Chapter 18 Jealousy Again
Li Yunxing was right behind them. He watched You Suian showing concern for Tang Qingyue, and then watched her hug Tang Qingyue tightly.
Tang Qingyue is cold and aloof; does her silence make her seem dazed...?
You Sui'an was very good, so good that in his eyes he was almost the most perfect person.
She always seems to have an attraction; she is always calm and composed, like water, yet she always manages to stir up waves everywhere.
Li Yunxing felt a strange emotion surface.
Touring Sui'an is so popular, especially among girls.
Could it be that some of them also like her, not just the kind of liking that comes from friendship?
What was You Sui'an thinking...?
You Suian liked to hug, and Li Yunxing often watched her and Tang Qingyue chatting hand in hand, and also saw them embracing deeply several times.
Although he didn't want to admit it, he was genuinely envious. Because he couldn't hold her hand, while others could hug her.
He was jealous. This dark emotion was causing him great distress.
He wanted to ask You Sui'an what he thought of him, whether he was different from others...
But he worried that such paranoia might annoy and annoy You Suian.
How can he make her like him a little more?
Li Yunxing seemed to be just as You Suian had said, quite dull, which was why he couldn't even find the answer to this question.
Li Yunxing seems to have become very strange.
You Sui'an explained the problem to Li Yunxing three times, covering the thought process, details, and common mistakes. But Li Yunxing simply said he didn't understand.
I wasn't that stupid before.
When You Suian asked him what he didn't understand, he said he didn't know.
This is just like tutoring a naughty child from a relative's house who doesn't understand anything and only wants to play.
For the first time, You Sui'an realized that she really had a bad temper. She even had a slight urge to throw the book away.
She noticed Li Yunxing's somewhat evasive expression and wondered if she had been too irritable and scared him.
She stared at it for a while, and then Li Yunxing suddenly seemed to have an epiphany and said he understood.
You Suian was somewhat suspicious and asked him to repeat his line of thought.
Li Yunxing spoke fluently, his speech was very fast due to nervousness, and he seemed very familiar with the language, making him seem like a completely different person from the one two minutes earlier.
You Sui'an felt that Li Yunxing, who seemed like a little dim-witted, was somewhat unreal.
"So where did you get stuck just now?" You Suian coaxed him into answering softly, but a half-smile played on his lips.
Li Yunxing was somewhat flustered. Actually, he understood it on the first listen, and You Suian had carefully pointed out the difficulties he had encountered before, even though he hadn't said them.
But You Suian was still waiting for his answer, and he had a feeling that if he said it again this time, You Suian would be angry.
He simply picked a given condition at random, assuming he had overlooked it: "PF is perpendicular to GH." His face was already very red, but he was completely unaware of it.
Li Yunxing's attention was entirely focused on You Suian, unaware that he was now making numerous mistakes.
You Sui'an's slender fingers paused in one spot, then moved twice more.
She smiled gently: "Didn't you notice anything wrong when using this vertical line in these three places?" She dragged out the word "all".
Looking at her teasing eyes, Li Yunxing knew that You Suian had probably seen through her inexplicable behavior long ago.
“I…I…” Li Yunxing didn’t know what to say.
Fortunately, the school bell saved him.
"Class has started, so I'm heading back now." Li Yunxing fled in a panic.
You Sui'an found it somewhat amusing; he had really played her for a fool.
He's made something of himself.
However, she didn't feel embarrassed or annoyed at being teased; instead, she found Li Yunxing quite interesting.
It seemed that Li Yunxing had been caught doing something wrong, as he hadn't contacted her all morning.
But You Suian felt that he was always looking at her.
Before evening self-study class, Li Yunxing blushed and said she wanted to recite her lessons with her.
You Suian nodded, then tossed aside the half-finished practice questions he had written.
She's not afraid of forgetting her thought process because she always organizes her thoughts before doing the problems, and she'll definitely remember them after organizing them.
And even if you forget, you can just think of it again.
If you can't remember something, it means you haven't mastered it yet; the process of thinking about it again is a form of progress.
She often throws aside half-finished problems and goes to do something she suddenly wants to do.
You Sui'an thought for a moment and realized that he did indeed need to check the memorization of a classical Chinese text today.
But their group clearly has a group leader. Tasks like checking recitation are usually assigned to the group leader; the class representative definitely wouldn't be able to handle it all.
But of course you can also ask the class representative.
She reasonably guessed that it was an ostrich peeking out.
Hmm, that's an improvement over last time.
He even knew to look for her in the afternoon, at least he didn't dawdle and come only in the evening.
Li Yunxing finished reciting it very quickly; he got nervous and that's how it is.
You Sui'an listened absentmindedly and almost didn't realize he had finished reciting.
Seeing that she didn't say anything, Li Yunxing wondered if she was angry.
He looked at her tentatively, unsure how to begin.
You Suian then realized that he seemed to have finished memorizing it a second or two ago.
She shifted her gaze from the book to Li Yunxing's face.
In that instant, a bittersweet sense of familiarity washed over me.
This... is just like back in my third year of junior high.
You Sui'an often thought about him back then.
Like a snail, it timidly and slowly, yet undeniably, made its way toward her.
Is it a snail's antenna or a mimosa leaf?
Why does it shrink back as soon as you touch it?
Why do we keep walking forward?
Those involved are often blinded by their own perspective. At the time, she only wanted to cut things off quickly and avoided Li Yunxing whenever possible.
But he approached her again and again.
You Sui'an missed his timid yet stubborn eyes.
Until he retreated step by step.
You Sui'an felt that he was very similar to him now, only slightly more proactive.
She felt a little upset, wondering how things had turned out this way.
They had almost confessed their feelings for each other a few days ago.
You Suian stared at him, his usual ease vanishing, and said earnestly yet calmly, "Li Yunxing, what are you thinking about?"
She didn't laugh.
Li Yunxing seemed to be drawn into her deep eyes again. In those eyes, which were like a deep sea, like a black hole, he had lost himself, countless times before.
He thought bitterly that You Sui'an was too perceptive.
She is intelligent, beautiful, and sincere...
It seems that every positive word can be applied to her.
Is someone like that really someone I can even dream of?
It was far away, like a rain that seemed unreachable. Yet, it approached him without warning, bringing moisture to his parched branches and leaves, and never hesitated to give life to others.
Warm and gentle, yet aloof.
He almost wanted to back out and escape without a care in the world.
But You Sui'an was like a fish being lured step by step, as if he would be sucked into the bottomless water by a whirlpool at any moment.
He was willing to take the bait, even though he didn't know what lay ahead.
Li Yunxing let out a breath, as if he had suddenly found courage. He looked directly into You Suian's eyes, and was about to speak when he suddenly realized that his thoughts were incredibly immature.
How embarrassing!
Li Yunxing suddenly laughed, and all those messy thoughts somehow vanished.
It's as if the taut string has finally been released.
You Sui'an didn't know how Li Yunxing had suddenly become enlightened. She also breathed a sigh of relief.
But this was still too torturous, and You Suian felt that some things needed to be clarified.
"What's wrong with you?" You Suian asked in a different tone, looking at him with her crescent-shaped eyes.
He was somewhat dazed. It was too close.
Seeing that he was distracted, You Sui'an snorted and continued, "If you keep doing this for no reason, I'll chop you into mincemeat."
“It’s not that big,” Zhao Zhi interjected at some point.
When You Sui'an looked at them, even Tang Qingyue found it somewhat amusing.
You Sui'an's rare sense of shame was also aroused.
She glared at Li Yunxing, then decided to go outside for some fresh air, grabbing a cup as she went.
By the time Li Yunxing realized what was happening, he had already chased after him.
When she got to the water dispenser, she looked at Li Yunxing with amusement and said, "I came out to get some water, what are you doing?"
Li Yunxing didn't know what to say, so she simply remained silent, like a turtle retreating into its shell.
You Suian twisted the water cup, but instead of going straight back to the classroom, he wandered around in the corridor.
As she walked, she reached a corner of the corridor, where she could see what was outside.
People often come here to look at that small city in the distance.
It was curled up in a small ball, yet it held many people.
It gets dark very early in winter; lights are already on in the distance.
Like a hazy nebula.
The traffic was faint and indistinct, appearing infinitely small in the distance, requiring careful observation to see.
Li Yunxing chased after him eagerly.
His eyes sparkled like stars: "I...I know, I'm jealous."
You Sui'an tilted her head, looking at him as if puzzled. Jealous again? Jealous of whom? It can't be Xiao Chou, can it? Didn't you already appease him?
Besides, she didn't really have any intimate interactions with other people.
The wind made her hair a little messy.
Li Yunxing seemed to feel a little embarrassed as well, and said sullenly, "I'm jealous of Tang Qingyue."
You Sui'an's eyes widened; she truly hadn't expected such a statement.
He may not be very bold, but he gets jealous easily.
You Sui'an became interested again; this fool was really strange.
"Then you should have been jealous in the morning, just in time for me to eat dumplings."
Li Yunxing was somewhat incredulous. Was that all she wanted to say?
Then something even more shocking happened.
You Sui'an nodded seriously, as if reminiscing: "Then I am indeed very popular. Qi Xiaoqian said she wanted to kiss me just two days ago."
Li Yunxing didn't know how she had become good friends with Qi Xiaoqian again, since the two of them had never interacted before.
"You need to try harder, or I'll like someone else even more." You Suian smiled and looked outside.
There is a pond at the foot of the mountain, very clear, like a teardrop embedded in the forest.
It's like her eyes.
Li Yunxing had gotten used to distinguishing between what she said to amuse herself and what she said to be true.
But he just paused for a moment, looked at her with a wronged expression, snorted, and turned his gaze to the other side, though he kept glancing in their direction out of the corner of his eye.
It's dark over there; it's deep in the mountains and forests.
He was like a little dog secretly sulking, yet worried that his owner might really abandon him.
So cute.
You Suian changed the subject: "But I don't think I have that idea, nor do I have the idea of dating a girl."
Otherwise, she would have become a "scumbag woman" long ago, hugging and kissing so many good friends.
Besides, what's wrong with sisters kissing and hugging?
The reason why guys don't kiss and hug each other is probably because many guys smell bad, and people don't like physical intimacy.
However, Li Yunxing is very refreshing, with a clean and clear temperament.
You Sui'an's thoughts were quickly brought back to the present.
As if he had received some kind of promise, Li Yunxing couldn't help but smile.
Li Yunxing himself had no idea how alluring his smile had been.
In an instant, bright eyes met You Suian's pupils.
You Sui'an tirelessly tormented him.
And he always manages to appease people with just a few words.
Ha, you idiot.
You Sui'an chuckled to himself. But who could blame him when he happened to fall for this kind of thing?
The school bell rang again. Li Yunxing used to think that this bell would save him from trouble, but now he found it rather annoying.
As You Sui'an walked into the classroom, he left behind the words, "I haven't settled the score with you for what you did to me before."
ah.
Li Yunxing was a little annoyed, but still obediently replied, "Oh."
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