always felt that after these wars, the Li Kingdom always knew their tactics and fighting styles.
Song Yuanyi immediately guessed that there must be a traitor around her.
Therefore, Song Yuanyi set up a trap himself and lured the enemy into it.
What Song Yuanyi didn't expect was that this person was actually Gu Jun'an.
When she saw Gu Junan, Song Yuanyi couldn't believe it at all. She couldn't believe that Gu Junan betrayed her and An Guo.
But Gu Jun'an said that he had never betrayed Anguo, because he was a Liguo citizen from beginning to end, and there was no such thing as betrayal.
And he is the person Song Yuanyi has been looking for, Li Junheng, the seventh prince of Li State.
Song Yuanyi hated Gu Jun'an for deceiving her, and Gu Jun'an was another star-destroying star. Song Yuanyi would not ignore the lives of the people of Anguo because of their past friendship, so Song Yuanyi made the same decision as Xu Yunqing.
It means killing the person you love with your own hands.
Li Junheng didn't expect that Song Yuanyi would actually be so cruel as to kill him.
During the fight with Song Yuan, he was stabbed by Song Yuanyi's sword. Fortunately, Li Junheng's subordinates appeared and rescued Li Junheng.
From then on, there was no longer any Gu Junan in Anguo.
The two even faced off on the battlefield many times.
Even if Song Yuanyi was not at a disadvantage on the battlefield, Anguo's military strength was originally weak, and the information leaked by Li Junheng resulted in heavy casualties among the soldiers. He was no match for Liguo.
No matter how strong Song and Yuan were, they could not prevent the demise of Anguo.
At the moment the city was breached, Song Yuanyi stood on the city wall and looked into Li Junheng's eyes.
Li Junheng would not let anyone kill her. Li Junheng wanted her to be his caged bird.
How is that possible?
How could Song Yuanyi be his caged bird?
She was the princess of Anguo and the general of Anguo.
So, Song Yuanyi chose to jump down.
After becoming a ghost, Song Yuanyi witnessed with her own eyes how the Li Kingdom broke into the city and massacred the people of the An Kingdom. Even her relatives were killed.
If she had not met Li Junheng, had not fallen in love with Li Junheng, and had not trusted him unconditionally, Li Junheng would not have sent out intelligence later, causing the soldiers to suffer a disastrous defeat on the battlefield. She would have had enough troops to turn the inevitable defeat around.
Song Yuanyi attributed everything to her.
She is the sinner of Anguo.
So this became Song Yuanyi's obsession.
She was not qualified to be reborn, not qualified to reincarnate, so she came to the imperial tomb of Anguo and stayed there for a thousand years.
She also knew that her deadline was approaching, but Song Yuanyi had no intention of giving up, because this was the retribution she deserved.
"Li Junheng, I really hate you. I hate you. The deep blood feud between us will not disappear with our death."
Even if he died, Song Yuanyi could not let it go, nor could he forgive Li Junheng.
There is only blood feud and hatred between them.
"Yuan Yi, you and I both know that only one of our two nations can exist. If your father and his men had surrendered earlier, they wouldn't have been massacred."
"I became the emperor of Li State, that's what I deserve."
He was able to become emperor not only because he destroyed An Guo, but also because of his ability.
"Yuan Yi, Anguo and Liguo have been gone for a thousand years. You and I have both been dead for a thousand years. That period of history should have disappeared long ago."
After a thousand years, couldn't Song Yuanyi's hatred be erased?
"You can forget, but I can't."
Li Junheng could forget, but Song Yuanyi would never forget.
You will never be able to reincarnate with peace of mind.
"Why are you so persistent?" Why Song Yuanyi was unwilling to let go.
Li Junheng lowered his voice, "Yuan Yi, you know I have always loved you. I have been looking for you since I woke up from the mausoleum. We couldn't be together in life, but after we die, all the grudges in our lives should be dissipated and forgotten."
Song Yuanyi said nothing.
"I know you still love me, otherwise you wouldn't have held a grudge against me for a thousand years. Yuanyi, let's let it go! Let's get back together."
Li Junheng wants to be with Song Yuanyi again.
"No, since you became the seventh prince of Li Kingdom, it has been impossible for you and me to be together."
"What's more, you massacred the people and royal family of Anguo. There is no possibility between you and me."
There was no possibility for her and Li Junheng.
"But you love me, don't you?"
Li Junheng knew that Song Yuanyi still loved him.
"But I hate you even more."
That’s right, Song Yuanyi couldn’t forget Li Junheng, and she indeed still loved Li Junheng, but Song Yuanyi hated Li Junheng even more.
Hatred is deeper than love, and they are destined to have no good outcome.
"Why? It's been so long since everything happened, and you and I have long since turned to dust. Why can't you let it go?"
Why, Li Junheng didn't understand why Song Yuanyi was so stubborn.
It's been so long since everything happened, why does she still hate him?
"For you, you can easily pretend that it never happened, but for me, I can't do that either."
Li Junheng could easily abandon the past, but Song Yuanyi could not.
It is impossible to be with Li Junheng as if nothing happened.
“Hahahahahahaha.”
“Hahahahahahaha.”
Li Junheng suddenly burst into laughter.
"You love the people of Anguo and your family more than me, which is why you hate me so much. Even though a thousand years have passed and our bodies have long since turned to ashes, you still hate me."
She loves everything about An Guo, so she hates him to this day.
Tears fell from the corners of my eyes.
"I was born and raised in Anguo, so naturally I love everything about Anguo."
Song Yuanyi grew up in Anguo and was a princess, so she naturally loved everything about Anguo.
"Don't think there's any possibility between us. Go away! I don't want to see you."
Song Yuanyi turned around, not wanting to see Li Junheng again.
Li Junheng looked at Song Yuanyi's back, with obvious pain in his eyes.
Because Li Junheng really loves Song Yuanyi.
Li Junheng, the seventh prince of the Li Kingdom, came to the An Kingdom when he was very young for the sake of the Li Kingdom, hiding his noble identity and becoming a concubine's son.
He thought that according to the established plan, he should stay by Song Yuanyi's side to obtain intelligence.
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