Xu Xingran felt extremely sad.
"He Hansheng, I have loved you for seven years. Not seven days, not seven weeks, not seven months."
"Loving you is really tiring. You can't deny that when I loved you, you made me suffer all kinds of grievances and cold eyes. Because of loving you, I have no dignity, no bottom line, no reputation, and no confidence."
"He Hansheng, I really can't love anymore."
The word love is too bitter for her.
For the sake of her love for He Hansheng, she would not turn back until she hit the wall.
She hit her head against the wall.
Head broken and bleeding.
She forgot to love herself when she loved He Hansheng.
Now, she just wants to love herself well.
A gleam of fragmented light appeared in He Hansheng's eyes, and his tall figure looked a little embarrassed.
The arrogant AE president looked helpless.
He said with difficulty: "Ranran, can you give me another chance? I will change."
Xu Xingran shook his head firmly.
"You won't, He Hansheng. I'm not the same person who foolishly loved you before. Now I've stepped out of our relationship and reviewed our relationship from a bystander's perspective. Really... you're not worthy of my love."
She used to be in this cage by herself.
So one leaf blocks the view.
Now that she was no longer in this cage, she could see clearly how much of a scumbag He Hansheng was.
How stupid she is.
He Hansheng's heart almost broke when he heard her firm tone.
“Ranran…”
There was a heart-wrenching plea in his voice.
Xu Xingran took a deep breath and looked directly into He Hansheng's eyes.
"You asked me why I didn't come to you when I had troubles? Because I didn't have the confidence. I was never favored by you, never chosen by you. When I had difficulties, I would think about solving them myself, or endure them silently."
She smiled weakly: "But if it was Xia Qingqing, it would be different. Even if she just fell and scraped her skin, you would go to great lengths to get a doctor for her and get mad."
"But when I cut my finger in front of you while cooking for you, you frowned and said I was useless. Then you went upstairs in annoyance without caring about my injury at all."
"He Hansheng, I have never felt your love, but I feel that you treat Xia Qingqing differently."
"Just like after the engagement party, I saw your attitude of wanting to win me back. You also know that the main problem between us is Xia Qingqing. You always said that you wanted to send Xia Qingqing away, but you never did it."
Xu Xingran didn't dare to say that He Hansheng loved Xia Qingqing.
But He Hansheng really treats Xia Qingqing differently.
It's not just because of Xia Ming's death, and not just because Xia Ming took care of his sister Xia Qingqing.
He really felt sorry for and sympathized with Xia Qingqing.
Therefore, even though He Hansheng always acted as if he couldn't live without her, she never softened her heart.
Moreover, he could see He Hansheng more and more clearly.
He Hansheng is just like that.
Just like before, every time he quarreled with Xu Xingran, he felt guilty and in the wrong, but he chose to leave indifferently without explanation or solution.
Just waiting for Xu Xingran to surrender.
It was like he knew clearly that Xia Qingqing was the biggest uncertainty between them.
He just said that he wanted to send Xia Qingqing away.
No real action.
He Hansheng's throat rolled, and he opened his mouth, wanting to tell the truth, but he didn't know how to start.
He knew it was too late to say it now.
He couldn't tell the truth either.
Just at this moment Xu Xingran's cell phone rang.
The caller ID showed Yang Tai's number.
She picked up the phone.
Yang Tai said, "The things have been packed, come to the villa to get them."
Xu Xingran frowned: "I don't want to go to your villa."
That was the place where Yang Tai and his family of three lived in love, and she didn't want to step in there.
Yang Tai's voice was restrained.
"These things are so precious, where do you want to trade them? If someone sees me, they'll think I'm a smuggler!"
Xu Xingran: ...
There is some truth in that.
"Okay, I'll be right there!"
Xu Xingran immediately ran to her room to change out of her dance dress, then opened the door and prepared to leave.
Just thinking of something, she turned back to look at He Hansheng who was standing there in a daze.
"He Hansheng, this apartment was bought by you, I won't come here anymore."
After saying that, she closed the door.
After she left, He Hansheng revealed a helpless and bitter smile.
He knew that she was displeased with him because she was unhappy that he came in without saying hello.
Gu Guizhi called him and told him that Xu Xingran was slandered by Yang Xue, so he came because he was worried about her.
He knocked on the door.
After knocking for a long time, Xu Xingran didn't open the door.
He was worried that something had happened to her, so he used the code to open the door.
Her password is simple: her birthday.
When he came in, he saw Xu Xingran dancing in the dance studio. The music was very loud, so she didn't hear him knocking on the door.
Xu Xingran dances very nicely and beautifully.
He Hansheng really liked the way she danced.
It's just... so beautiful.
He also went to her freshman orientation party.
Xu Xingran performed a beautiful dance on the stage.
Her whole body was glowing as she danced, and she was as beautiful as a fairy who had descended to the earth.
When he went there, he was hidden in the crowd.
So I heard what everyone said about her.
Especially boys.
All of them were eager to pursue her, to praise her, and even to find out everything about her. Some even started ordering flowers immediately and launched a fierce pursuit mode.
He Hansheng didn't like that she was so eye-catching and would attract the attention of many men.
So he later said that if you wanted to follow him, you were not allowed to dance.
Since then, Xu Xingran has indeed never danced again.
He also remembered that when he suggested that she should not dance, her expression froze for a moment and the light in her eyes went out for a second.
He didn't feel anything at the time.
But now, the boomerang has hit back.
Stinging, suffocating.
Xu Xingran really loved him so much that she gave up her favorite dance. Her bad-mouthing skill also disappeared because of his displeasure.
He Hansheng covered his face.
A belated dull pain came from his chest, sweeping over him like a violent storm, so fierce and violent that it seemed to take his life.
His four military advisors were right.
He is a scumbag!