Chapter 75 Senior 42
Lin Yanzhou's jealousy was fully revealed when Wei Jing'an reached her peak. He said to her in a resentful and awkward tone, "I always keep every letter Jingjing sends me, but I'm not the recipient..."
Like an unreasonable child, "How can it be considered the complete me? That's a letter Jingjing wrote to her sponsor. She even trusted him so much that she told him even the little things in her life, even what she had for lunch..."
Gazing into the man's jealous, crimson eyes, his fair face flushed with both pleasure and a terrifying madness as deep as the abyss. Several soft tentacles crawled around his sides, covering the entire large bed. Wei Jing'an took a breath, her voice rising several degrees in inexplicable grievance. "It was you...it was you who wrote to me, asking me to record my daily life!"
All the emotions on his face froze. Lin Yanzhou shut his mouth awkwardly, then turned to gentle complaints: "That's because Jingjing is too naive. If someone asks you to record your daily life, do you have to write it down for them to see? Then do you have to obey me when I ask you to do something?"
Wei Jingan understood that her lover was jealous, even though the object of his jealousy was him.
He continued to whisper, "Jingjing... do you know how much I want to tell you that I like you? But I'm afraid. I'm afraid you'll avoid me. What if I show up before I'm ready and don't fall in love with you? Do you want me to be as generous as a human and let you go? I can't do that... I can only use some tricks..."
Honesty is the best medicine to enhance relationships.
Monsters with good learning abilities obviously know this well.
In the most intimate moments between the two, they use gentle words to break down each other's defenses and recount the paranoid possessive behaviors of the past.
"Before I have created a perfect body, I dare not appear before you..."
Wei Jing'an touched his face, bewildered, as he explained, "Actually, in human eyes, it's already perfect." He showed off his handsomeness to his lover without a trace of shame, boasting. "I've always worried that my eyes aren't deep enough, not soulful enough, my nose isn't straight enough, and the curve of my mouth isn't alluring enough. I've adjusted my facial features to match the perfect proportions humans define, but I'm limited by my genes... Well, my mother is human, and she's very beautiful. There's not much I can change, only minor flaws... Jingjing, are you satisfied?"
As he spoke, beads of sweat dripped from Lin Yanzhou's forehead, along the contours of his broad face, and fell on her heart. Wei Jingan saw the man's dense eyelashes blinking, and his red-black eyes flowed with love that made her tailbone tingle. She reached out and held them in her hands.
"Of course I am satisfied."
"I like them all."
"As long as it's you."
Three consecutive sweet words made Lin Yanzhou completely forget his jealousy. He rubbed her cheek with a smile. No matter how evil a monster is, he cannot escape the land of tenderness. Snuggling up to his lover, he can reveal his most vulnerable part. This soul-shaking intimacy made him deeply infatuated.
Wei Jingan's next words made the sleepy monster tremble: "My grandma... um, did you send her?"
Grandma always sat by the river in a daze. Many times, when the little girl woke up from her sleep, she would find that half of her grandmother's body was soaked in water, and her upper body was floating on the water like a punctured balloon.
Such a horrifying scene has long become taken for granted in the polish of memory. Those once incredible and terrifying scenes have become nightmares for the little girl. She comforts herself that they are all nightmares.
Grandma is too cold during the day.
Wei Jingan just thought she was old and had difficulty moving.
Until in a flash, she remembered the day in Qingshui Village when she and Lin Yanzhou were strolling by the stream early in the morning and saw the fast-moving octopus.
Lin Yanzhou nodded.
He asked, "Jingjing, are you still thinking about it? It's just an excuse to settle you down."
Leaning forward, he used a kiss to regain Wei Jingan's attention: "It's just an octopus with low intelligence. The owner of that body has already spent the rest of his life in sleep. The 'grandmother' you usually face is a corpse filled with octopus... Are you scared? Are you disgusted? Jingjing won't share her attachment with others anymore, right..."
Wei Jingan felt truly disgusted and covered his mouth to stop him from speaking. After a while, she asked, "When did you start noticing me?"
She had no recollection of it at all.
A soft touch came and wrapped her, as if wrapping her in a pile of cotton. The difference was that the cotton was damp and sticky from the rain. In such an inhuman and weird environment, Wei Jingan's mood was unusually calm and content. She used her hands to try to get over the pressing soft touch and hugged his waist.
Hearing him say softly: "This is a long story..."
Lin Yanzhou hugged her gently.
Then he said, "Jingjing, are you sleepy? Let's go clean up the house tomorrow and sleep here tonight... I'll tell you a story, and you can fall asleep while listening..."
Wei Jing'an leaned into his arms, urging him to speak quickly with bright eyes. Although he hadn't opened his mouth yet, she thought about how they had noticed her a long time ago, no, it was Lin Yanzhou who had noticed her and taken good care of her a long time ago. Her heart was like a field of small flowers blooming all over the sky, each one waving in the wind.
She desperately wanted the sun to come: "Tell me quickly."
Lin Yanzhou's chest shook with laughter, and soft touches coming from all directions gently embraced her, moving towards the scar on her waist. The slippery soft touch rubbed against it tenderly, as if sighing softly, or apologizing.
"Back then, you were wrapped in your swaddling clothes. You were such a sweet and tempting food."
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Lin Yanzhou's initial understanding of humans came from his mother.
The monster is bloodthirsty.
Fear, trembling, blood.
Love them deeply.
Even if they are of the same race, they cannot escape the teeth of the strong.
It is only natural that the weak belong to the strong.
They lack morality and ethics, and don't care about reproduction. Even though they possess intelligence and supernatural abilities, the tyrannical genes that have long existed in their bodies are the standard of their behavior. The overlords who ruled the world billions of years ago have long been decimated by the fighting and have long slumbered. This has given them a curiosity after a full meal, a curiosity that wants to integrate into human society...
His father was an exception.
The giant monster, slumbering in the deep sea, stumbled upon a shipwrecked human woman. Several times, it considered devouring the delicious meal, but was always drawn to the woman's strange behavior... Unconsciously, it developed a love it had never experienced before...
The lazy father came to this world for the sake of his beloved woman, and in order for her to integrate into the life here, he threw his sons who perfectly inherited the monster genes back into the deep sea without mercy.
Until their mother brought them back.
The mother told them, "You are human, not monsters. Put away the tricks you learned from your father and learn to be humble and kind. There is plenty of food here, so you don't need to fight for it. Just be obedient, okay?"
Lin Yanzhou had a bad temper back then. He was used to the freedom of the deep sea, the overlord of the ocean, so how could he restrain himself? This caused a lot of trouble at home, and his mother's gentle scolding made him even more lawless, almost causing a death. It wasn't until his mother pleaded with his father for help that he was subdued by his father's coercion and thrown into the forest villa, where his mother personally taught him every day, while his father pretended to help but actually suppressed him.
Lin Yanzhou was dissatisfied in his heart.
It was at this time that I saw the baby girl abandoned in the woods.
Lin Yanqing had told him not to make his mother angry, but to learn to be flexible. Things that he was not allowed to do could be done secretly, and there was no need to make them public for everyone to know. His mother was a human being, so naturally she couldn't stand the way the monsters gnawed on their food.
Even her father was scolded by her.
Lin Yanzhou just felt depressed.
Why suppress nature?
A discarded baby girl is unwanted.
The fragrance is tempting.
Can he eat it secretly?
The monster shook its unskilled legs, but its tender tentacles were not as weak as they appeared. It quickly wrapped around the baby girl and rolled her in front of it. The boy's delicate face instantly disappeared, turning into a dark red lump of flesh, and moved closer to the unaware baby girl in the cradle.
Smells so good.
Smells so good.
It tasted better than anything he had ever eaten.
I heard my mother's scolding.
The appetite aroused by the "food" increased greatly, and at that moment he felt great courage, which enabled him to run deep into the forest.
He held the baby girl and hid in a cave dug by a wild beast.
I wanted to open my mouth and bite it several times.
His father's horrified face appeared before his eyes. He looked worriedly at the sweet-smelling "food", swallowed, weighed it for a moment, and then looked away.
But the baby girl couldn't stand the hunger, and when it got dark, she cried faintly like a wild cat. Lin Yanzhou reached out his soft touch and thought, you deliberately attracted my attention. I had completely forgotten about you.
But unexpectedly, the baby abandoned by his mother hugged the tentacles as if hugging a source of warmth.
As soon as their palms touched, he was gripped by inexplicable emotions.
It was something different from the deep sea, with a white, tender body that would be hurt or broken by the slightest touch. He could crush her effortlessly... What was the point of such prey?
He hid far away, trying to pull out the soft touch.
But I am really curious, are the humans my mother talks about really gentle and harmless?
We stayed like this quietly all night.
At dawn, he found his family standing outside the cave, staring at him blankly. The baby girl left her swaddling clothes and climbed onto his body.
Her big eyes like black grapes looked at him, and her small hands grasped several soft touches. Tears from her hungry stomach rolled in her eye sockets. She sucked the soft touches hard but couldn't suck out any liquid to fill her stomach, and her face turned red from holding it in.
To him, such force was just a tickle.
He pushed the baby girl to the ground in disgust and stood up. However, his legs were not able to complete the standing movement. His body was shaking, and before he could stand up straight, the baby girl held his legs and fell to the ground again.
The mother smiled and said, "Okay, I've been worried all night. Whose child is this? Let me hold him."
The baby girl's action of dodging her mother and running into his arms made him, who was being scolded by his whole family at the time, feel a sense of solidarity with the enemy.
He held his breath, stood up, holding the baby girl, laughed triumphantly at her mother, and ran back home with a smile.
Monsters that have filled their stomachs are easy to deal with.
He held the baby girl who dared to refuse her mother in his arms, as if he was holding the fruit of his victory, and announced loudly that he would feed her from now on, just like humans feed kittens and puppies.
She is beautiful.
She is well-behaved.
She only likes herself.
He began to open his eyes every day to prepare milk powder for the baby girl, hold her for a walk in the sunshine, and make her giggle.
After spending a long time together, he developed a habit.
She can stand now.
She can speak now.
The first name she called was his.
He was calling "brother".
These wonderful first times formed an invisible network, which gave him responsibility and satisfaction at the same time.
He was caught in the net without knowing it.
One time, due to negligence, the baby girl rolled off the bed.
He panicked at that moment. She was so fragile, would she die?
She was not dead. She was about to cry, but then she smiled again when she saw him, as if to say, don't worry, I'm fine.
The hanging heart fell, but in the next moment.
She groaned in pain and curled up. At that time, she could already walk and was wearing a pretty little dress. She fell into his arms like a dying animal, crying and shouting in pain.
She has a heart disease and could die at any moment.
For the first time, he felt panic-stricken. That was the child he had raised with his own hands, from childhood to adulthood. He had become accustomed to life with her and no longer wandered aimlessly in the human world. How could she leave him so soon?
She had been snatched back from the hands of death, but now she was weak.
Like the exquisite and beautiful vase placed in the home, it is very likely to fall to the ground and break into pieces with a slight bump.
He didn't dare speak loudly for fear of scaring her.
I didn't dare reveal my true identity for fear of scaring her.
But his caution was of no use.
Late one night, she suffered a sudden heart attack and was in critical condition.
That was his first contact with the hospital.
I never wanted to set foot there again.
He thought he was going to lose her forever until his usually taciturn father told him there was a way.
Feed with blood.
Maybe he will die completely due to rejection.
Perhaps it is possible to change the body's genes and live longer.
This sentence brought him not only hope but also fear.
Once she has an immune rejection reaction, even the last time we spend together will be taken away.
Looking at her increasingly thin face lying on the hospital bed.
He didn't want her to leave.
He thought to himself.
He told his father: "I want her to live and stay with me forever."
He said: "She was abandoned by her parents and I picked her up. Humans believe in repaying kindness. She should repay me and stay with me forever."
As he said this, crystal tears rolled down his cheeks.
The results were surprising.
She managed to survive.
Survive with a new identity.
It's just that his fragile body can't bear too much blood from the tentacles. He is willing to pay the price of his life for it, to feed her with blood and change her. What he asks for is simple, he just hopes that she can stay by his side forever.
Wei Jingan, who had recovered from her illness, had her name written in her swaddling clothes. She seemed to be more dependent on Lin Yanzhou, who was still a child. She had just come into contact with the tentacle blood and her body was still a little weak, so that her legs could not support her body to walk. It was Lin Yanzhou who held her hand and patiently accompanied her to practice in the yard.
Holding her in my arms, I swung on the swing under the blossoming tree.
Don't be afraid of swinging very high, he will use his soft touch to circle the swing.
Little Wei Jingan screamed and called him in a vague voice: "Brother, higher!"
He held her from spring to winter, and then to the next spring, using that same tender body to teach her to walk, talk, and read. She became more and more dependent on himself, and he became more integrated into the human race.
Pamper her like a real big brother.
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