Chapter 63 Endure
A strong sense of grievance surged into her heart, never so violent before, and she couldn't control it at all. Her fingers were shaking: "I don't want to do it with you! You are always like this, getting angry for no reason! I didn't do anything wrong, but you are unhappy!"
The last time he took off the ring was the same. She was ignored by him without knowing anything. He apologized afterwards, and she thought it would never happen again, but he did it again. He didn't listen to her explanation at all on the cruise. She was still expecting him a moment ago. She didn't want to cry, but as she spoke, she couldn't help it. Her voice was filled with tears, which made Yu Nian feel embarrassed. She turned her head away to avoid looking at him. Ji Yanxing paused, looking at her red eyes, his heart was slightly dazed, as if something had grabbed him tightly, and his breathing was choked.
He has always known that his character is problematic. Apart from his money and this face, there is nothing worthy of being liked. Qiu Shuning and Jiang Yichen once joked that if he really wanted to date a girlfriend, that person would be pissed off by him. He does not understand how to handle an intimate relationship. He only believes that as long as there are enough external constraints on the relationship, it will be more difficult to break it.
So after getting married with Yu Nian, whenever there was an opportunity to cooperate with the Yu family, he would choose the Yu family, even if the Yu family was not the best partner.
Because in his mind, as long as the interests of the Yu family and the Ji family are intertwined, the closer the relationship between him and Yu Nian will be. As for their relationship itself, that is not important. Anyway, they are going to be together.
When Qiu Shuning and Jiang Yichen had said these words in a joking manner, he had never taken them to heart, nor did he think that these would have any impact on him, but now he felt it difficult to breathe when he thought about it. She had now discovered the problem with his character, but it didn't matter. The emotional value that he couldn't provide her, she could ask for from her friends.
She had many friends and she had her own life, and not having him would have any impact on her already happy life.
It just means that I still have to see him when I go home at night.
Is she unwilling to put up with him?
Ji Yanxing's eyes darkened, he loosened the hands that were restraining her, and wanted to touch her eyes.
I changed my mind and dodged his hand.
Ji Yanxing's hand paused. After a few seconds, he withdrew his hand and said in a low and hoarse voice, "You go to sleep. I'll go to the study for a while."
After saying that, he stood up and walked out of the bedroom.
The bedroom door was not closed, and there was a "bang" sound, which was the sound of the study door closing.
Yu Nian sat on the bed, the cold white light fell on her face. She hadn't reacted yet. What happened to him?
Angry
But it's obviously her who should be angry.
Yu Nian recalled what had just happened, but still couldn't figure out what he was angry about. They had quarreled before, but he had never taken the initiative to go to the study room in the middle of the night. Was it because she said he was inexplicably
Is there anything touching about this sentence?
Yu Nian sat on the bed. Because of the hysterical outburst tonight, the anger in her chest had dissipated a little. She deliberately didn't think about him and lay on the bed ready to sleep. But she couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard she tried. Her mind was full of his lonely expression before he left.
After failing to fall asleep for the third time, Yu Nian sat up irritably. She didn’t know what she was thinking. She just wanted to make things clear with him immediately. No matter what he thought, he should give her a clear conclusion. She didn’t want to have any more wild thoughts.
After figuring it out, Yu Nian walked to his study in one go. His study was very dark, with no lights on, and only the faint light from his laptop.
Ji Yanxing was sitting in the office chair. With the light from the computer screen, she saw his calm and cold face, his eyes fixed on the screen without any emotion.
"What are you doing?" Yu Nian walked towards him. Ji Yanxing lifted his eyelids and looked up at her: "Watching a movie."
Yu Nian stood beside him and glanced at the scene on the movie screen. It was a classic crime movie that Yu Nian had seen when he was in college.
After answering her question, he turned his attention back to the movie, as if the movie was very attractive to him.
"..." Yu Nian pursed her lips, "Aren't you going back to sleep?"
"I'll go back after I finish reading it." Ji Yanxing said lightly.
Yu Nian: "..."
"The hero finally caught the real murderer, and then committed suicide..." Yu Nian briefly summarized the following plot. Ji Yanxing raised his eyes and looked at her indifferently.
Yu Nian also felt that what she did was unethical, as she had spoiled the show for others. She raised her hand to touch her nose, but her other wrist was suddenly grabbed, and Ji Yanxing pulled her into his arms.
She subconsciously raised her eyes and held him with both hands.
Ji Yanxing lowered his head, looking at her quietly with deep eyes.
Their eyes met and they stared at each other for a moment.
Yu Nian didn't beat around the bush and asked directly: "Don't you have anything to say to me?"
In the dim light, Ji Yanxing lowered his eyes and his Adam's apple moved, "Go back to the bedroom and sleep."
Yu Nian looked at him and didn't move.
Ji Yanxing lowered his eyes and said calmly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you tonight."
"What else?" Yu Nian didn't know who gave her the courage to ask him aggressively.
Ji Yanxing looked at her quietly.
After a stalemate of half a minute, or even longer, Yu Nian lowered her eyelashes and pulled her lips in self-mockery. She was destined not to be allowed to enter his world.
"Go back." Yu Nian wanted to get off him.
Ji Yanxing grabbed her wrist and stopped her from leaving.
Yu Nian took a deep breath and said calmly, "Maybe our relationship hasn't reached this stage yet. I respect your privacy and personal space and won't force you to pry into your thoughts. I understand that this relationship will be lifelong if nothing unexpected happens. I will handle my emotions well and won't dwell too much on things that don't make any sense."
Ji Yanxing's pupils trembled slightly, and a hint of panic flashed across his eyes for a moment, so fast that it was almost impossible to catch.
"Let's go back." After saying that, Yu Nian got off him and walked towards the bedroom.
The next moment.
Her wrist was suddenly grabbed, and Ji Yanxing pulled her back and looked into her eyes.
After a few seconds, he said in a deep voice: "Don't call me incomprehensible in the future."!
The light in the study flickered, and it was so quiet that only the background sounds of the movie characters could be heard. After Yu Nian was carried back to his lap, she did not struggle. She stayed quietly in his arms, looking up at his eyes.
Ji Yanxing stared at her steadily, was silent for a few seconds, and slowly spoke: “I saw the photo frame you put on your desk. You brought the photo of you and Lawrence Lu from afar and put it on your desk. You can see him when you look up when you work.”
“I…” Yu Nian didn’t expect that he was angry because of this. How could she explain to him that the photo had little to do with Lawrence Lu, and she brought the photo because of him.
Seeing that she had no way to refute, Ji Yanxing narrowed his eyes and his low and hoarse tone became deeper: "I have accepted that you have a white moonlight in your heart that you have been secretly in love with for who knows how many years. Are you planning to arrange your childhood sweetheart to be by your side to protect you?"
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