Along the way, Qing Tongyin didn't know how many red lights she had run. The traffic police blew long sirens behind the car, but Qing Tongyin ignored it.
In less than five minutes, the car arrived at the hospital. Qing Tongyin and Zhichen rushed to the operating room, but the lights were off. The doctor just walked out. Zhichen grabbed the doctor's arm and asked anxiously, "Mian...Where's Weiyu? How is she?"
Qing Tongyin also dared to step forward and look at the doctor.
The doctor took off his mask helplessly and said, "I'm sorry! We tried our best. Please accept my condolences!"
"Impossible!" Zhichen yelled like a madman, pushed the doctor aside, and struggled with red eyes, pulling in a childish voice to get into the operating room.
Zhichen suddenly became quiet. Qing Tongyin looked at him, but saw Mian Xin being pushed out of the operating room. Zhichen rushed over, knelt on the ground, and with trembling hands lifted the white cloth, looking at the pale and peacefully sleeping Mian Xin.
"Ah!" Zhichen cried, his sad voice echoing in the empty hospital. Qing Tongyin slowly walked over, covered her nose, and cried with trembling shoulders.
After thinking about it carefully, it was true. She persisted for a whole month and finally passed away. The doctor had told him before that every night he would hear Mianxin screaming in pain alone in the room. In the end, it was the nurse on duty who gave her a sedative, so that she could barely rest during that coma.
When he knew that Mianxin refused to undergo surgery, he did not force her, nor did he mention this matter to her.
Mian Xin also hopes to leave peacefully like this!
Forgive him for thinking so without authorization!
Zhichen cried and refused to let the nurse push Mianxin away. Finally, the nurse looked at him impatiently and said angrily, "If you are not a family member, please be patient!"
"Why am I not!" Zhichen stood up and shouted at the nurse, then pointed at Mianxin, "I'm her brother! This is my sister, can't I see her?"
The nurse was frightened by the yelling and looked at the attending doctor. The attending doctor frowned and shook his head. The nurse left. Zhichen turned and looked at Mianxin again. The loss in his eyes made him look very decadent.
Qing Tongyin squatted beside Zhichen, putting her hands on his shoulders. Zhichen looked at him with red eyes.
Qing Tongyin didn't say a word, because he knew that even if he said anything at this moment, it would be useless. He would feel less uncomfortable only after crying and releasing his feelings.
So cry!
After Zhichen calmed down, the hospital medical staff pushed Mianxin to the morgue and the two left.
In the car.
"I will find someone to take care of Mianxin's funeral when the time comes. Don't be sad!" Qing Tongyin glanced at him and continued to look at the road.
“…” Zhichen didn’t say anything, but looked out the window with empty eyes.
"Chen!" Qing called out softly. Zhichen turned around and looked at him. "Do you... like Mianxin?"
Zhichen was stunned for a moment, lowered his head and did not speak for a long time.
"right!"
Qing Tongyin looked at him, as expected!
But why didn’t you say it earlier?
"I like Mianxin. From the first time I saw her, I liked this girl who had suffered so much but still smiled brightly!" Zhichen smiled bitterly. He felt really uncomfortable now. He wished he could get a serious illness and leave with Mianxin.
"I really envy you. I envy that Mian Xin likes you so much... But I also hate you. You turned a blind eye to such a good girl!" Zhi Chen's cold eyes swept over Qing Tongyin, but finally he sighed helplessly and continued to look out the window. "I hate myself too. Why didn't I say it earlier? Why didn't I let her know my feelings sooner... It's all my cowardice!"
"Pa!" Zhichen slapped himself in anger. Qing Tongyin worriedly grabbed his wrist while still controlling the steering wheel, shouting angrily, "What are you doing? None of us want Mianxin to end up like this! ... But there's no need to take it out on yourself!"
"..." Zhichen smiled bitterly, his eyes were hazy, a tear flowed from the corner of his eye, and he leaned helplessly on the seat, as if he had lost the faith to do anything.
Qing Tongyin let go of his wrist, and the two of them walked in silence all the way to the studio.
night.
Qing Tongyin did not return to her own place, but drove to Mo Xingnian's villa and rang the doorbell.
After waiting for a long time, someone came to open the door. The moment he saw Qing Tongyin, Mo Xingnian was stunned. He rarely came to find him on his own initiative!
Qing Tongyin's next action scared Mo Xingnian even more.
Qing Tongyin's forehead rested on Mo Xingnian's chest, and both of them were silent.
Mo Xingnian looked down at him, stretched out his hand to hold his waist, carried him into the villa, and then closed the door.
Qing Tongyin was sitting on the sofa with his head down. When Mo Xingnian came back with a glass of water, he found that he was bent over, crying with trembling shoulders.
Mo Xingnian walked over with a frown, gently placed his hand on his head, lowered his head and looked at him worriedly, "What's wrong?..."
Before he finished speaking, Qing Tongyin hugged him and burst into tears, crying out sadly, "Mian Xin is gone... and will never come back..."
“…”
When Mo Xingnian heard this, there was not much expression on his face, nor was he too surprised, as if it was something he had expected.
In fact, he is not the only one who knows this situation. Everyone can guess it. He is just looking at it from an objective perspective. They subconsciously hope that Cotton Heart can live longer, but facts are always contrary to expectations.
But seeing the person in his arms crying so sadly, Mo Xingnian also felt sad, but he was only sad about Qing Tongyin.
Patting his back, he comforted him, "Okay, don't be sad. This ending is good for Mian Xin, and she doesn't want to see you so sad, right?" Mo Xingnian lifted Qing Tongyin's face, looked at his eyes that were swollen like walnuts with heartache, leaned over and kissed the tears from the corners of his eyes dry, and smiled, "Okay, don't cry?"
Qing Tongyin looked at him, pursing her lips with a look of grievance.
Until the end, Mianxin passed away, and Zhichen never said the words "I like you", leaving behind a lifetime of regret and helplessness. Therefore, there are some things and some people that cannot be missed. Once missed, they are really missed forever.
At this time, Mo Xingnian's embrace made him feel extremely warm.
night.
Qing Tongyin snuggled in Mo Xingnian's arms, with his eyes closed for a long time without falling asleep. Mo Xingnian lowered his eyes to look at him, listening to his uneven breathing, and gently patted his shoulder.
"Can't sleep?"
"Um!"
Qing Tongyin turned over and faced Mo Xingnian with his back. For some reason, he felt like a huge rock was pressing on his heart. He always felt that something was going to happen. His premonitions were always accurate, so he was wondering what would happen!
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